152. the release day (mama irma makes an appearance lol don’t mind it. whatsapp read from martin’s pov)

153. celebration and congratulatory messages

154. drunk texts

155. impromptu agenda

156. dolled up for you

157. a precaution

158. mastermind (someone said jasio is a mastermind, and he damn is)

THE sio in question with his three undone buttons:

159. another plot that he wrote

160. sebuah permintaan

in contrast to sio’s glamorous dress style with lots of accessories as statement, tzvi is more simple—but bet equally dashing.

161. a lesson from jasio

162. about to feel fazed and drunk

163. conversation over drink

164. trust the process (+jasio’s gallery)

165. for tomorrow

166. sudden news (from both sides)

167. and if i am?

168. into you

169. the aftermath

170. sebuah informasi

171. confirming the information

172. menyampaikan hal-hal yang berat

173. prayogo untuk hardhian (3,5k) link.medium.com/ueGKOzgFJub

remember when we used to sneak out late to go and blaze. seemed like loneliness was all we’d ever do. but now she’s knowing you, just like i used to. open.spotify.com/track/5OuJTtNv…

174. distance sucks

175. trying to win you

176. the agreement

177. first video call (if this is cringe please look away lmaoo)

178. no compliment for me?

179. menghampiri seseorang

180. menggoda hardhian

181. the bonding between two potential bestfriend and cheeky yogo

182. the merrier, the better

183. unpleasant news

184. RSVP (earlier that day)

185. the history of jivin and saka

186. a glimpse of us? no?

187. so who’s happy? yogo? or jasio?

188. berbagai penawaran

189. it comes from pain

190. you’re my advil (flashback)

## playlist for COTS ps. there might be some changes in the playlist as i will still add some and might delete some. but feel free to theorize based on the playlist!!! (if there is). open.spotify.com/playlist/18Kwk…

191. just part of his life

192. mysterious gift

193. solving the mystery

194. to make you feel better

a commercial break but here’s jasio when he’s annoyed (or mad).

195. pictures for you and pictures of you

he was actually smiling from ear to ear every time sio didn’t look at him.

196. drive-thru dates

197. another d jokes

198. taking care of you

199. quick shopping

200. all for you

201. tzvi’s pov

202. how the confusion manifests

203. got the man talking

tzvisio in yogo-jivin’s jack and joel party

204. object of entertainment

205. a familiar voice

206. deer in headlights

207. in need of healthy points

208. fair chance for all

209. is this a fantasy? cw // detailed description of kissing

210. jadi buronan

211. menghindar

212. see you in few hours

213. literal healthy points

seragam sleepover

214. making up excuses

215. identifying a gentleman

216. claiming a seat

217. an attempt to find out what you like

218. a compensation for the brave boy

219. thank you for the quality time. cw // neck sucking, not very graphic

220. bintang paling terang link.medium.com/DrqLz8Dfpvb

221. another bouquet of flowers

222. tak terselamatkan

223. it sucks

224. it’s definitely my day

225. trying to be part of his life

226. slowly getting used to it (pls pay attention to the dates!)

227. 2 vs 1

228. satnite date

229. hi pretty

230. the boss baby and the confident man (1,8k) link.medium.com/wtG5oeeSvvb

231. another order from the boss like usual

232. being introduced to one of the brothers

i wanna be with you. just love me, just love. open.spotify.com/track/6PGoSes0…

233. jasio the whole week: bangs down.

234. ya udah

235. worrying

236. making sure someone’s safety

237. sebuah instruksi

238. alongside me

239. doing mundane things

240. taking whatever is left

241. terkait rencana selanjutnya

242. discovering something new

243. euphoria. tw // choking, breath-play

244. a flashback: unfit for each other (cw is provided inside)

245. tension erupted. cw // dry humping

246. reel around the fountain (1,6k) privatter.net/p/9583490

247. an awakening (implied hand job but not narrated)

248. all i ever want in man

249. mama’s little kid

250. sebuah rencana

251. scrapping every inch of sin

252. a dinner for two, a web made for you

253. movie night (4,7k) link.medium.com/Ynv0FRdYcwb

254. The Ellis Boyd Redding. tw // suicidal thought

255. Andy Dufresne

i’m a prisoner to my addiction, addicted to a life that’s so empty and so cold. but you bring good to my lonely life, and i would be nothing without your love. open.spotify.com/track/1gZADNt1…

256. uncomfortable

257. the continuation of what was started. cw // sexual tension

258. lust after you. cw // handjob

259. take over the wheel. cw // handjob, edging, one little kiss

260. back to playful mode

261. fresh air

262. almost caught

263. little devil (a bit suggestive)

*it was a flight to catch ya huhu sorry midnights’ brain. but anyway ... can’t keep my hands to myself. i mean i could but why would i want to? open.spotify.com/track/3CJvmtWw…

264. look forward

265. waving at each other

266. eulogy keperjakaan

267. cortisol

268. trying

269. trying

270. a tale of your thighs. cw // phone sex

271. the list of things i want to do to you. cw // phone sex, breath-play, masturbation

272. be a professional (the side effects of the call)

273. jokes between best friends (only with closest one)

274. the spoiled little one

275. dinner for jivin

276. asking for your permission

277. fishing out some curse words out of him. (anggap aja kemejanya sama). cw // shirtless pic

278. know him best

279. personal preferences

280. assessing the similarities

## iklan: yang katanya mirip tp jinkook memang agak mirip (so let’s make a plot out of it).

281. fate can be funny sometimes

282. a new blossoming friendship

283. unpleasant response

284. apology

285. realizing things

286. mama dan kak wista (also still ignoring his texts).

287. feeling guilty

288. delivery man

visualisasi delivery man. habis lembur tidur bentar terus mandi dan berangkat ga nunggu rambut kering jadi pake topi. plus pake jaket tebel biar gak masuk angin di jalan soalnya kurang tidur.

289. ex-boyfriend

290. almost

291. kembali ke percakapan sipil

292. merasakan rindu. cw // exhibitionist (but depends... is anything watching?)

293. kesaksian anak magang...

294. iya ganteng tapi jangan lupa donat (wista the real middle child, anak ke tiga dari lima).

295. yogo’s night tonight

296. PES championship

just a moment but here’s rowan playing PES with his rolled shirt sleeves

297. late night talks, love lesson from Tzvi

298. a plan for two by two

damn, i could get lost in a heartbeat. i can’t get over your body. can’t take my eyes off you, baby. sweat for me. open.spotify.com/track/6ZHRi0Qx…

299. addicted to you (7k) privatter.net/p/9733445

300. after the high; sweet little moment and an almost heart to heart convo.

iklan dari calon pengantin yg asli (selain yg ini palsu). making an appearance in their supposedly pre-wedding video

301. embarassing morning

ini dia dua jagoan kita di pernikahan Yogo dan Jivin

where the wedding took place:

this is just my excuse to use this clip of yoonmin but if you need a wedding playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/6E5o6…

302. the wedding (the wedding reading comes from Tokyo and Trivia:Love by one and only Kim Namjoon)

303. and i join my life to yours (plus the appearance of baby helen and om wistara)

304. wedding toast

305. love isn’t real

306. one level above anything

307. getting unblocked

308. two sides of coin for two different people

309. sebuah kesimpulan

310. night wedding

more from rowan haris because i love this namseok so much!!! (another lovebird di pernikahan orang lain)

311. secretly taking pic of him

tzvi tonight (pake jas yang suka dipake seminar ceritanya).

312. suasana rumah cilandak

313. /invisible/ invitation

314. Hanggara

potret mas-mas yang menolak memakai honorific in addressing someone’s older brother

315. a very awkward conversation

316. being ignored on purpose

317. making sense of everything

318. meluruskan semuanya

319. your call

320. the irony of the good boy gone bad when the bad boys gone good

321. the aftermath

322. still aching

323. another situation from rumah cilandak (iklan dulu biar ngga sedih)

visualisasi hanggara dan karin bc they look good together as couple

a lil story about hanggara, a kind caring brother. i actually have this vision of him after watching in the soop friendcation! (the video isn’t mine. credit to the owner of video)

324. sementara itu yang lagi honeymoon mau nonton NBA dan yang paling suami

325. pun kabar dari bad boy gone good lainnya; si paling Mas Haris

326. scattered puzzle pieces

327. past memories

the first meeting of Tzvi-Saka (dari chapter Madana Prayogo) siapa tau lupa...

328. love hugs, always hugs, until it doesn’t—until it hugs so tight it crushes you (5k) link.medium.com/HYD1zQIZxxb

untuk menemani part love hugs hugs hugs until it hugs so tight it crushes you. also tzvi has mentioned ab this song in the beginning of story to rowan! open.spotify.com/track/09mEdoA6…

329. back to business

330. channeling the anger through retail therapy and maybe a bit of dark humor

331. unresolved emotions

332. still trying to cope

the instastory and the song and the part that’s chosen

333. sudden news

334. all the mixed feelings

335. checking up on him

336. ...still half-heartedly

337. but deep down he cares

338. still sick

339. all the running thoughts

340. trying to stay civil

341. the obstacle

342. worrying over something

343. be a companion (should him?)

344. war of the senses

345. truth is, he hates dentist

346. despite the awkwardness and past rejection

347. the air thickens

348. tough day for two souls

349. Tzvi dan dokter gigi (flashback)

350. it’s the body talking; the body confessing.

351. there’s still war inside of him

by the way visualisasi tzvisio ke dokter (plus hardhian, 27-year-old-guy, 186/187/188cm—he doesn’t know the exact cm—looking all scared like his 13-year-old-version)