348. back to introduction (a yarel-jati intermezzo)
349. mencari distraksi (remedi)
350. a short call
351. every single thing on his mind (hope this explains why tio did what he did).
352. change of heart
353. unlocking new level of closeness
354. the bonding
355. get to know nathan (Nathan’s POV)
## Jackson as Jason : temen kelas Nathan
356. terjerambab
357. currently unreachable
358. feeling accompanied
359. finding where
360. little favor
361. the meltdown
362. the needed human touch and reassurance
363. how the friendship blossoms (between yarel-tio, tio-jati, and definitely yarel-jati).
364. because the moon is in taurus
365. was feeling unpleasant
366. surprised call
367. a mirroring? (cw // slight intrusive thought)
368. a helping hand (figuratively and literally)
369. and he comes back (and acts like nothing happened)
370. dikeroyok hujan (dedicating this chap for yarel only).
371. it’s all real here
372. bertanya-tanya. cw // questioning self-worth
373. mencari jawaban
374. membagi rata untuk raga dan jiwa. cw // sexual intercourse , slight depressing thoughts, please proceed with caution this is namkook
375. being abandoned
376. casualty of misunderstanding ( cw // this could fall into the gaslighting category. it depends).
377. a bit of talking
should yarel tell tio,,, but what if tio leaves jad again if he indeed comes to save the day this time
378. telling him
379. jangan nangis
380. fight with all i might
381. khawatir
382. freak
383. can’t keep doing this
384. be a gentleman
385. complying (will always comply)
386. masih saja—masih saja dia
387. home cooked meal, only the best for you
388. sincere apology
389. mencari dan menciptakan afirmasi
# notes: pls listen to taylor swift - this is me trying. the whole song really represents what’s on tio’s mind... and i’m not lying it’s. almost. every. single. line. but anyway.
open.spotify.com/track/7kt9e9LF…