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252. going home (literally or figuratively?)

253. unexpected reply
254. little guide
255. the right way to apologize
256. fake it till you make it
257. unlocking nathan (last character to be introduced)
258. a virgo
259. cerminan
260. compatibility
261. what could have been a memory—what could have been a journey
262. aborted plan
263. on the shoulder of the eldest
264. it’s not a luxury
265. let’s catch up
266. be a five-year-old boys together
267. the break of the mask
268. let me be
269. highkey studying lowkey flirting
270. half mirroring
271. takut
272. i understand what you mean
273. lost stars
## notes: please listen to this golden cover of lost stars by our golden boy, jeon jungkook: soundcloud.com/bangtan/lost-s…
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274. need more bargaining power
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275. just three of us
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276. catching up with mom
277. tight brotherhood
278. awkward brotherhood
279. re-bonding
280. keeping tabs
281. nathan, sweet yet strict (re: unique)
282. remaining family members
283. doing it together
284. partner in crime
## intermezzo : birth chart yarel, jati, and nathan
285. reminiscing
286. whose jad?
287. sosok Kal El
288. high and dry
289. getting comfortable with eo’s presence (teasing eo)
290. emotionally constipated
291. coming out
292. the truth
293. know how to get you
294. urutan prioritas
295. re-thinking
296. /murah/
297. real competitor
298. waktu
299. busted
300. disayang bagai akan hilang
301. and i wither // cw: intrusive thoughts
302. reaching out
303. menyampaikan pesan
304. again—they’re made to hold
305. story of strong Kal
306. mom’s whatsapp status collection
307. should have been the other way around
308. the reversed ‘how can i tell?’
309. to you, the person i long to hold
310. crawling back idk what for
311. pushing all the buttons
312. fulfilling one promise
313. satu tetes fentanyl medium.com/@raaperle/ruan…
314. kabar bukan kabur
315. feeling loved
316. new best friend
317. guilty
318. jokes between two best friends
revision for this chap: it’s supposed to be Jakarta not Bandung. sowy :>
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316. new best friend
319. spending time together
320. behind the scene
321. shouldn’t have hoped
322. an addict already
323. he’s right, you’re the cutest
324. roasting him
325. ruang hampa
326. murka digoda.
327. tiga kepala berjumpa
328. pertemuan empat kepala
329. lima kepala dan perannya
330. the turn of event
331. and if you wondered if i hate you... fuck you
332. oh, he’s done (and funny) ## the playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/7rAw3…
333. nightmare dressed like a daydream
334. ‘semoga cepet sembuh’
335. the smile of his
336. kehadiran tak terduga
337. her side of story
338. mengalah
339. the way he loves
340. super petty
341. call them a strategy
342. plan is working
343. more of his private life
344. being a divergent
345. oblivious
346. anger and disappointment
347. finding shelter
348. back to introduction (a yarel-jati intermezzo)
349. mencari distraksi (remedi)
350. a short call
351. every single thing on his mind (hope this explains why tio did what he did).
352. change of heart
353. unlocking new level of closeness
354. the bonding
355. get to know nathan (Nathan’s POV) ## Jackson as Jason : temen kelas Nathan
356. terjerambab
357. currently unreachable
358. feeling accompanied
359. finding where
360. little favor
361. the meltdown
362. the needed human touch and reassurance
363. how the friendship blossoms (between yarel-tio, tio-jati, and definitely yarel-jati).
364. because the moon is in taurus
365. was feeling unpleasant
366. surprised call
367. a mirroring? (cw // slight intrusive thought)
368. a helping hand (figuratively and literally)
369. and he comes back (and acts like nothing happened)
370. dikeroyok hujan (dedicating this chap for yarel only).
371. it’s all real here
372. bertanya-tanya. cw // questioning self-worth
373. mencari jawaban
374. membagi rata untuk raga dan jiwa. cw // sexual intercourse 🔞🔞🔞 , slight depressing thoughts, please proceed with caution this is namkook
375. being abandoned
376. casualty of misunderstanding ( cw // this could fall into the gaslighting category. it depends).
377. a bit of talking
should yarel tell tio,,, but what if tio leaves jad again if he indeed comes to save the day this time
378. telling him
379. jangan nangis
380. fight with all i might
381. khawatir
382. freak
383. can’t keep doing this
384. be a gentleman
385. complying (will always comply)
386. masih saja—masih saja dia
387. home cooked meal, only the best for you
388. sincere apology
389. mencari dan menciptakan afirmasi
# notes: pls listen to taylor swift - this is me trying. the whole song really represents what’s on tio’s mind... and i’m not lying it’s. almost. every. single. line. but anyway. open.spotify.com/track/7kt9e9LF…
390. epiphany (1)
391. epiphany (2)
392. finally, opening up (any grammatical error is intentional, ertio is emotional)
393. tight-knit brotherhood (ps. deeply sorry kalo di chap sebelumnya ada jati direfer as him. it’s purely my mistake).
394. finding ways
395. still finding ways (for you)
396. bentuk sayangnya.
397. there’s no answer (still)
398. unplanned encounter
399. yang tak disangka
400. genuine question (call this filler chap)
401. the game of asserting dominance
402. last straw. cw // harsh words, violence (very mild. just a punch that doesn’t escalate into fight)
403. and the anger hasn’t subsided
404. remedy for sour mood; texting you
405. setting things right (sorry this is long but nathan needs to tell his pov and now we’re done about nathan).
406. raw emotion
407. resenting him
408. feeling so guilty. cw // implied non-suicidal self-abuse
409. for fairness
410. and it can’t be avoided anymore
411. colder than the ac. cw // parent-child conflict
412. semua mau jad. cw // emotional outburst (ps. sorry this is long pls zoom to read the text. promise it will be readable just fine!)
413. finally, talking like normal human being
414. brotherly deep talk (also epiphany episode three)
415. compensating for each other (last epiphany)
416. kill them with kindness
417. remembering what he likes
418. effort on his part
419. drown in guilt
420. kiss it better link.medium.com/MHE0aTERipb
421. karena gue
422. one call away
423. personal healer (also the wordplay well and we’ll xxx)
424. swear i’ll never leave again
425. appreciation
426. he said it already, everything for him
427. now we get to the (real) conversation here
428. spill it out
430. as long as you don’t run away from me. link.medium.com/FdFsshLWspb
430. progress, at least
431. slowly falls back to the old routine—witty banter
432. the domesticity
433. de javu?
434. lifetime struggle
435. sorry but it’s all hard to believe
436. bukan fiksi; ia benar frustasi
437. come clean (ps. again sorry this is long)
438. upaya saling
439. completing eo’s puzzle
440. love language: words of teasing and act of possessive
441. can you do the assignment? // bit of sexual tension ⚠️
442. and the stage is theirs 🔞privatter.net/p/8787018
443. bikin diem anak nakal // local porn word
444. gembus date
445. ertini...
446. ayok pulang?
447. selalu seru
448. what you are to me
449. the brand new blossoming friendship
450. persatuan dua korban (katanya)
451. they always long for each other
452. and when i miss you
453. tenderly beautiful (he’s the wonderland)
454. overdosed, aren’t i?
455. that one i should be
456. dunia milik berdua
457. one last business
458. bite by bite, bit by bit. cw // there’s bit of sexual tension here
459. emergency call
460. jad’s inner thought
461. to all the boys before
462. the cry of little brother
463. a collapsed roof
464. a medicine indeed
465. satu langkah dari perkenalan
466. satu langkah dari saling jatuh
467. the progress to fall deeper
468. si paling suka jalan-jalan
469. marking a land
470. soft launch
471. reason why
472. perasaannya akan semua
473. epiphany of the day
474. talk about lost star (again)
475. new discovered dynamic
476. getting attached as ever
477. killed by the boredom or killing the boredom?
478. mood change
479. looking for him
480. the conversation of two magicians
481. what is anger he doesn’t know it
482. asking for a friend
483. unraveling another layer
484. ertio, masih kecil, masih 20 tahun.
485. menjemput harap
486. long for you
487. just wanna be yours
488. questioning why
489. (m+s)ad
490. someone has been missing
491. trying to find him (sorry i’m dying to make ertio-jeiran’s interaction. finally, huh).
492. mad at myself. cw // self-blame
493. mengeratkan yang hampir lepas
494. the last chapter: ruang sela link.medium.com/lJ6VOnW6eqb
—epilogue 1/10: abang dan alasan berjuang (juga jad yang merasa disayang)
—epilogue 2/10: taking care of you (of each other) link.medium.com/tuIu3HBjsqb
—epilogue 3/10: acara kenegaraan
—epilogue 4/10: museum visit with the loved one link.medium.com/Ya7IJD6uvqb
—epilogue 5/10: 🔞 and when we become one privatter.net/p/8927396
—epilogue 6/10: that type of boyfriend
—epilogue 7/10: andddd that type of boyfriend
—epilogue 8/10: ⚠️ yours all yours
—epilogue 9/10: mine all mine
—epilogue 10/10: ...
an. finally ruang sela has reached its end. makasih buat temen-temen yang udah nemenin. writing could be very isolating but it’s surely more fun with friends around. it’s been seven months with ruang sela, now it’s time to go. jad and tio signing off. until next time xxx
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