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Feb 5, 2022

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𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍 𝙇𝙊𝙎𝙏 ↳ chanjin au Chrs—seorang penyanyi papan atas ‘menghilang’ dari dunia hiburan. Setahun berlalu, tapi Chrs tak kembali dan tidak ada yg tau kemana dia pergi. Sam, seorang desainer grafis magang, tidak sengaja menghabiskan satu malam panas dengan Chrs.

warnings: -bxb, boys love -chanjin as main pair -harsh words, dirty words -some parts are rated, please be wise!

-mention mental issues, hiatus, car accident -more tags will add if needed -ignore timestamps & typos

notes: -kemungkinan akan banyak narasi -latar indonesia dan korea selatan, tapi semuanya menggunakan bahasa indonesia non baku ya, termasuk karakter yang korean (semoga ga membingungkan

) -it’s my very first au, likes & qrts are highly appreciated<3 -happy reading

Meet the characters •• Chrs’ circle

•• Sam’s circle

•• it’s possible there will be additional characters in the future.

Happy reading!

[001] breaking news.

[002] cw // hiatus.

[003] pamit.

[004] the first met and the goodbye. kinda

medium.com/@havenmooon/ha

[005] abis ngapain?

[006] sarapan.

[007] di sisi lain, ada yang kangen.

[008] bukan siapa-siapa.

[009] chrs ganteng.

[010] lupa ingatan.

[011]

[012] si paling pengertian.

[013] si paling nggak peka.

[014] blocked.

[015] curhat.

[016] sambat.

[017] creepy lo, chrs.

[018] janji.

[019] gara-gara sam.

[020]

[021] dunia sesempit itu.

[022] ada yang shock.

[023] ada yang shock (2).

[024] tugas dari Brian

[025] demi cuan

[026] cuma temen kok

[027] batu

[028] ga diem-dieman lagi

[029] tapi mending diem aja sih kayaknya

[030] malu katanya

[031] lapor

[032] jatuh cinta (?)

[033]

[034] mesum

[035]

[036]

[037] bingung

[038]

—tbc. hai hai, maaf ya updatean kali ini banyak narasi. buat yg udah baca sampe sini, menurut kalian gimana? bosenin ga sih? huhu takut ngecewain

tapi makasih banyak ya udah mampir dan baca au pertamaku

[039] kebelet?

[040] masih bingung

[041] sariawan?

[042] sam, sam…

[043]

[044] gak guna katanya

[045] aneh

[046] ada aja

[047] masih sempet ngetweet

[048] narasi lagi

maaf kalo boring ya, tapi jangan di-skip soalnya untuk kepentingan alur medium.com/@havenmooon/mi

[049] unblock

[050] kalo block, dicium narasi terakhir di apdetan hari ini, janji

[051] gelud teroos

[052] ganti nama

[053] takut diblock tapi kelakuan tetep nyebelin

[054] calon pacar katanya

[055]

[056] nah loh

[057] herman

[058] ternyata gara-gara ini

[059] managernya kangen

[060] the truth is..

[061] nah kan, udah gila kayanya

[062] penyebabnya:

[063]

[064] bucin

[065] keseharian mereka

[066]

[067] ga pernah mau bahas hal-hal serius

[068] ada yang kangen?

[069] komentar netizen (1) cr pic. pinterest

[070] komentar netizen (2)

[071] komentar netizen (3)

[072] chrs siapa sih?

[073] …

[074]

[075] he’s trying guys

[076] ngelunjak

[077] tolong siapapun kasih paham

[078] -mature content

-tags ada di dalam -privatternya 2 kali ya -passnya gampang, lowercase ini adegan bxb pertama yg aku tulis, jadi maaf kalo terasa aneh dan feelnya ga dapet. I’ve tried my best

pls don’t qrt with private acc, bikin insecure

privatter.net/p/8491921

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[079] jadi siapa yg lebih menjijikkan?

[080] bucin banget heran cw // kissing

[081]

[082] ada yang nangis

[083] jarang-jarang dia kaya gini

[084] jijik ya bin

[085] heboh

[086] lah?

[087]

[088] hmm

[089] ayang katanya

[090]

[091] waduh

[092] hayoloh

[093] apa nih

[094] oalah…

[095] serem

[096] cuma temen ya, sam?

[097] ga jelas, katanya

[098] ya lu pikir aja sendiri

[099] kesel banget ya chrs

[100] tetep bucin

[101] marah-marah mulu

[102] emang ga jelas anaknya

[103] hadeh cape

[104] Bu Kim, team leader-nya Sam

[105]

[106] kerja kerja kerja

[107]

[108] padahal tinggal chat duluan apa susahnya

[109]

[110] mau curhat malah diketawain

[111] sabar ya chrs

[112] jadi gimana?

[113] gengsi

[114] dua duanya cupu

[115] sam mana ya

[116] ngilang

[117] kangen

[118] sam juga kangen

[119] sam…

[120]

[121]

[122] self-blaming

[123] he’s afraid

[124] conversation

[125]

[126] besoknya

[127] gws sam

[128] gws sam (2)

[129] gws sam (3)

[130]

[131]

[132] jangan aneh-aneh

[133] tentang sam

[134] masih marahan tapi tetep pamit kok

[135] ada yang sedih

[136] jamet

[137] laporan harian

[138] cringe banget

[139] cringe cringe cringe cw // kissing

[140] pawang

[141] ga dianggap

[142] ada yang panas

[141] galau

[142] hayoo

[143] ngaku-ngaku

[144] besoknya

[145] nyaman

[146] gara-gara cheesecake

sam mau ini chrs beli yg ini

[147] kasian

[148] kinda

medium.com/@havenmooon/i-

[149]

[150] “what should i do?”

[151] yang terabaikan

[152] paginya

[153] what’s happening…

[154] emosi

[155]

[156] “he’s not good for you.”

[157] udah jelas kan?

[158] hmm

[159] besoknya

[160] marah ke siapa?

[161] kalian kenapa?

[162] ada yang bingung

[163] pusing

[164] curhat tapi sama-sama pusing

[165]

[166] marah

[167] chrs capek, sam

[168]

[169]

[170]

[171] sampe kapan?

[172] ga ada artinya…

[173] mogok makan

[174] harus chrs lagi?

[175] kepikiran

[176]

[177] yeu plin-plan

[178] “stay with me.”

[179] “leave him.”

[180] kaget

[181] tempat sampahnya chrs

[182] chrs takut

[183] sam being clingy

[184]

[185] bucin

[186] btw itu lagu star lost - sekijeu english version.

[187] it’s enough.

[188] anything for you, sam.

[189] hadeh emang bucin banget

[190]

[191]

[192] “i just want to protect you.”

[193] the truth

[character unlocked]

[194] is he okay?

note: - akan ada banyak flashback - chat dgn day mode = flashback - perhatikan keterangan tahun di awal narasi cw

accident, mention of suicide, depressions, self-harm, self-blaming, suicidal thoughts

[195] sam was once full of love.

[196] kangen pacar

[197] ga sabaran

[198] kejutan untuk sam

[199] belum sempat

[200] he didn’t know

[201] the letter

[202] the wound

[203] he will be fine, right?

[character unlocked]

[204] dia khawatir

[205] marah

[206] marah ke siapa lagi?

[207] dia gatau apa-apa

[208] ngilang

[209] masih berusaha

[210] bukan sengaja kan?

[211]

[212] sus, katanya

[213] chat l!x - um!n

[214] terpaksa bohong

[215] l!x to um!n

[216] kenapa sam?

[217] “i miss you.”

[218] ketemu

[219] adu jotos

[220]

[221] harus apa?

[222] …

[223] “gue boleh bahagia kan?”

[224] “lo berhak bahagia. termasuk dengan chrs.”

[225] beberapa hari kemudian

[226] kangen

[227] ada yang aneh

[228] trying

[229] it’s not easy

[230] good luck, sam

[231] takut dibenci

[232] too much to ask

[233] nggak bisa

[234] the good bye

[235]

[236] satu pesan

[237] “dia cari kamu.”

[238] udah saatnya orang-orang tau

[239] comeback soon

[240] masih adakah kesempatan?

[241] tunggu ya, sam? :(

[242] batal pulang

[243]

[244] cari kebahagiaan lain

[245] surreal

[246] prank(?)

[247] penjara bernama popularitas

[248] wish you luck, chrs

[249] jangan kangen

[250] pengen hilang aja

[251] komedi

[252] malam kecelakaan (1)

[253] malam kecelakaan (2)

[254] malam kecelakaan (3)

[character unlocked]

[255] chrs dan jalan pikirannya yang gila

[256] tanggung jawab

[257] deal

[258] is he really back?

[259] netizen

[260] ga pernah peduli

[261] semoga

[262] sam masih bingung

[263] chrs utang cerita

[264] mau jenguk

[265] bukan dia pelakunya

[266] it’s enough for him

[character unlocked]

[267] netizen (tidak) selalu benar

[268] thanks to jackson

[269]

[270]

[271] gpp

[272] jangan batu

[273] humanity katanya

[274] he’s not sad, but not happy either

[275] ga sabaran

[276] dih

[277]

[278]

[279] basah

[280] benang tak kasat mata

[281] awkward

[282] it’s always been you cw // kissing

[283] tehnya kaka

[284]

[285] waduch

[286] jangan kaget

[287] berdamai

[288] thank you, chrs

[289] gpp

[290]

[291]

[292] stop acting

[293] chris 1 vs bastian 0

[294] cinta 1 vs karier 0

[295] breaking news

[296]

[297]

[298] i’m here

[299]

[300] kenyataan pahit

[301] hmm

[302]

[303] kasian

[304]

[305] emangnya salah?

[306] that’s love too

[307]

[308] jangan lari. hadapi.

[309] ngelunjak kan

[310] ga jadi

[311] cincin

[312] bahagiaku itu kamu

[313] berakhir

[314] ada yang salah paham

[315] calon suami katanya

[316] batu banget

[317] childish

[318] baikan

[319] siapa yg aneh?

[320] temen kek bgst katanya

[321] gamau LDR

[322] wajib lapor

[323] tanda-tanda bucin

[324]

[325] the news

[326] the news (2)

[327] good luck bams

[328]

[329] jangan samain

[330] jangan inget mantan

[331] pamit

[332] perpisahan

[333] perpisahan (2)

[334]

[335] 3RACH4 Records semakin di depan

[336] gelud

[337] denial

[338]

[339]

[340] minum

[341] mabok

[342]

[343] mau pacaran

[344] nakal cw // kissing

[345] -mature content

please don’t read if you’re a minor

-tags ada di dalam -passnya lowercase, tanpa emoticon privatter.net/p/8620971

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[346] pacarku

[347] cw // pict

[348]

[349] bucin

[350] bucin (2)

—THE END. Thank you so much for those who have read this AU till the end. Thank you for the support all this time, trust me it means a lot for me. See you in my other works

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Aku ada rencana buat bikin sequel au ini, ceritanya berpusat di kehidupan LDR chrissam, dan mungkin kehidupan l!no juga. Tapi belum tau kapan wkwk. Will you read it if there’s a sequel?

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snow.@havelvatale

𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍 𝙇𝙊𝙎𝙏 ↳ chanjin au Chrs—seorang penyanyi papan atas ‘menghilang’ dari dunia hiburan. Setahun berlalu, tapi Chrs tak kembali dan tidak ada yg tau kemana dia pergi. Sam, seorang desainer grafis magang, tidak sengaja menghabiskan satu malam panas dengan Chrs.

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