shua's bucket list — #seoksoo filo au jisoo, the highest paid actor in the country, has been told he only has six months to live. just as he was starting to accept his fate, he meets seokmin again, his lover before but now, as his personal assistant.

notes: – tw // mcd, illness + will put tws if needed – highly inspired by "uncontrollably fond" – medj angst yata with crack and fluff din di ko shore – don't mind the timestamps ehe – will start soon :D – seoksoo iz reaaal <3

main characters' profiles and private accounts: joshua hong – actor – medyo gago (slight lang daw) lee seokmin – walang permanent work, baon sa utang – smile kahit walang pera is his motto

side characters: — joshua's circle yoon jeonghan – self-proclaimed bff ni joshua #1 – "wala akong memory na straight ako" choi seungcheol – self-proclaimed bff ni joshua #2 – "pinili ko 'to so kailangan kong panindigan 'to"

jeon wonwoo – manager ni joshua from the start – mas boss pa sa boss moon junhui – bff ni wonwoo – producer slash alipin ni joshua

— seokmin's circle kim mingyu – bff ni seokmin since birth – eme lang yung freelance model niya kasi kay minghao lang pumapayag xu minghao – may unrequited feelings kay seok – halos buhayin na ang friends niya lee chan – younger brother ni seok – daily "ayoko na mag aral!"

001. henlo actor joshua

002. 95z <3

003. hi manager wonwoo

004. tw // mentions of death

005. next day

006. junhui na nalikezoned

007. i have a wonhui bffs agenda here

008.

009.

010.

011.

012. last ud for todaaay + manager wonwoo best boi

013.

014. baka gusto mo lang, cheol

015.

016.

017. d-day of the interview

018.

019. henlo seokmin :D

020.

021.

022.

023.

024. seokmin and friends

025. why naman hindi nagbabasa

026. jisoo's convo with jc before magstart ang interview

027. keme lang yung google nd yahoo news pls wala na akong maisip

028. :)

029.

030.

031. wala nga raw kasing attitude si shua

032. mingyu na uhaw sa chika

033.

034. sudden reyalizeyshunnn

035.

036.

037.

038.

039.

040. seok's first day

041.

042.

043. seok realizing kung ano b ang pinasok niya

044.

045.

046.

047.

048. imagine na naka light theme huhu nakalimutan ko change T__T

049. attitude ka, shua?

050. uhhhhmm

051.

052.

053.

054.

055. same day

056.

057.

058. bakit mo alam ang twt ni seok

059.

060.

061.

062.

063.

064. hindi naman kasi sadya

065.

066. tapang natin seok ah?

067. jc meets seok

068.

069.

070. press 1 if magttweet ulit si jisoo ng meme

071.

072.

073. ay may bumoboses sa priv

074.

075. panic yarn

076.

077.

078.

079. bawal ang. . .

080.

081. jisoo tweeting a meme, again

082. timeskip kontii, fifth day ni seok as PA

083.

084.

085. ayt

086.

087. seokmin akyat bahay era me thinks

088.

089.

090.

091. aww inaalagaan naman pala talaga ni seok. . . dati :DD

092.

093.

094.

095. <3

096. next day ehe hELLAUR WHAT'S UP MADLANG PIPOL

097. ay joshua hindi marunong mag tnx

098. second pic, joshua to seokmin

099.

100. hAPPY 100 SAKEN mygahd

101.

102. ayy hindi marupok yarn

103.

104.

105.

106.

107. same day parin

108.

109. ambilis magbago ng isip ni shua

110. it was shua who broke up with seok okie clarifikeyshun lng

111. narrations after neto huhu i'll make it short nalungz !

112. credits to @/zoekanolnot on tiktok for the sound used,, the picture is from Pinterest hehe :D joshua believed he lived a happy life

113.

114.

115.

116. anong truth yan

117.

118. to those who saw the tiktok vid,, itong part na yern :D

119.

120.

121. timeskip: 1 month since the last update

122.

123. joshua's side

124.

125.

126. jc natagpuang nabuang sa balita ni joshua

127. that's his place nga kasi

128. seokmin's phone

129.

130.

131. ngayon q lang nabigyan ng exposure si chan hHAJSHDHSHS IM SORI

132. isipin nalang natin na nag notif 'to habang kausap ni seok si gyu hajshsh hinde q alam pano i-edit

133.

134.

135.

136. pano nga ba

137. same day parin bobita lang ak hindi ako nakapag ud paxencia n

138. maaga ang sad hours ni seok

139.

140.

141. ays k lng v

142.

143. crush ni joshua si. . .?

144.

145.

146.

147. sabihin nalang natin na short lang byahe papuntang baguio

148.

149.

150. tw // mentions of death, illness, attacks (?) medyo nahurt ak nung sinusulat ko 2

151.

152.

153. report kay bestie

154.

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156.

157.

158. guard may marith po dito

159.

160.

161.

162. i just had to singit this wan kc wala lang gusto ko kILIGIN HAJSHDHSHHA

163. sabihin nalang nating medyo fast forward mga 3 hours cguroh

164. han's phone

165.

166. wla ka ba priv

167.

168.

169. ayayay very wrOng

170.

[ kasama sa 169 dapat kaso bobita ak im so sori sabog lang ]

171. next day // txtm8s n b kau

172.

173.

174. js works hard but jh works harder

175. save sc

176.

177. ano raw po yon

178. hindi kita yung pic huhu im zareeh eniwei lumabas ka sa priv m hong kung matapang ka

179. sabihin nalang nating strolling time na nila

180.

181. js, d president of jc in dis au charot

182. same day parin :DD

183.

184.

185. witwiwww

186. pwidi piro dipindi

187.

188. nu yan js

189. di sure ni sm

190.

191. jun "hehehehe" hui

192.

193.

194. keyboard smasher k b

195.

196. late ka sa ganap sa dalawang besties mo

197.

198.

199.

200. happy 200 ang bagal k maglagay ng ganap pero tatapusin q den mwahahah js to mg mwehehehe

201.

202. [ audio used is from DooPiano on yt and the picture is from pinterest :D ] ngumingiti ako habang ginagawa 'to ahsjsjah parang di ko na sila kayang saktan

203. sabihin nalang nating nakabalik na sila sa hotel

204.

205. may ndi ako natakpan nung nag ss ak sarreeh #bobothingz

206. gusto naman pala ih

207.

208.

209. next day // kay sc galing yung text :D

210.

211. okay ka lang din ba, jun?

212. ah kaya pala

213. now u know

214.

215.

216. sm's house

217.

218. aw

219.

220.

221.

222. may mayayari ata

223. kadugtong dapat kaso nakatulog ako

224. !p call call call eme

225.

226. may pagbabanta na sa pagreresign sm

227.

228.

229.

230.

231. awit tayo sa next week

232. next day

233. nu yan mg

234.

235.

236.

237. ayie buhay na ulit gc nila

238.

239. landi responsibly

240.

241.

242.

243. remind qwoah lng hindi po relevant ang timestamps d2 tnx

244.

245.

246. seokchan

247. [ no copyright infringement intended ] what if dito nalang matapos 'to para happy happy lang

248.

249. jun

250.

251. after 1 week

252.

253.

254. seokie :(

255. c pres lee po ang ceo ng plds sa au na e2 hehe say q lang ulit

256.

257. ayan tayo whyket iwas na naman

258. tw // illness attacks (?), passing out bkt q ba to ginagawa hahahahaha

259. next dayy

260.

261.

262. meanwhile ang ndi nireplyan

263. happy eating <3

264.

265. after ng filmingg

266. ay sino ka jan

267. ay sino ka jan (2)

268. pangit m

269. "im really fine" awow js

270.

271. next day // nays marunong na magsabi

272.

273. im sorry

274.

275.

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277.

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279.

280.

281.

282.

283.

284. 3 mins before the interview

285.

286.

287.

288.

289.

290. :(

291. after 2 days – saturday

292.

293.

294. iz there a

295.

296.

297.

298.

299.

300. indi ko sinadyang tinatangina ni sm ang lahat dito pero happy 300

301.

302.

303.

304. we all have a friend like mg

305. posted medj late ng 10 mins after ng tweet ni sm

306. ay may sinasabi

307. di pa siya tapos

308.

309. ah, nag aagree naman pala

310.

311. same night as the last ud, drinking sesh ng 97z

312.

313.

314.

315.

316.

317.

318.

319.

320.

321. timeskip: 2 weeks after ng last kita ng seok/soo – wednesday

322.

323.

324. si ex mother in law

325.

326. basta mama hong ang tawag natin sa mama ni shüa d2

327.

328.

329. meanwhile,,

330. tw // mentions of death

331.

332.

333.

334. nighttime, day 1 sa province

335.

336. ang sagot dyan shüá ay lumipad ka

337. what if

338. unang lyrics ni miss sarah g sa ikot ikot ay heto na naman tayo~ ok la lang skl

339.

340.

341. self love pa ah

342. musta ka naman dyarn

343.

344.

345. what if nagpakita ka na lang kasi

346. day 2 sa province

347. exercise

348.

349. mama hong shh ka lang

350.

351.

352.

353. 12:30 pm, lunch time

354.

355. kawawa naman to

356. after lunch, umuwi na rin sila sm

357. timeskip ulit, 4 pm na

358. same time sa pagtweet ni js, convo ni sm nd mama hong

359. after 15 mins

360.

361. sagutin mo

362. hindi papatalo

363. kaso mas palaban si seók

364.

365.

366.

367.

368.

369.

370.

371. narrations ahead im sori

372.

373.

374.

375.

376. enough to let you go

377.

378.

379.

380.

381. next day, day 3 sa province, shú4's phone

382. hello hehe tw // mentions of bullying (?) plz do not take these picture out of context hehe purely fictional itey okie

383.

384.

385. hindi siya okay rn

386.

387. no copyright infringement intended hindi q kaya pag awayin ulit ang seokhao kaya redemption nalang agad :(

388.

389. clown ka talaga, gyu

390. slight gyuhao hehe ano plano niyo

391. meanwhile, back to d issue

392.

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396.

397.

398.

399.

400. happy 400 panels

401.

402.

403.

404. plz don't mind d timestamps

405.

406.

407.

408.

409. tale of 2 privs

410.

411.

412. tw // mentions of death shu4 :(

413.

414.

415. next day, seokie's phone

416.

417.

418. meanwhile, shu4's side

419.

420. context plz?

421.

422.

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424.

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426.

427.

428.

429.

430.

431. tw // mentions of death and illness

432. next day !

433.

434. may pa-bulaga si hao

435.

436.

437. on the other priv...

438.

439. ayayay

440.

441.

442. no copyright infringement intended moment of truth

443. no copyright infringement intended // tw: implied death (mentioned)

444. no copyright infringement intended

445.

446. saturday

447.

448. tw // mentions of bullying

449. tw // illness

450.

451. j!so0 appreciation tweets

452. :)

453. the qrts

454.

time skip // 3 weeks and 3 days after j!s0o's revelation

455.

456.

457. may nakapasok na sa dump acc ni shu4

458.

459.

460. after ilang hours hehe

461.

462.

463.

464.

465.

466. looking out for each other

467. meal time!

468.

469. samahan niyo aq umiyak i think

470.

471. next day !

472. se0k now worries even more pagka gising niya haha

473.

474. after 20 minutes siguro? tita. . .

475.

476.

477.

478.

479. an hour later

480.

481.

482.

483.

484.

485. ito na talaga yung ending char hahahahaha

486. sm informs gyuh40

487.

488. js texts jh. . . may isa pa palang ikakasal. . .

489. yung ikakasal in question

490.

491. few hours after

492.

493.

494.

495. no copyright infringement intended the wedding – hindi rin aq sure ano nangyayari sa wedding pls pagpasensyahan niyo na ko

496. no copyright infringement intended se0k's vows

497. no copyright infringement intended jiso0's vows

498. yehey kasal na

499.

500. happy 500 2 hours after the wedding

501.

502.

503.

504. hindi ko na rin kaya

505.

506. tw // implied death sleep well

507. a year after

508. happy anniversary

509. se0k's messages to jis0o. pls dont mind the timestamps hehe

510.

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