: what are you all doing
: i'm thinking of lying down and going to sleep!
: to prepare for tomorrow's schedule!
: i thought of you before going to sleep so i came
: the weather is very cold today
: go bring more clothes with you, everyone
: i'm currently not shaving...
: i'm going to do it later on when i'm getting my make-up done..
: i'll show it to you later on, right now
: i'll protect your childlike innocence
: even if i do laser (treatment), my hair is thick
: i have a lot of hair too, you know
: (i'm saying that) it's something i'm shy about
: if it's an appearance you don't want to see..
: close your eyes..
: today i watched physical: 100
: it was fun!
: the one that's out on netflix today!
: it's a program where
: they pick the best physical in south korea!
: my heart is burning up as i watched it
: it's cool
: i worked out today too of course
: i did everything today too of course
: deltoid muscle, pectoral muscle, trapezius muscle
: i should do it diligently!
: i get anxious if i don't do a single thing in a day
: i don't know why
: but whether it's exercise or work
: even if there's a holiday
: i should do one
: should i say it makes me less anxious
: without getting hurt
: i work out so i don't get hurt!
: after my style changed
: i need a body that can endure it
: was it a few days ago
: i watched an old video of myself
: i think i changed a lot
: whether it's outside or inside
: it's fascinating even for me
: my motive for changing um
: there's a lot..
: firstly, dance
: it's a transformation so that i don't get injured
: what else was there again
: (a transformation) for myself?
: that must be it
: if you ask me if i think good/nice people win
: oh i like this kind of profound question
: good people won't merely win
: but i hope that the person who wins is a good person
: in the world nowadays, it does seem like (a person) won't win merely because they're good..
: for that reason, if more good people disappear
: i think it'll be sad..
: i should at least be a a good person
: the standard of being good is really difficult
: but after thinking carefully, i think a good person
: is a person who has the courage to proudly say everything with their own mouth
: these days there's that kind of saying, right
: if you're nice, you're a pushover
: in that case, then i hope atiny won't be nice
: i think i really don't like seeing someone curse at atiny
: i don't plan on being a pushover
: if i get cursed at, i plan to hold it in and give it back 100 times more
: i don't want to be a good person to everyone
: i only want to become a good person to the people i love
: it was a very good topic
: if you ask me if i trust people um
: i want to trust them
: putting aside trusting or not trusting, i want to trust
: i trusted people a lot
: but i've seen a lot of cases where it isn't like that
: so there are a lot of cases where it's embarrassing and upsetting
: there will definitely also be cases where the people i trust most talk bad behind my back or backstab me
: nonetheless, i want to trust
: it's sad isn't it, if i got to know that incident from behind
: nonetheless, these days i feel like i want to try trusting them once more
: i really like romance
: that's why i always want to protect
: if you ask if you can trust me
: i won't tell you to trust me immediately
: because it's good to watch slowly
: and show through actions
: i'm not the type to just use words (without any substance)
: what you see through actions is more trustworthy, isn't it
: i'm talking about my appearance as a person
: how will i perform a few years later
: is my attitude towards this job sincere
: i swear to you all
: there isn't a single day where i wasn't sincere
: so please just judge it according to the way it flows
: as i always say, i want to become a person with humanity
: whether as a friend, a person, or artist
: my roots (one's original intention) um
: i want to keep it
: since i treat every stage with sincerity
: buying a 10000 won t-shirt after wearing a 1000 won t-shirt is not losing my roots
: did the passion i have for the work i do cool down?
: i think that's my roots
: someone converting our and my efforts
: judging someone from how much they know
: is the action that i dislike most in the world
: it's my belief
: it's not that someone did thatㅋㅋㅋㅋ
: i'm not mad
: i just don't like seeing
: people who judge after seeing just the tip of the iceberg
: i won't break my belief, please don't worry