san : : deureureureuk : what are you all doing : i'm thinking of lying down and going to sleep! : to prepare for tomorrow's schedule! : i thought of you before going to sleep so i came : the weather is very cold today : go bring more clothes with you, everyone

: i'm currently not shaving... : i'm going to do it later on when i'm getting my make-up done.. : ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ : i'll show it to you later on, right now : i'll protect your childlike innocence : ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

: even if i do laser (treatment), my hair is thick : i have a lot of hair too, you know : (i'm saying that) it's something i'm shy about : if it's an appearance you don't want to see.. : close your eyes.. : ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ : today i watched physical: 100

: it was fun! : the one that's out on netflix today! : it's a program where : they pick the best physical in south korea! : my heart is burning up as i watched it : it's cool : i worked out today too of course : i did everything today too of course

: quadriceps : hamstring : deltoid muscle, pectoral muscle, trapezius muscle : i should do it diligently! : i get anxious if i don't do a single thing in a day : i don't know why : but whether it's exercise or work : even if there's a holiday : i should do one

: should i say it makes me less anxious : without getting hurt : i work out so i don't get hurt! : after my style changed : i need a body that can endure it : was it a few days ago : i watched an old video of myself : i think i changed a lot

: whether it's outside or inside : it's fascinating even for me : my motive for changing um : there's a lot.. : firstly, dance : it's a transformation so that i don't get injured : what else was there again : (a transformation) for myself? : that must be it

: if you ask me if i think good/nice people win : oh i like this kind of profound question : good people won't merely win : but i hope that the person who wins is a good person : in the world nowadays, it does seem like (a person) won't win merely because they're good..

: for that reason, if more good people disappear : i think it'll be sad.. : i should at least be a a good person : the standard of being good is really difficult

: but after thinking carefully, i think a good person : is a person who has the courage to proudly say everything with their own mouth : these days there's that kind of saying, right : if you're nice, you're a pushover : in that case, then i hope atiny won't be nice

: i think i really don't like seeing someone curse at atiny : i don't plan on being a pushover : if i get cursed at, i plan to hold it in and give it back 100 times more : i don't want to be a good person to everyone

: i only want to become a good person to the people i love : it was a very good topic : if you ask me if i trust people um : i want to trust them : putting aside trusting or not trusting, i want to trust : i trusted people a lot

: but i've seen a lot of cases where it isn't like that : so there are a lot of cases where it's embarrassing and upsetting : there will definitely also be cases where the people i trust most talk bad behind my back or backstab me : nonetheless, i want to trust

: it's sad isn't it, if i got to know that incident from behind : nonetheless, these days i feel like i want to try trusting them once more : i really like romance : that's why i always want to protect : if you ask if you can trust me

: i won't tell you to trust me immediately : because it's good to watch slowly : and show through actions : i'm not the type to just use words (without any substance) : what you see through actions is more trustworthy, isn't it

: i'm talking about my appearance as a person : how will i perform a few years later : is my attitude towards this job sincere : i swear to you all : there isn't a single day where i wasn't sincere : so please just judge it according to the way it flows

: as i always say, i want to become a person with humanity : whether as a friend, a person, or artist : my roots (one's original intention) um : i want to keep it : since i treat every stage with sincerity

: buying a 10000 won t-shirt after wearing a 1000 won t-shirt is not losing my roots : did the passion i have for the work i do cool down? : i think that's my roots : someone converting our and my efforts : judging someone from how much they know

: is the action that i dislike most in the world : it's my belief : it's not that someone did thatㅋㅋㅋㅋ : i'm not mad : i just don't like seeing : people who judge after seeing just the tip of the iceberg : i won't break my belief, please don't worry

: i support, cherish and love all of you just the way you are : everyone have a good day : i'll go to sleep after reading a book for a bit : have a good morning good afternoon good evening : I love you 3000 : Close