rewrite the stars | taegi au
yoongi can see the red strings of fate connecting fated pairs to each other, and each time he falls in love with someone, he ends up losing them to their fated pair.
since then, he learned not to fight fate ever again - for he would always fail.
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â This story is completely fictional. The characters and events do not reflect those in real life.
â Please be aware that this has gay characters so if you're uncomfortable with that, please click away. I will not tolerate any hate.
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Yoongi - a third-year student in the university; can see red strings of fate connection pairs of people to each other; doesn't have a red string himself
Taehyung - freshman; studying creative writing; a little shy at first but quick to get attached
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Namjoon - Yoongi's childhood friend; knows about the red strings
Seokjin - Namjoon's boyfriend; knows about the red strings too
Jungkook - a freshman student like Taehyung
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Jimin - Taehyung childhood friend; very into dancing so he followed Hoseok to a university for performing arts
Hoseok - Jimin's boyfriend and Taehyung's friend; a dancer as well
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Taehyung really wishes Jimin and Hoseok are with him right now. If they were, he wouldnât be roaming around the campus pathetically and trying to pretend that heâs not lost because that would just be so embarrassing.
Heâs been trying to gather the courage to ask for directions a couple of times now, but he hasnât found anyone approachable yet. Everyoneâs walking around with their own groups,
and Taehyung is not brave enough to approach a whole group of people just to let them know that heâs lost. If Jimin and Hoseok were here, they would be the ones talking to people and saving Taehyung from his struggles. But theyâre not.
Those traitors decided to attend another university specializing in performing arts and Taehyung is left alone here to suffer by himself!
Not that heâs mad, though. Theyâre adults.
They have to go their separate ways to pursue their own dreams, but still, it wouldâve been good if they were here with him. Taehyung sighs, dropping his bag on the ground and leaning against the wall for support. Heâs tired.
Maybe he shouldâve gone with his friends and tried to see if he has a future with performing arts.
Taehyung shuts his eyes, rubbing his temple to ease the headache thatâs starting to form. Heâs been walking aimlessly for what seems like an hour now.
He really misses the comfort of his bed right now.
Taehyung was startled out of his thoughts as a certain figure blocks his body from the sunlight, casting a shade over him. He opens his eyes to see a man standing in front of him with a curious look on his face.
âAre you lost?â the man asks, voice drawling with a very deep tone, way deeper than Taehyung would expect from him. But then again, people are startled with how deep Taehyungâs voice is too.
Itâs just kind of⌠cute to hear such a deep voice from someone who seems to be smaller than Taehyung. Taehyung isnât standing, so he canât confirm that yet, but the man definitely seems to be on the shorter side.
He has very soft features as well, his dark hair almost covering his eyes that seem very cat-like. He has a button nose, something that Taehyung weirdly paid a lot of attention to, and his lips have a very pretty shade of pink,
not one that youâd expect from a man who has quite an intimidating aura around him. The description makes up for a very cute, harmless, and pretty type of guy, but he still manages to look like someone you wouldnât want to mess with. But thatâs just Taehyungâs opinion.
âYou look pale,â the man continues as Taehyung was too distracted to answer. âAre you dizzy? Here, drink some water.â He pulls a water bottle from his bag and hands it to Taehyung, and Taehyung instantly takes the offer, eager to get rid of the dry feeling in his throat.
It was only when he was finally hydrated did he regain his senses, the dizziness subsiding gradually. âThank you,â Taehyung says, handing the bottle back to the man. He notices how the manâs eyes widened slightly before returning back to their former look.
Taehyung was always told that his voice wouldnât be what people would expect based on his appearance, after all.
âItâs nothing,â the man replies, taking the bottle back and putting it inside his bag. âDo you need help? You seem⌠lost.â
Taehyung sheepishly smiles at him before nodding. Itâs embarrassing to admit it, but he never really had the best sense of direction. Besides, he lived almost his whole life with Jimin looking out for him, so Taehyung never had to make difficult decisions and take initiative.
Well, until now. He still canât really say that heâs good at it. âIâm⌠new here. I really donât know where the dorms are.â
âAh, I see,â the man says, nodding. âIâll take you there. Iâm on my way back anyway.â
Taehyungâs eyes lit up at the offer, practically bouncing back to his feet with eagerness to follow the man. âThank you!â Taehyung exclaims, dusting himself off and grabbing his bag before looking at the man expectantly. âOh, Iâm Taehyung, by the way. Whatâs your name?â
The man was already walking, so Taehyung just follows. He doesnât seem to be the talkative type. Taehyung was so used to having Jimin and Hoseok chattering next to him whenever theyâre together so silence is not something heâs used to.
âYoongi,â the man answers. Taehyung nods. Taehyungâs eyes dart down to the manâs button nose and fair skin. Yeah, that name does suit him very well.
They walked in silence all the way to the dorms, but it doesnât bother Taehyung
because Yoongi has a very comforting presence and heâs grateful enough that Yoongi even took the effort to approach him and offer his help.
They found out that their dorm rooms are on the same floor but on both ends of the hallway.
Taehyung thanked Yoongi over and over again, exaggerating how Yoongi practically saved his life, and Taehyung saw Yoongiâs lips curl up a bit with amusement before that neutral expression came back.
They also exchanged numbers so Taehyung could ask Yoongi for help whenever he needs to, and Taehyung beamed even brighter at that.
He feels so lucky already that he met someone so nice! He really, really hopes this wouldnât be the last time they see each other. It would be really nice if they become friends!
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Taehyung, with Jungkook, eagerly waits for Yoongi to come knocking at their door so they can start the tour around the campus. Not to boast, but he really tried his best to dress up very well.
Hoseok likes to tease him that he dresses like an old man (and he argues that his clothes are very comfortable, thank you very much), so he tried extra hard today to look good with Jungkookâs help. He might be a little too excited for a simple campus tour.
If Jungkook didnât know better, heâd think Taehyung is a teenager going on his first date.
When Yoongi did arrive, knocking gently on their door, Taehyung practically springs up to his feet, beating Jungkook to the door despite the latter being closer to it.
He pulls the door open and greets Yoongi with a huge grin and an enthusiastic âHi hyung!â
Yoongi smiles back at him and gives a small nod to acknowledge Jungkook. âAre you guys ready? Shall we go?â
âYeah! Weâve been ready since an hour ago!â Taehyung exclaims, practically dragging Jungkook out of the door and urging Yoongi to walk forward so they could follow. Yoongi chuckles, perhaps finding Taehyung a bit funny because of his exaggerated words and expressions,
but Taehyung really isnât exaggerating much. He did wake up very early in the morning to prepare for this. He wanted to look good in front of Yoongi for some reason. He really just wants to make a good impression.
Yoongi was the one who helped him, after all. Itâs only normal that Taehyung wants to be close to him.
They spent hours walking around the campus with Yoongi who is very patient at explaining everything to the two.
Jungkook is listening very carefully, even taking notes on his phone so he would remember the important buildings, specifically those heâd have his classes on, and while Taehyung is doing his very best to listen,
he couldnât quite comprehend everything because heâs too busy stealing glances from Yoongi and focusing on the way his voice and accent sounds, and not too much on his words.
Taehyung noticed that Yoongi talks with a pout a lot, and it doesnât seem intentional, which made him even cuter in Taehyungâs eyes.
He probably shouldnât be thinking like this about a person he only just met around two days ago, but he couldnât help it!
Yoongi is just so comforting to be around! He felt Jungkook nudging him on the side several times, telling him to focus and giving him a questioning look,
but Taehyung just grins before proceeding to talk to Yoongi about anything and everything just so heâd get to hear Yoongiâs voice more.
And if Jungkook ends up thinking that Taehyung has a huge crush on Yoongi by the end of this tour, well, heâs not completely wrong.
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Yoongi took Taehyung and Jungkook to meet Namjoon and Seokjin during lunch. It would be good for his two groups of friends to be on good terms so he wouldnât be in an awkward position when deciding on who to hang out with when he has time.
It would be good for Taehyung and Jungkook to have other people to rely on, too, other than him. And also, itâs kind of proof to Namjoon and Seokjin that yes, Taehyung and Jungkook are real people, and they are actually Yoongiâs new friends, and no, heâs not just making them up.
Yoongi led the two to the table they usually occupy when they have lunch together, and there sat Namjoon and Seokjin who are looking at Yoongi with surprise as if they didnât expect him to actually have new friends.
Yoongi looks smug as he takes his usual seat, crossing his arms across his chest as he raises an eyebrow at Namjoon and Seokjin before turning back to Taehyung and Jungkook. âTake a seat. Donât be shy,â he says, giving the two freshmen a gentle smile to ease their nervousness.
Taehyung and Jungkook did as he says, taking their seats beside Yoongi to seek familiarity. âThese are Jungkook and Taehyung, the new guys I talked to you two about,â he says, pointing to the two beside him while looking at his old friends.
He then turns to Jungkook and Taehyung. âThese two are Namjoon and Seokjin-hyung. Theyâre both older than you two so donât be afraid to ask them for help whenever you need it.â
And with that, thankfully, Seokjin took the lead to greet the two shy boys and ease them out of their shells. Namjoon was comfortable enough to join the conversation at some point, easily influenced by his boyfriend taking the lead.
Jungkook and Taehyung adjusted very quickly, and soon, Taehyung is laughing at Seokjinâs jokes and Jungkook is looking at Namjoon with what seems like⌠adoration in his eyes. Yoongi stopped eating, eyes narrowing at Jungkook.
Itâs strange. It usually takes people a while to warm up to Namjoon because he has a very intimidating look. And that look in Jungkookâs eyes is just⌠different.
Thatâs when Yoongi finally looked at Jungkookâs wrist, seeing the red string that heâs been trying so hard to avoid all his life. Slowly, very slowly, his eyes traced the path towards the other end,
and sure enough, Yoongi didnât have to look for it for too long because there it is, wrapped around Namjoonâs wrist. Yoongi feels a knot in his stomach, and suddenly, he's not so hungry anymore.
He gulps, eyes moving to Seokjin whoâs still talking to Taehyung about something that Yoongi couldnât quite comprehend because his mind is full of worry, guilt, and anxiety. Seokjin loves Namjoon so much.
This is what Yoongi feared when Namjoon and Seokjin started looking at each other in a way thatâs more than friends. He knew that they werenât soulmates, and he told them that, but they didnât care because they loved each other so.
But now⌠Namjoonâs soulmate is sitting right in front of him, looking at him with big eyes full of adoration, and itâs Yoongi who brought them together. And in a way, it would be Yoongi who would end up ruining what Namjoon and Seokjin have too.
Yoongiâs eyes moved back to Namjoon, his throat closing up at the thought of his friends falling apart, of Namjoon falling out of love, and Seokjin having his heart broken. Heâs been there a lot of times already, and he never wished this upon Namjoon and Seokjin.
He never meant for this to happen. He didnât know.
Namjoonâs eyes suddenly meet his, and Yoongi could see them widen a bit, probably confused as to why Yoongi is staring at him so much.
Namjoon didnât break the contact, perhaps waiting for Yoongi to say something, but Yoongi just shook his head, and Namjoon didnât force him to talk.
But he gave Yoongi this look, a very familiar one that tells Yoongi that they will definitely talk about this later. And Yoongi doesnât know if he wants to.
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âNamjoon was with Jin-hyung as usual, so I had the time to help out a new student. He was lost, so I decided to approach him,â Yoongi continues talking to Daehyun about what occured during the past few days as he munches on the food Daehyun bought for him.
âHe was really nice. His roommate is nice too. I introduced them to Namjoon and Jin-hyung so they would have more people to rely on. Iâll introduce them to you too as soon as youâre free. Are you still busy with your projects?â
Daehyun is an engineering student. He has a very busy schedule so Yoongi rarely sees him, but it doesnât bother Yoongi too much because heâs never been the clingy and needy type of boyfriend anyway.
âI still have a lot of work to do. You know how it is,â Daehyun says with a tired smile. âBut Iâd love to meet your new friends as soon as I have the time too. Iâm glad theyâre keeping you preoccupied since Iâm not there most of the time.â
âItâs okay,â Yoongi says with a reassuring smile. âI understand. You should prioritize your studies.â
âThank you, Yoongi,â Daehyun says, giving Yoongi a smile and reaching for his hand over the table. âYou really understand me best. Iâm so glad I have you.â
Yoongi nods, still with a smile on his face as he returns Daehyunâs gentle grip on his hand.
And it was at that moment when Yoongiâs eyes drifted to the red string around Daehyunâs wrist. He doesnât usually pay attention to it.
He doesnât do it intentionally because thereâs no reason for him to be on the lookout for his boyfriendâs soulmate, but it happens anyway. It always does. And as Yoongi traces the string on Daehyunâs wrist, he found himself looking at another guy on the next table beside them.
His smile gradually drops, and his hold on Daehyunâs hand loosens. Itâs happening again. Yoongi expected it, but not so soon. He just found Namjoonâs soulmate and potentially ruined his relationship with Seokjin, and now heâs ruining his own relationship too.
âAre you okay?â Daehyun asks with a very gentle tone, looking at Yoongi with genuine worry and affection. Yoongiâs heart drops. It wouldnât last long before that disappears too. Heâs been there before. A lot of times before, and it always ends the same way.
Daehyun doesnât belong with him, after all. None of them ever did. Because they all have their red strings connecting them to their soulmates, and Yoongi is here, wrist bare from anything red. He doesnât have anyone to belong with.
âYeah,â Yoongi lies, the word rolling smoothly on his tongue. Itâs something he had grown used to lying about. âLetâs finish eating then we can go home. Iâm sure you still have a lot of work to do.â
It wasnât a lie, but Yoongi didnât say that he wants to go home because he couldnât bear to spend another moment sitting in front of Daehyun while his soulmate is right there, so close and within reach.
Daehyun didnât notice Yoongiâs discomfort, though. He continues eating and talking about his day, and Yoongi just listens passively. He doesnât have the energy to talk about anything anymore. He doesnât have the appetite to eat either. He just wants to go home.
At some point, Daehyunâs soulmate stood up from his seat to make his way to the restroom, and he had to pass the table occupied by Daehyun and Yoongi. And Yoongi saw it â the lingering gaze the two shared despite not knowing each other.
They must have felt that strange connection that Yoongiâs past lovers talked about when they met their soulmates â something that Yoongi will never experience with anyone.
Daehyun was obviously charmed by the other man, and Yoongi couldnât find it in himself to get mad. Itâs not their fault after all. Fate brought them together. Yoongiâs the one who never belonged.
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Writing a story is so much better with Yoongi around. They donât really talk much. They are just sitting side by side inside a book cafe, caught up with their individual activities, but benefiting from each otherâs presence.
Taehyung is so much more inspired and motivated to write when he can feel Yoongiâs heat next to him and is able to give him side glances from time to time. And Yoongi, well, he feels a bit of comfort from having someone by his side.
Yoongi isnât really doing anything academic- or work-related. He just came to be Taehyungâs company, but heâs spending his time in the book cafe casually scrolling through his phone.
Taehyung didnât know what Yoongi is so focused on at first, but at some point, his gaze accidentally lands on Yoongiâs screen and he notices that Yoongi is scrolling through his gallery
and looking longingly at the photos he has with his ex-boyfriend before deleting them - slowly and hesitantly - one by one. Taehyung moves his gaze to look at Yoongiâs expression, and as expected, Yoongi is frowning and there is an obvious trace of hurt and pain in his eyes.
It must be so hard to get rid of the memories that one shares with the person they love. And after hearing about Yoongi explaining the red string of fate he sees, Taehyung assumes that Yoongi must have gone through this type of pain many times before.
âHyung,â Taehyung calls, not really knowing what he wants to say, just wanting to distract Yoongi from the pain heâs feeling. Yoongi instantly puts his phone down on the table to give Taehyung his full attention.
âDo you want to know the plot of this story Iâm writing?â he asks with a grin, completely unprepared to share the plot that isnât even fully developed yet, but he has to, he has to do something, to say anything so Yoongi wouldnât look so hurt anymore.
Yoongi chuckles, giving Taehyung an amused smile. âSure, whatâs going on in the story?â
As soon as he asked that question, Taehyung went on and on about the plot heâs developing, and Yoongi listens intently, very attentively,
even providing some input now and then whenever he finds the need to. Taehyung feels weirdly happy when he sees Yoongi looking a lot calmer and happier than he was a while ago. It worked.
He made Yoongi even just a bit happier, and that is already a great accomplishment to Taehyung.
Yoongi didnât turn on his phone after that, spending the remaining time in the book cafe engrossed in a conversation with Taehyung on topics all about literature.
Taehyung wasnât so productive after that, too busy talking to Yoongi to even add anything to his story, but he doesnât mind. The story could wait. Yoongiâs happiness and comfort couldnât.
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Taehyung should have probably denied the lunch invitation the moment he heard that Yoongiâs boyfriend was coming. Not only is Yoongi too busy talking and laughing with his boyfriend to even pay attention to Taehyung,
but Jungkook is busy flirting with Namjoon (and Seokjin too??)!
Taehyung eats his lunch quietly even though he doesnât really have much of an appetite today, having been forced to watch Yoongi sitting so close to another man
(his boyfriend, Taehyung reminds himself irritably), who is by the way, kind of really attractive too, making Taehyung sulk even more.
Taehyung thinks of himself as someone considerably attractive as well, so itâs not like heâs losing in that category, but the other man has something that Taehyung doesnât â he has all of Yoongiâs care and attention.
Taehyung throws Jungkook glares now and then after trying and failing to get the other boyâs attention. Thatâs just great. Everyone is so busy flirting with each other, and Taehyung is just sitting here pathetically, with no one to talk to and /flirt with/.
Oh, how he wishes that itâs him across that table and next to Yoongi instead of that Junghoon guy who probably doesnât even know Yoongi as well as Taehyung does.
The petty thoughts inside Taehyungâs head subsided once Junghoon excused himself from the group to attend his next class. Taehyungâs mood brightened up instantly, smiling as Junghoon bid his farewell,
eager to have the chance to talk to start talking to Yoongi and have Yoongiâs full attention once his boyfriend is gone. But his mood dampens very quickly when Junghoon, before leaving, leaned in to kiss Yoongi â
which Taehyung, fortunately, didnât have to see because he immediately turned away as soon as he noticed the manâs intention (heâs burning with jealousy already â he doesnât really need the horrible, horrible sight to fuel that).
The lunch ended right after, with Taehyung still having no appetite to finish his food and his mood at an all-time low after never having a single chance to talk to Yoongi.
Today really isnât Taehyungâs day.
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Yoongiâs professor asked him to stay for a while after class because she wanted to discuss the essay Yoongi had written, intrigued by his points and ideas and very generous in giving him a lot of praises for his work. Yoongi, of course, was very happy to hear the praises.
He does work really hard when it comes to music. Not only does he want good grades for his future, he genuinely enjoys doing anything related to music as well. Itâs only a really cool bonus when he ends up making other people proud of what he loves doing.
Because the professor was way too excited about his work, they ended up talking for quite a long while, so most of Yoongiâs classmates were gone by the time they finished talking.
Some students from the professorâs next class are slowly piling into the classroom,
but Yoongi noticed as he was packing up his stuff that, strangely, most of the students are peering outside the room and whispering about something amongst themselves. They were too quiet. Yoongi couldnât hear any of their words.
So he just shrugged it off, not really one to concern himself with gossip. He excused himself from the crowd and made his way out of the classroom with a bit of a struggle since a lot of them are really trying to get a glimpse of whatever it is outside
while trying to be inconspicuous (which isnât really working, because theyâre way too obvious).
Yoongi successfully managed to make his way outside, glancing at his phone for a moment to check the time and see if he has some time left before his next class.
He sighs in relief when he sees that he does. He has just enough time to make it to the other building for the class he shares with Namjoon. Itâs one of his favorite classes. Itâs always nice and comforting to see a familiar face.
âHyung.â
Yoongi instantly looks up to see the source of a very familiar voice, and Yoongi freezes with surprise and anticipation. Because Taehyung is standing there, boxy smile and all,
walking to Yoongiâs direction with a huge, huge bouquet of flowers in his arms. âHere, itâs for you,â Taehyung says with a gentle smile once heâs stood in front of Yoongi, thrusting the flowers forward and offering them to Yoongi.
Yoongi, still overwhelmed and feeling kind of lost, hesitantly took the flowers and held them against his chest. Taehyung grins, all too happy just to see Yoongi accepting his gift.
Yoongiâs face flushes as realization dawns upon him when he hears the sound of some people cooing around them. He and Taehyung and standing in the hallway outside his classroom,
with numerous students peeking from their respective rooms to see a glimpse of whatâs happening. Yoongi swears he could even see his professor peeking at the window.
âThank you, Taehyung,â he shyly says, subconsciously holding the flowers closer to him. He shouldnât be accepting this. He shouldnât be giving Taehyung false hope. He should be helping Taehyung give up on him and wait for his soulmate who isnât Yoongi.
But a part of Yoongi is selfishly feeling so much fondness and happiness from receiving a gift showing Taehyungâs affection. The flowers are really pretty. Yoongi likes pretty things. It would be a waste if he didnât accept it, right?
Besides, he wouldnât want to humiliate Taehyung in front of these students by rejecting the flowers. Right. Itâs only right for Yoongi to accept these flowers. Heâs not being selfish.
He can just talk to Taehyung later and explain, once again, why he canât accept Taehyungâs affection. Heâll keep the gift for now. Just now.
âYouâre welcome, hyung. I didnât know what your favorite flowers are so I just picked them myself. I really hope you like them,â Taehyung says sheepishly, his own cheeks heating up a bit at Yoongiâs stare.
âI do,â Yoongi answers instantly, almost too fast, not wanting Taehyung to feel like Yoongi didnât appreciate his efforts. Yoongi does appreciate everything Taehyung is doing. Itâs just difficult for Yoongi to be in this position. Heâs conflicted.
And Taehyung isnât making this any easier. Taehyung is just doing things that's making Yoongi want to give in to his efforts even though he knows he shouldnât.
âI do like it a lot. Thank you,â Yoongi says once again, smiling at Taehyung before realizing that heâs been here for way too long and that he has another class to attend. âI have to go now. I have to attend my class, but I, uh, Iâll text you later, okay?â
âSure!â Taehyung answers with a nod, giving Yoongi a smile and reassuring him that Taehyung understands that heâs in a hurry. âIâll be waiting, hyung.â Yoongi nods, the words weighing heavier than they should be.
He knows that Taehyung meant that heâll be waiting for Yoongiâs text, but for some reason, Yoongi felt like it meant something more like Taehyung is telling him that heâs willing to wait for Yoongi to be ready to give him a chance.
And with what Taehyung is doing, Yoongi fears that heâs not so sure about his decisions anymore.
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Taehyung wanted to watch Encanto with Yoongi because itâs apparently similar to the type of stories he enjoys writing and reading, and Yoongi, being completely in love with musicals, agreed with no need for further persuasion.
They sat inside the cinema, popcorns and drinks on hand as the movie starts. Itâs very engaging, and Yoongi found himself focusing so much on the movie that the feeling of nervousness from the date is slowly disappearing. Taehyung isnât a very demanding date either.
He must be enjoying the movie too because heâs not as loud as usual, chattering stories and comments about everything to Yoongi, no, heâs completely silent and watching the movie with wide, attentive eyes
(as Yoongi saw when he accidentally turned to face Taehyung a few times).
Well, at least he was quiet until a certain part of the film. Because suddenly, the silence was broken, and Yoongi could hear soft sniffles from his side.
Yoongi awkwardly glances at Taehyung, concern filling his chest as he sees the tears on Taehyungâs face. Damn, he must really be affected by the story. Yoongi didnât even know that he was this emotional.
So Yoongi reaches for Taehyungâs hand and silently grips it to offer some sort of support. Itâs something that always makes him feel better when heâs having bad days, so he hopes that the touch can give Taehyung comfort too.
And it seems to be working well for a while. Taehyung returned his grip, holding onto Yoongiâs offered hand tightly as he wipes away his tears.
Yoongi calmed down a bit after that, only a bit, though â he really doesnât like seeing people upset,
most especially those he cares about a lot. He was able to turn his attention back to the movie, but his hand remains occupied and continuously offered Taehyung support.
It was enough until Taehyung suddenly bursts out crying again, startling Yoongi and almost making him jump out of his seat. Yoongi turns to Taehyung and sees him bawling his eyes out while trying - but failing - to control his sobs.
Yoongi notices the scandalous looks of the people around them. Most of them are watching Taehyung with concern and surprise instead of paying attention to the movie, and Yoongi really couldnât blame them because Taehyung is a really loud crier.
âHey,â Yoongi whispers, twisting his body to the side to face Taehyung. âHey, look at me,â he continues, hand reaching forward to hold the side of Taehyungâs face. Taehyung sniffles as he obeys and looks Yoongi in the eyes. Yoongiâs heart flutters at the sight.
He really shouldnât be liking anything about the sight of a person crying, but for some reason, Taehyungâs swollen face looks kind of cute and innocent. It reminds Yoongi that Taehyung is still younger than him, and apparently more emotional.
And while Yoongi dislikes dealing with problems, he finds himself completely unbothered by Taehyungâs crying. It just opened up a very caring part of him, urging him to do his best to soothe Taehyung and make him feel better.
âCalm down, Taehyung. Itâs okay. Itâs just a movie,â he whispers soothingly. Taehyung nods but continues to cry. He definitely seems to be trying his best to calm down, but heâs visibly struggling with it.
So Yoongi just shakes his head with a small smile before twisting his body in an almost uncomfortable position to be able to pull Taehyung into an awkward hug, allowing the younger boy to bury his face on Yoongiâs shoulder.
Taehyung instantly hugs him, and Yoongi busies his hands by rubbing Taehyungâs back as an attempt to give him more comfort. Yoongi could still feel the judging stares of the others, but they soon disappeared as Taehyungâs cries start to ease.
They stayed in that position until Taehyung finally stops crying. He does look pretty embarrassed, though, whispering apologies to Yoongi for crying too much.
Yoongi just chuckles and gives Taehyung a fond smile, reassuring him that itâs okay and even teasing him that he looks cute when he cries.
Taehyung didnât cry again after that, but Yoongi did notice that he seems a bit distracted, and the pinkish tint on his cheeks says a lot too. Well, Yoongi muses, at least heâs not crying anymore.
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They soon made their way back to the dorms. Taehyung insisted on walking Yoongi to his room first before going back to his own, and Yoongi, without much argument, agreed. He actually likes Taehyungâs company a lot, so a little more time with him definitely wouldnât hurt.
âAre you feeling okay now?â Yoongi asks Taehyung as they stood outside his door. All traces of crying are gone from Taehyungâs face, but Yoongi still wanted to verify if heâs really feeling okay.
He must have been pretty hesitant and stubborn before accepting this date, but he doesnât want this to leave a bad memory to Taehyung.
âIâm okay, hyung,â Taheyung answers with a grin.
âThe hug really helped,â he says with a wink, and suddenly, itâs Yoongiâs turn to feel flustered. He did initiate the hug, and honestly, he didnât dislike it either. Taehyungâs presence and touch are just⌠so comforting, itâs almost unbelievable.
But then again, itâs Yoongiâs first time ever having a romantic attraction to someone he considers his friend. All his past lovers were strangers before they started dating. He must be feeling so much closer to Taehyung because behind all of this, theyâre still friends.
âThat was pretty embarrassing though. I hope it didnât⌠bother you that much.â
Yoongi laughs, remembering Taehyungâs cute crying face. âNo, it was pretty funny. I didnât expect you to be immersed in the movie that much. Is that a writer thing?â
Taehyungâs face flushes red in embarrassment. âMust be,â he mutters with a subconscious pout. âBut I really wonât cry next time. Youâll see a cooler side of me, I promise. Iâm usually not that embarrassing!â he answers defensively.
âItâs okay,â Yoongi says with a fond smile. Taehyung really is cute, isnât he? âI donât mind seeing you like that. You donât have to try so hard for me. I like you as you are. Itâs cute.â
Taehyung flushes even more at Yoongiâs words, and Yoongi thinks itâs not out of embarrassment this time. Oh, Yoongi might have said too much.
âOh, uh, right,â he continues awkwardly. âI should probably get in-â
âHyung, can I kiss you?â Taehyung suddenly asks, cutting Yoongi off and leaving him speechless for a moment. Taehyungâs eyes are full of courage, hope, longing, and even a hint of nervousness. Yoongi could tell that it took him everything to be able to say those words.
So Yoongiâs shocked expression eases into a fond look as he nods, muttering a small âyesâ as a response to Taehyung.
Taehyung bit his lower lip as he takes a step closer to Yoongi.
He looks so excited, way too excited, as he lifts his seemingly trembling hand to gently hold the side of Yoongiâs face, eyes trailing down to look at Yoongiâs pinkish and soft lips before slowly, slowly leaning in and closing the gap between them.
Yoongi shuts his eyes as he meets Taehyung halfway, having to hold back a shiver as their lips touch. Taehyungâs lips gently moved against his, as if the boy wants nothing but to savor the moment and make it last as long as he could.
The kiss was very innocent, short, and it's obvious that Taehyung isnât very experienced, but that just made Yoongiâs skin tingle even more with excitement.
The kiss lacked the hunger and desperation that Yoongi usually shares with his past partners, but Yoongi finds himself craving for more of this â of what Taehyung just gave him.
The kiss was so innocent and comforting, and it very clearly portrays Taehyungâs intentions towards Yoongi. Heâs just⌠full of so much love, so much, to the point where Yoongi doesnât know if heâs capable of taking all of the affection Taehyung is all too willing to give.
âThank you, hyung,â Taehyung whispers, breath fanning across Yoongiâs lips. âThank you for giving me a chance,â he says before leaning in for another kiss, and just like before, itâs gentle, soft, warm, comforting, everything that makes Taehyung who he is.
And as Yoongi loses himself into the kiss, heart thumping wildly inside his chest and threatening to break free, he thinks that maybe, maybe he made the right decision â maybe he wonât end up regretting giving Taehyung a chance too.
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Yoongi and Taehyungâs plan to cook together turned out to be a cooking class for Taehyung with Yoongi as his mentor. Yoongi was completely surprised when he found out that Taehyung, as it turns out, canât cook to save his life.
âHow do you even /eat/?â Yoongi asks incredulously, staring at Taehyung with wide eyes as Taehyung holds the knife awkwardly as the onion remains untouched in front of him.
âJungkookie is a good cook,â Taehyung sheepishly answers, giving Yoongi a big grin.
Yoongi scoffs (very cutely, if Taehyung may say so), his cheeks puffing out a bit as he walks to Taehyungâs side and, to Taehyungâs surprise, holds his hand. âWow, hyung, you really are so forward, arenât you?â
Yoongi gives him a playful glare. âIâm teaching you how to use a knife. I donât want you to end up cutting yourself,â he says while readjusting Taehyungâs hold on the knife.
âAnd you have to learn how to cook. Itâs an essential life skill. Youâll need it a lot, especially now that youâre in college.â
âI will do my best to learn if hyung teaches me,â Taehyung replies teasingly, giving Yoongi his most charming smile.
Yoongi chuckles, shaking his head in amusement. âFine, Iâll teach you. Youâll be like a chef before you graduate,â he proudly answers, before starting to guide Taehyungâs hands in cutting the onions.
Taehyung tried his best to focus as usual, but honestly, he paid more attention to the feeling of Yoongiâs hands on his. They are very big and experienced, and they feel really nice against Taehyungâs soft hands and slender fingers.
Yoongi scolded him when he noticed that Taehyung was just staring at his hand for a few moments, doing so with a flustered look on his face. Itâs safe to say that Taehyung wasnât much of a help in the kitchen that day.
He eagerly stood by Yoongiâs side and watched him cook though, waiting for Yoongi to ask him for help for simple things, like grabbing a spoon or opening the fridge. Taehyung did his small tasks with so much enthusiasm that Yoongi couldnât find it in himself to be annoyed at all.
Itâs cute. Taehyung is cute. Yoongi is serious about teaching him how to cook before he graduates though. Yoongi just hopes that⌠he has enough time with Taehyung to achieve that goal.
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They ended up on Yoongiâs bed after sharing a meal (with Taehyung praising Yoongi and his cooking over and over again, making Yoongi more and more flustered as time goes by),
sitting side by side and sharing some snacks and drinks while watching another musical on Yoongiâs laptop. Yoongiâs roommate is not around, and Taehyung is very grateful because he can spend so much time with Yoongi without worrying about overstaying and annoying the other guy.
It must be so nice, Taehyung thinks halfway through the movie. It must be so nice to share a room with Yoongi, to be able to see him all the time without needing a reason to.
If he was Yoongiâs roommate, he could just stay by Yoongiâs side and watch him as he writes his music. Oh, and Taehyung can also write his stories on his bed, and he wouldnât ever have to worry about motivation and inspiration ever again
because he could just look at the other bed to see Yoongi, and that would be more than enough to keep him going. Yoongiâs roommate is so lucky. Taehyung is really, really jealous of him already, even though they havenât met each other yet.
Taehyung didnât realize that heâs been staring at Yoongi for too long until Yoongi turns to look at him, face full of confusion. âWhatâs wrong?â he asks, pausing the movie to give his full attention to Taehyung. The simple gesture made Taehyungâs heart flutter.
Yoongi really shows his affection in subtle ways. And luckily, Taehyung is attentive enough to catch all of them.
He shakes his head, a fond smile forming on his lips. âNothing, hyung,â he says, wanting to ease Yoongiâs worry. Thereâs really nothing wrong anyway.
Taehyung just ended up staring at him subconsciously. âI just think you look really pretty.â
Yoongiâs cheeks instantly heat up at Taehyungâs words, eyes darting around everywhere other than Taehyungâs face.
âYou say the most embarrassing things,â he mutters with a subconscious pout, and Taehyungâs smile widens even more because that is just so cute! Yoongi doesnât know how adorable and endearing he is and how bad this is for Taehyungâs heart.
âBut Iâm just being honest,â Taehyung says with a laugh, reaching forward to take Yoongiâs hand in his. He doesnât know where heâs suddenly getting this courage, but he figured that he should use it while itâs still there,
because God knows when heâll ever have this opportunity and courage again. âHyung,â he calls, voice serious this time, and so Yoongi forces himself to look at Taehyung despite his face still burning red from the sudden compliment.
âIâm gonna ask you something but please know that Iâm not pressuring you into anything. You can say no. Donât worry about my feelings or about anything else. Just say what you want to say.â
Yoongi seems anxious for a while but ends up nodding anyway. âWhat is it?â he asks.
âI really like you,â Taehyung answers, voice free of any doubt and hesitation. Heâs sure about how he feels.
He knows that what heâs feeling is real and it would never disappear even though Yoongi is so sure that it will. âI really, really like you, hyung. I know youâre scared, but I promise you that everything Iâm feeling right now is true. I will never hurt you.
I will never do that intentionally. I just really like you, and I want to stay by your side if youâd let me.â Taehyung gulps, gaze moving to their joined hands. He looks nervous, a bit anxious to say the next few words, but he managed to push himself to.
âSo I wanted to ask you if maybe youâre ready to give me that chance now? If you⌠if you want to be my boyfriend?â
Taehyung holds his breath as he waits for Yoongiâs reply, not wanting to miss it.
A part of him is scared, anxious, terrified that itâs no use after all, that Yoongi still wonât give him a chance for whatever reason, that Yoongi doesnât like him in that way, that he wants to remain as Taehyungâs friend.
But another part of him, the bigger part, is hoping and praying and begging for a positive answer, for Yoongi to say yes, for Yoongi to like him back, for Yoongi to give him a /chance/, god, Taehyung will make sure that he will never waste it.
âOkay,â Yoongiâs voice interrupts his train of thoughts, and Taehyung felt his heart skip a beat. âYeah. Sure, Taehyung, Iâll be your boyfriend,â Yoongi answers with a fond smile on his face and a light blush on his cheeks.
âYou donât have to be so scared. I really like you too,â he continues with a chuckle, tightening his hold on Taehyungâs hand to maybe show Taehyung that heâs genuine.
Taehyungâs fear and anxiety disappeared altogether at that point, a huge grin forming on his face as he practically launches himself over Yoongi, engulfing the smaller man in a warm embrace. But Yoongi didnât seem bothered at all.
He just laughed fondly and wrapped his own arms around Taehyung to reciprocate. âThank you, hyung,â Taehyung whispers. âThis will be different, I promise. You wonât regret this. I wonât leave you for anyone else, I promise you that.â
Yoongi didnât say anything, not wanting to ruin the mood with his pessimistic thoughts. Heâs accepting Taehyungâs feelings while also preparing himself for the inevitable future.
But just like what Seokjin said, Yoongi should focus on what he has now and not on what he will lose someday. Heâs right. Yoongi should focus on Taehyung right now. He should focus on his and Taehyungâs feelings, and on what they have between them.
That dreaded day will come, it always does, but Yoongi wonât think about that.
Yoongi wants to believe Taehyung for now.
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Taehyung quietly sits next to Yoongi inside the library as Yoongi immerses himself in the book heâs reading about 20th-century music literature. Taehyung promised not to disturb Yoongi too much by being loud, and he did abide by his words.
But heâs seated very closely to Yoongi, head resting on Yoongiâs shoulder and hand playing with Yoongiâs. Yoongi had to struggle with holding the book and flipping the page using only one hand, but he couldnât find it in himself to take his hand back from Taehyungâs hold.
He likes it a lot, perhaps a little too much, so heâd rather struggle with the book than have to lose contact with Taehyungâs hand. You can say that Yoongi has priorities.
Taehyung managed to keep his word during the first hour, but as soon as the next hour started, he couldnât stop himself from talking anymore. Yoongi doesnât mind, though. He likes hearing Taehyungâs voice.
âHyung, are you sure weâre not soulmates?â Taehyung asks, head shifting slightly on Yoongiâs shoulder, his hair brushing against Yoongiâs cheek.
Yoongi sets the book down on the table, choosing to give Taehyung all of his attention for now.
A break seems pretty nice anyway. âYeah, I donât have the red string. You do,â Yoongi answers, hand reaching for Taehyungâs wrist, the one with the red string tied around it.
Yoongi caresses Taehyungâs wrist, exactly where the red string is, and he lets out a bittersweet smile as he watches the thread leading outside the door, and farther and farther away from them.
âYour soulmate is somewhere out there. I can see the string leading outside. Itâs not me.â
Taehyung lets out a sad sigh, taking Yoongiâs hand off his wrist and opting to intertwine their fingers instead.
âI wish you were my soulmate,â Taehyung mutters, moving his head from Yoongiâs shoulder to be able to face Yoongi properly this time. âIt would make me really happy if it was you.â
âItâs okay,â Yoongi says, giving Taehyung a genuine smile.
âThis is more than enough for me.â And Yoongi knows that Taehyung could tell that it isnât, that Yoongi is still so, so afraid even if he doesnât admit it. But neither of them voiced it out. Neither of them wanted to.
âIâll be your soulmate,â Taehyung says with so much conviction as if he genuinely believes what he just said. âIt doesnât matter what the strings say. Iâll be your soulmate.â
Yoongi smiles at Taehyung, soft and bittersweet.
Taehyung is so determined to stay with Yoongi, and that makes Yoongi so happy. Heâs never seen anyone try to fight for him half as much as Taehyung does, and a part of Yoongi wants to believe him, wants to believe that Taehyung will really be different like what he says,
that Taehyung would stay even after he meets the person heâs meant to be with, that Taehyung would choose Yoongi above anyone else. Yoongi wants to believe that, wants to believe Taehyung, but he knows he shouldnât. He couldnât.
But that doesnât stop him from stupidly having hope anyway.
âThank you, Taehyung,â Yoongi whispers, voice warm and genuine, like the feeling inside his chest. âThank you. That means a lot to me.â
He then gently pulls Taehyung closer and presses his lips briefly against Taehyungâs just to show him how deeply Yoongi feels for him.
âI mean it,â Taehyung says as Yoongi pulls away, hand gripping Yoongiâs tighter. âI really mean it, hyung. Do you believe me?â
Heâs looking at Yoongi with these wide and innocent eyes, and Yoongi couldnât find it himself to doubt Taehyung anymore.
âI do,â Yoongi answers. âI believe you, Taehyung.â
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Yoongi tiredly opens the door for Taehyung as soon as he hears the knocks. Heâs been stressing himself out the whole day trying to finish all of the activities due this week and heâs honestly on the brink of crying
because he just couldnât seem to finish them no matter how much he tries. Heâs glad that Taehyung understands, though. Taehyung seems to be the clingy and needy type of boyfriend,
but when Yoongi told him about needing some time for himself to finish his workload for the week, Taehyung understood completely and left him alone to work even though Taehyung probably wants to go on dates with Yoongi.
So when Yoongi opened the door and sees Taehyung standing there with the warmest smile on his face while holding a bag full of snacks and drinks, Yoongiâs lips quivered as tears threaten to fall from his eyes.
Heâs just so overwhelmed today, and now Taehyung is here, giving him the support he didnât know he needed. âIâm sorry. I know youâre busy, so I wonât stay long! I just wanted to give you some snacks so you wonât get hungry,â Taehyung says, handing Yoongi the bag.
Yoongi takes it from Taehyungâs hand and places it on the table nearby before throwing himself into Taehyungâs arms and burying his face on Taehyungâs chest. âThank you,â he whispers, voice muffled by the fabric of Taehyungâs shirt. âThank you, Taehyung. You really are the best.â
Taehyung hums, wrapping his own arms around Yoongi and pressing a kiss on the top of his head. âI canât help you with anything related to your work, so Iâm just doing what I can do,â he says as he gently caresses Yoongiâs back.
âYou can do it, hyung. Iâm cheering for you. Then once youâre done, and you have some free time, Iâll take you out so you can destress, yeah? Weâll have a lot of fun outside. Thatâs something to look forward to. You can do this.â
Yoongi nods, allowing himself to drown in the comfort Taehyung is very generously giving him. He stays there for a while, a very long while until he starts to feel better and finally pulls away.
While he would much rather stay in Taehyungâs embrace the whole day, he really has a lot of work left to do. âOh, hyung, another thing,â Taehyung says, hand digging inside his pocket and taking out something red.
Yoongiâs eyes focused on the object, and as soon as he found out what it is, his emotions went wild once again. âI got you this.â Taehyung shows the bracelet to Yoongi â the red bracelet. It was only then that Yoongi noticed that Taehyungâs wrist has the same bracelet around it.
Taehyung gently takes Yoongiâs hand and clasps the bracelet around his wrist. Yoongi stares at it with disbelief, still unable to say anything. He just really⌠doesnât know what to say.
âI told you that Iâll be your soulmate, right?â Yoongi nods, his eyes heating up as tears start to gather in them. âI donât know what exactly the red strings look like, but I thought this would be a good replacement!
Now, we both have red bracelets, and itâs like weâre soulmates, right? Iâll be your soulmate, hyung. I really meant that. I know this isnât much, but⌠I hope it would convince you even just a bit. I really want to be with you forever.â
Yoongi didnât say anything. He couldnât because he was already crying, one hand wiping off his tears as his other hand, the one with the bracelet, remains in Taehyungâs hold. Taehyung coos at the sight and pulls Yoongi in for another hug which Yoongi immediately responds to.
He wraps his arms around Taehyung, pulling the younger boy as close to him as possible while muttering silent âthank youâs now and then. And Taehyung just held him.
Taehyung stayed and held him as he cries, gentle hands rubbing Yoongiâs back and lips whispering sweet nothings on Yoongiâs ears. Taehyung probably didnât expect Yoongi to act this way. Itâs just a bracelet, after all.
Itâs a very common gift for anyone regardless of what their relationship is to the giver. But this bracelet â this red bracelet that he shares with Taehyung, the bracelet that Taehyung wanted Yoongi to see as a soulmate bond between the two of them,
itâs not just a bracelet. Itâs a sign of Taehyungâs deep and genuine feelings for Yoongi. No one has ever gone to such lengths before just to prove themselves and their feelings to Yoongi. No one has ever done half as much as what Taehyung is doing for him.
No one has ever given him so much love and affection as much as Taehyung does. And the red bracelet â itâs a sign of all of that.
Taehyung ended up staying way longer than planned.
He initially just wanted to drop off the snacks and the bracelet, and then leave right after so Yoongi can focus on his work again, but Yoongi insisted that he wanted Taehyung to stay. So Taehyung did. He stayed.
Taehyung stayed by Yoongiâs side, very quiet to avoid distracting Yoongi. But sometimes, he would interrupt Yoongiâs work to remind him to eat something and maybe drink some water.
Sometimes, Taehyung would just reach out for Yoongiâs hand when Yoongi isnât using it, intertwine their fingers and bring Yoongiâs wrist to his lips, pressing a kiss on the red bracelet wrapped around it.
And Yoongi would smile, turn to Taehyung and pull him in for a brief kiss before redirecting his focus back to his work.
To other people, it would seem like a very simple moment, one that doesnât have much importance. But thatâs them.
Because this simple moment that they share, with subtle acts of affection and silent encouragement, with the gentle touches and soft kisses now and then â all of these are special to Taehyung and Yoongi.
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Yoongiâs father is probably one of the kindest people Taehyung has ever had the pleasure of meeting. Itâs only their first meeting but heâs treating Taehyung like family already! He pulled Taehyung in for a hug after greeting Yoongi,
and he even started talking to Taehyung right after, eager to get to know him better. All of the nervousness and anxiety he had about meeting Yoongiâs father disappeared instantly because of how nicely heâs treating Taehyung,
not to mention how the man resembles Yoongi way too much, making Taehyung grow fond of him in just a few minutes after meeting him.
Before arriving, Taehyung was scared that Yoongiâs father would be scary and Taehyung would have to face another obstacle in his relationship with Yoongi, but heâs glad he turned out to be wrong. Sangho, Yoongiâs father, is very supportive of their relationship.
Taehyung saw his eyes linger on the red bracelets Taehyung and Yoongi have, and how he smiled fondly at the sight. Heâs all smiles and gentle words too, and maybe Taehyung should have expected it
because it makes a lot of sense how a kind-hearted person like him can raise someone as amazing as Yoongi.
They all talked over a meal, and Sangho is very excited to hear all of Yoongiâs and Taehyungâs stories.
He listened intently, smiling and nodding as Yoongi shyly tells him the details of their relationship. Taehyung even held Yoongiâs hand under the table to give him some sort of support, and based on Sanghoâs reaction, he must have seen the act.
He didnât say anything though. He just met Taehyungâs gaze and gave him a smile which Taehyung instantly returned.
Taehyung has always been sure about his feelings and intentions towards Yoongi, but with Sanghoâs support, the man who is under the same circumstances as Yoongi, Taehyung was fueled with even more determination to keep Yoongi by his side.
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Taehyung intentionally woke up early to be able to help Sangho with breakfast. He wants to show the man that Taehyung is worthy of his son, so Taehyung plans on impressing him with all the culinary skills he has right now (not much, really, but heâs willing to try!).
At least that was the plan until he enters the kitchen and sees Sangho already seated on a chair with plates of food in front of him. âTaehyung, good morning. Come join me for breakfast if you want. Yoongi always wakes up late when heâs home,â the man says,
gesturing towards the seat in front of him. Taehyung is a bit disappointed that he didnât get to help and maybe leave a good impression on Yoongiâs father, but heâs starving anyway, so eating doesnât sound too bad.
He took the seat in front of Sangho and thanked the man before starting to dig in. And oh, the Minâs are really, really good cooks. Taehyung would really /love/ to marry Yoongi someday.
They ate together in silence. Taehyung was busy enjoying the delicious food, and Sangho is all too happy to watch Taehyung enjoy what he had prepared. When they were both done, Sangho finally started to talk. He did look like heâs been wanting to say something for a while now.
âTaehyung.â He calls, taking all of Taheyungâs attention instantly. âI would just like to thank you for sticking around. Yoongi⌠heâs really happy because of you.â
Taehyung smiles at the older man.
âYou donât have to thank me. Hyung makes me really happy too, so Iâm not really doing anything against my will. I want to be with him, so Iâm doing my best to show him how I feel.â
âHe has hope now,â Sangho says.
âBecause of you. He has hope now that maybe things will work out for him. I can see that he really wants to stay by your side too, and I really wish that happens. Nothing makes me happier than seeing my son happy.â
âIâll make him happy,â Taehyung answers. âIâm glad that heâs slowly believing me. He used to doubt me because weâre not soulmates, but I really care a lot about him. My feelings are true, and Iâm happy that he believes that.
I told him that I want to be his soulmate, that Iâll stay by his side, and I know heâs still afraid, but Iâll prove it to him. I really want to stay, and I will if he lets me.â
Sangho nods slowly, gaze drifting down to the cup of coffee heâs holding.
He doesnât think he can face Taehyung while talking to him about this topic. Itâs always been difficult for both him and Yoongi. âYoongi has experienced a lot of things related to the red strings. I hope you understand why heâs so afraid,â he starts, and Taehyung nods.
He does understand. Yoongiâs fears are very valid, and Taehyung is doing his best to ease that. âNot only did he lose all of his past lovers because of the red strings. He lost his mother because of it too. It was⌠really hard for the two of us.
"I, too, was selfishly hoping that my wife wouldnât meet her soulmate. We got married, and we had Yoongi. Iâd like to believe that we were really happy. We loved each other- I knew that she loved me. She loved Yoongi so much too.
"But she met her soulmate one day, and I hoped that she wouldnât choose that over a family that she had created, over the people that she loved for years and years, but of course, fate always wins.
"She left me and Yoongi to be with her soulmate, and I couldnât even get mad, because deep down, I knew that it was my fault for selfishly wanting something that I can never have. It broke my heart, but I think it broke Yoongi completely.
"He couldnât understand why his mother would leave us for another man when we used to be so happy.â
Taehyung intently listens, stopping himself from saying anything because he knows that this is a very sensitive topic for Sangho,
and Taehyung doesnât plan on interrupting him while heâs still so emotional and willing to share such a heartbreaking story.
âMy fear came true, but I realized a bigger fear by then â I didnât want my son to have the same fate as me.
"But itâs not something that I can control. As soon as Yoongi was born, I knew that he didnât have a red string connecting him to anyone, too. And when he grew up, he started telling me about the red strings heâs seeing, and I had to explain to him what those strings meant.
"He wasnât bothered by it in the beginning. He was very young. All that he knows is that people with red strings end up being really, really close, nothing more than that. But when his mother left, I think he started being afraid too.
"He was heartbroken. He hated the red string because it took his mother away.â Taehyung couldnât imagine how heartbreaking it must have been for Yoongi.
He was so young, and he didnât just watch his mother leave, he did so while fully knowing that he could have the same fate someday too, that he would be alone and lose the people he loves as his father did.
âWhen Yoongi started dating, I was very worried. It was difficult for me so I knew that it would be difficult for him too. And as expected, he lost every single one of them as soon as they meet their soulmates. Yoongi really tried, you know?
"He refused to tell his lovers about their soulmates in the beginning, wanting to fight fate and win, but no matter how hard he tries, it just wouldnât work out. Soulmates end up finding each other at some point no matter how much we try to fight it.
"And he had a realization by then that he wonât win no matter what, so he stopped fighting. He would still date, hoping that someone will stay someday, but he admits defeat when he finds that personâs soulmate. He knew he wouldnât win, so he just lets them go.â
Sangho pauses, lifting his gaze to finally meet Taehyungâs. He still seems very emotional, but a bit better now so heâs able to face Taehyung again. âThe world doesnât revolve around romantic relationships, and I always tell Yoongi.
"Iâm very satisfied with my life right now. I love my son and heâs more than enough to give me all the happiness that I need. But Yoongi really, really wants to be loved. He craves it. Heâs really trying. And Iâve never seen anyone try as hard as you.
"You make Yoongi so happy. You make him feel so loved. He never brought a lover home before because he was scared that heâd look like a fool when I meet his lover and he loses them again. But youâre here.
"He was so happy to introduce you to me. I think he really wants this to work out. I think he really wants to stay with you too.â
âI will,â Taehyung answers, determination obvious on his face. âI will stay with hyung, I promise.â
Sangho gives him a smile, soft and bittersweet. He really wants to believe Taehyung. The boy seems very genuine, and he knows that Taehyung really has feelings for Yoongi. He had seen it. No one can deny just how much he cares about Yoongi.
âThank you,â Sangho answers. âI really want you to stay with him too. You make him so happy.â Taehyung smiles, happy to know that he really got Sanghoâs approval. âBut someday, when you meet your soulmate,â Sangho pauses, trying to give Taehyung a smile,
but Taehyung thinks that smile looks so sad.
âWhen you find that person youâre meant to be with, and you find yourself falling in love with them instead, please donât feel guilty.
"I know youâre trying your best, and you want to stay with Yoongi, but things might change if you meet the person at the end of that string. Iâm happy that you love Yoongi, and I can see that very clearly, but⌠if this happens someday, just know that Yoongi will understand.
"He will never want to make you unhappy. Thatâs how he is. Heâll understand. Fate is⌠really hard to fight, and whatever happens, itâs not yours or Yoongiâs fault. Just keep that in mind.â
Taehyung feels his heart weighing heavier and heavier as he hears those words. He understands what Sangho is trying to say. Sangho genuinely wants him to stay with Yoongi, and thatâs exactly what Taehyung plans on doing,
but he wants to reassure Taehyung that itâs not his fault if he has a change of mind after meeting his soulmate. And he wants to argue, wants to prove Sangho wrong. He wants to show him that all of their past experiences with the red strings are different from Taehyungâs.
He wants to tell them that he /knows/ and heâs /sure/ that he will choose Yoongi over anyone else, but he canât invalidate Sanghoâs experiences. He, like Yoongi, probably knows about the red string better than Taehyung does.
Yoongiâs mother was probably like Taehyung before she met her soulmate. She probably loved Sangho more than she had ever loved anyone else before. Sangho must've been her world. She mustâve been happy with her family before fate led her to a different way.
Sangho knows that this could happen to Taehyung too, that no matter how much he claims to love Yoongi, they canât get rid of the possibility that Taehyung will meet his soulmate someday and heâll choose them over Yoongi. Just like what his mother did.
Just like what all of Yoongiâs past lovers did. âI really want to stay with Yoongi-hyung,â Taehyung answers after a long silence. âAnd Iâll do my best to show both you and him that he has nothing to fear because I love him. I want to be with him.
"I know it would be very difficult for the both of you to believe, but I really plan on staying with hyung for as long as he allows me to. I love him. He makes me happy. I want to be with him.â
Sangho nods. âI know,â he answers, and he sounds genuine, like he really believes what Taehyung is saying. âI believe you. Right now, I know that you love Yoongi as much as you claim to. Iâm not doubting you.â
They hear the sound of a door creaking, followed by the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer. Yoongi must have woken up. âAnd I really, really hope that it stays that way for a long time. Iâd be very happy if you prove me wrong, Taehyung.â
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Yoongi could see how Taehyung grew up to be the way he is as soon as he met his parents. They are just⌠so perfect for each other. Yoongi instantly saw the red strings connecting them, and he told Taehyung silently. Taehyung was very happy to hear that.
His parents love each other so, so much, and their personalities are very complementary, so it makes so much sense that they are soulmates.
Taehyung introduced his siblings to Yoongi.
The first one is his younger sister, Aeri, who was very shy at first, hiding behind Taehyungâs legs while peeking to see Yoongi, but after introducing the two of them, with Yoongi giving the little girl the sweetest smile he could muster, Aeri started talking to him.
Yoongi especially praised her dress, and Aeri grins (exactly like Taehyung does) before twirling to show off her dress even more. By the end of the night, she was sitting on Yoongiâs lap and looking at him with adoration showing on her wide eyes.
Taehyung was very amused to see that. His sister is really just like him. They are both unsurprisingly very fond of Yoongi.
Taehyung has a little brother too, one named Hajoon. He recently just turned five, and heâs the youngest out of the three of them.
Heâs very lively and loud, completely different from his sister. But just like Taehyung and Aeri, he completely /loves/ Yoongi too. Taehyung didnât even have to introduce him to Yoongi!
Hajoon took the initiative to talk to Yoongi, even praising Yoongiâs âcool hairâ and bringing out all of his toys to show Yoongi. Taehyungâs not sure how much Yoongi likes kids, but he seems very happy to play with Hajoon.
Hajoonâs best friend came over before dinner to play with Hajoon, and Taehyung noticed how Yoongiâs face was masked with surprise as he watches the two kids talking. âTheyâre soulmates,â Yoongi whispers to Taehyung, eyes not leaving the two.
Heâs in awe. He has never seen soulmates meet each other at such a young age.
Taehyung is very happy to hear that though. Jiho has been Hajoonâs best friend ever since he could remember.
The two boys grew up together due to them being neighbors and their parents being very close friends, and naturally, with the two boys being the same age, they became best friends. Itâs nice to know that Hajoon will have Jiho by his side forever.
Taehyung really couldnât imagine the two growing apart from each other. Taehyung is envious, actually. He wishes to have that reassurance in his relationship with Yoongi too. But thatâs not something Taehyung will dwell on.
Red strings or not, he promised to stay by Yoongiâs side for as long as Yoongi allows him to, and he will do just that. Yoongi might not believe him, Yoongiâs father might not believe it either, but Taehyung is sure about what he feels.
Whatever those soulmates have, his parents, Hajoon and Jiho, Namjoon and Jungkook, and everyone else connected by those red strings, Taehyung will have that with Yoongi too. Heâs sure of it. Heâll make it happen no matter what.
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Yoongi is both nervous and excited to meet Taehyungâs friends. He heard nothing but good things about the two of them, and Taehyung made it very clear that these two guys are very important to him,
so of course, Yoongi wants to leave a good impression on them on their first meeting, and itâs making him quite nervous. He wouldnât know what to do if they end up not liking him or think heâs not worthy of Taehyung or something.
With the nervousness, though, comes the excitement of finally meeting Taehyungâs best friends and being introduced as Taehyungâs boyfriend. Itâs a bit silly, but Yoongi really wants to be loved by everyone Taehyung loves.
It was the same when they went to Geochang to meet Taehyungâs family. Yoongi tried very hard to impress them, and he plans on doing the same for Taehyungâs friends. Theyâre basically Taehyungâs family, after all.
Yoongi followed Taehyung inside the restaurant he and his friends agreed to meet at, and Yoongi is trying very hard to hold back a huge grin from forming on his face because Taehyung is holding his hand,
seemingly not having any intention to let go and not caring if other people see, if his friends see. Taehyung always does these small things that make Yoongi happy. Heâs very clear when it comes to expressing his feelings.
He wants to show Yoongi every single day how happy and proud he is to be Yoongiâs boyfriend, and so Yoongi lets Taehyung express his affection in every single way he possibly could. Yoongi enjoys it. Yoongi enjoys being showered by Taehyungâs love.
He thinks heâs very lucky to have that, and he would never take any of it for granted.
Yoongi sees the two guys as they were approaching. Jiminâs face is already very familiar to Yoongi because of all the photos Taehyung had sent,
and Yoongi took the time to follow him on his social media accounts last night as well. Jimin is very pretty, Yoongi didnât lie when he told Taehyung that. He has beautiful androgynous features, and when he spoke to call Taehyung, Yoongi hears how soft and warm his voice is.
Heâs just⌠pretty in every single way. Yoongi doesnât think thereâs another word that can possibly describe Jimin perfectly.
âJimin! Happy birthday!â Taehyung runs to Jimin, practically throwing himself on the smaller boy,
and Yoongi feared for a moment that theyâd end up tumbling on the floor, but surprisingly, Jimin managed to hold Taehyung with unexpected strength. He didnât look like the muscular type. Yoongi is sure he wouldâve fallen if Taehyung jumped on him like that.
Itâs very endearing though. Yoongi ended up smiling at the sight. Itâs very clear how much those two love each other. Yoongi reminds himself to thank Jimin later personally for staying by Taehyungâs side and protecting him from everything that could possibly hurt him.
Yoongi thinks he and Jimin would be great friends. They both love Taehyung after all â thatâs something they already have in common.
Yoongi turns to the other guy, Hoseok, if Yoongi remembers correctly, to introduce himself.
âHey, Iâm Yoongi, Taehyungâs boyfriend. Itâs nice to meet you.â Oh, it feels so nice to be able to say that.
Hoseok looks very friendly, too, grinning at Yoongi with his heart-shaped lips and introducing himself,
âJung Hoseok. Itâs really nice to meet you too, Yoongi. Taehyung talks a lot about you.â
Yoongi chuckles. It does sound like the Taehyung he knows. âGood things, I hope?â
Hoseok nods firmly. âReally good things. I swear heâs obsessed with you.â
Yoongi laughs at that. He wonders if Taehyung also jokes with his friends about wanting to marry Yoongi. It would be pretty cute. Yoongi had gotten used to hearing it all the time by now.
âOh, hyung, come here,â Taehyung calls, offering a hand for Yoongi to take as he urges him to come closer. Yoongi, of course, took the hand and walks towards Taehyung and Jimin. âThis is Jimin, my best friend I talked to you about.â
Jimin was smiling warmly at Yoongi when their gazes met. âItâs nice to meet you,â Jimin says, voice soft and velvety. Yoongi could understand perfectly why Hoseok would love Jimin. Heâs just so beautiful, and he seems really, really nice too.
And with Hoseokâs own attractive features and kind demeanor, Yoongi thinks they fit each other perfectly.
âItâs nice to meet you too. Thank you for taking care of Taehyung. He told me a lot of things about you,â Yoongi replies as he shakes Jiminâs hand.
Jimin giggles, turning to face Taehyung and teasing him about some of Taehyungâs childhood memories that heâs all too willing to tell Yoongi later. Taehyung flushes and pouts, complaining that Jimin is his best friend and he shouldnât embarrass him in front of his boyfriend.
Yoongi watches them in awe. Thereâs something about the two of them that makes them seem so⌠whole. Perhaps itâs because theyâve been together since childhood. Thatâs definitely a firm foundation of such a strong bond.
At the thought of bonds, Yoongiâs eyes immediately drifted to Jiminâs wrist out of habit, wanting to see if heâs connected to his boyfriend. Taehyung would certainly be pleased to know that the two are destined for each other since theyâve been together for a long time.
Yoongi excitedly traces the red string, eager to see Hoseok at the other end, but when the string leads in a different direction, and as Yoongiâs gaze fell on the other personâs wrist, the end of Jiminâs own red string,
Yoongiâs smile freezes and gradually drops â exactly like how his heart did. Yoongi lifts his gaze to look at the person sharing Jiminâs red string, and dread fills his chest as his eyes meet Taehyungâs.
Yoongiâs world stopped for a while. The sounds suddenly became very overwhelming, and he could feel his throat closing up. His head hurts. He feels dizzy. He feels like heâs going to be sick.
Taehyung stops talking to Jimin as soon as he notices Yoongiâs state.
He tightens his hold on Yoongiâs hand and grabs him by the shoulder with the other. âHyung?â he calls. Yoongi wants to scream. âHyung? Are you okay?â
Yoongi blinks back the tears and tries to swallow to get rid of the tight feeling inside his throat.
âIâm fine,â Yoongi answers, voice cracking. Taehyung became even more worried. âI- I just donât feel too good. Iâm gonna- uh, head back to the dorms now.â
Taehyung intertwines their fingers together, and Yoongi wanted to rip his hand out of Taehyungâs hold because it doesnât feel right. Should Taehyung really be holding him like this when his soulmate is in the same room? The same person who means the world to Taehyung?
âOh, okay, Iâll take you back-â
âNo, you donât have to,â Yoongi says, trying to give Taehyung a smile, but itâs so, so hard when he wants to do nothing but cry.
His hand is getting heavier and heavier inside Taehyungâs hold, and his bracelet â his bracelet is becoming heavier too as if mocking Yoongi for not being the person at the end of Taehyungâs red string. Itâs not him. It will never be him.
He knew that from the beginning, but itâs so, so hard to accept it now that heâs facing the reality â Taehyung was never truly his, and he never will be. âItâs Jiminâs birthday, and you havenât seen him in months. Spend time with him. Iâll be fine. Itâs not that bad.
I just need to sleep.â
âI can take you back to the dorms, though. Iâll just come back here after. I want to make sure youâre safe,â Taehyung keeps on arguing, and Yoongi saw Hoseok and Jimin nodding along to Taehyungâs idea.
âNo, stay with them,â Yoongi argues back. âJust listen to me this time, okay? Stay with them. I promise Iâll be fine.â He wonât. Heâs not fine. He just wants to scream and cry and throw his whole heart away
because he doesnât know if it would still be fixable once he loses Taehyung, but he canât tell Taehyung that.
Taehyung still looks worried, but Yoongi gives his hand a small squeeze, and finally managed to smile. âI promise. Iâll go now. Stay with them.â
Taehyung reluctantly nods, and Yoongi finally lets Taehyungâs hand go. Just this simple act almost brought Yoongi to tears because he doesnât know if he will ever have the bravery to hold Taehyungâs hand again after this,
not when he feels like heâs stealing Taehyung from the person heâs meant to be with, not when he knows that heâd have to let Taehyung go.
Taehyung leaned in for a brief kiss, and Yoongi had to stop himself from pushing Taehyung away.
It would only make Taehyung more suspicious. But Yoongi just feels so, so guilty for doing this in front of Taehyungâs soulmate. This was never Yoongiâs place.
He just forced himself to belong right here, beside Taehyung, out of pure selfishness, but he was never meant to be here. Itâs not Yoongiâs place. It never will be.
Yoongi pulls away from the kiss, gave Hoseok and Jimin another smile before finally turning away from them and making his way out of the door. He didnât look back.
He doesnât have the guts to â not when he has to see the red string connecting Taehyung and Jimin again, one that Yoongi will never have.
When Yoongi is sure that heâs out of their sight, he started running.
He ran and ran as tears finally fell freely from his eyes, wanting to get as far away from the restaurant as possible. He doesnât want Taehyung to see him like this. He doesnât want Taehyung to know. Not right now. Yoongi isnât ready for that confrontation yet.
Yoongi knows that some people are looking at him as he kept on running. He must look so stupid, being a grown man and crying like a child in public, but he can no longer hold it back. It just hurts so much. They would never know how it feels like to lose Taehyung.
Taehyung who knows Yoongi so well, Taehyung who gives Yoongi all of the love and affection he has ever wanted his whole life, Taehyung who looks at Yoongi as if Yoongi is his whole world, Taehyung who promised that he would stay by Yoongiâs side forever,
Taehyung who⌠doesnât belong to Yoongi anymore. No. Taehyung never belonged to Yoongi at all. Every moment that they shared, those were stolen moments, they never belonged to Yoongi, they were never Yoongiâs to have.
Yoongi stopped running when he reached a park. He dropped down on the bench, thankful that there was no one else around. He needs this moment. He needs to think.
Yoongiâs gaze drifts down to the red bracelet on his wrist, and he couldnât hold back the sob from escaping his lips,
his face scrunching up as tears continue to fall from his tired eyes. He takes the bracelet off with shaky hands, clenching his fists around it as anger starts to cloud his mind.
Itâs unfair. Itâs so fĎ
cking unfair how everyone else is allowed to love, but Yoongi is destined to be alone forever, just like his father. He doesnât know what he did for fate to treat him this way, to take everyone he loves away.
It took his mother from him, and now itâs taking Taehyung too. Why couldnât he keep Taehyung? Why couldnât he keep the person he loves? He never asked for much. He was never selfish.
This is the only thing Yoongi has ever desperately wished for in his life â to have Taehyung by his side. But fate refused to give him that too.
Yoongi sobs as he throws his fist back, about to throw the bracelet away because it means nothing now.
Why would it when Taehyung has that beautiful red string around his wrist tying him to the person heâs meant to be with? Why would this bracelet mean anything when Yoongi has to lose Taehyung anyway? When Taehyung has to leave Yoongi soon?
But Yoongi couldnât.
He couldnât throw it away.
Because even if he knows that it means nothing now, that it will never compare to the red string Taehyung has, this bracelet is still the only thing that he shares with Taehyung.
Itâs the only proof that Taehyung was his, even though it was probably never real. None of Yoongiâs relationships were ever real. He was just something temporary until they finally meet the person they were meant to be with.
Yoongi was stupid to hope that it would be different this time, that Taehyung will never end up meeting his soulmate, so Yoongi could selfishly keep him by his side.
Yoongi knows all of that, but he still canât throw it away. He still canât let go of Taehyung. Heâs not brave enough to do that just yet.
So Yoongi puts the bracelet back on, trying to ignore how heavy it feels on his wrist.
Maybe for another day or two, he can pretend that Taehyung is his. And then, after that, Yoongi has to let him go.
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Namjoon opened his door to Yoongi practically throwing himself on him. It was very surprising, and he had to thank god that heâs been working out lately, or else they wouldâve fallen on the floor by now because of Yoongiâs impact.
Yoongi was never one to initiate intimate contact with his friends, even with Namjoon, who has been his best friend ever since they could remember. Yoongi shows his affection in different ways, and initiating contact isnât one of them,
so Namjoon was very surprised to have Yoongi hugging him so tightly without even saying anything. But as Namjoon hears Yoongiâs quiet sniffles and feels the tears soaking his shirt, Namjoon came to a full realization. He understands perfectly what had happened.
Namjoon leads Yoongi to the bed so they can sit down, and Yoongi follows without letting Namjoon go. Seokjin and Jungkook are watching them from the other side of the room, eyes wide with both concern and surprise.
But they knew better than to say anything that would bother Yoongiâs fragile moment.
Seokjin went to the kitchen to get a glass of water for Yoongi, and once Yoongi is fine enough to let go of Namjoon and pull away from the hug, he accepted the water and thanked Seokjin.
Namjoon didnât ask. He didnât have to. And he knows that Yoongi doesnât want him to. Especially not when Jungkook is in the same room â Jungkook who is Taehyungâs roommate and closest friend in the university.
Namjoon and Seokjin just gave Yoongi all the hugs that he needed until he feels fine enough to stop crying. It absolutely hurts Namjoon to see Yoongi so sad and miserable, with red and puffy eyes and tear-stained cheeks.
He doesnât remember the last time he had seen Yoongi this sad. He went through so many breakups in the past few years, and sure, he was upset all those times too, but not like this, not this much.
Because right now, Yoongi just looks so⌠broken and tired. He looks like he had given up.
Yoongi turns to look at Jungkook after a while, eyes meeting Jungkookâs very worried ones. âDonât tell Taehyung,â he says.
Even now, heâs still thinking about how Taehyung would feel more than himself. âI donât want him to worry.â
Jungkook looks reluctant. He doesnât have any idea what couldâve happened, but he knows now that it must be related to Taehyung.
But he nods anyway, intending to keep this a secret even though he wants to tell Taehyung so much so Taehyung can fix whatever it is that went wrong. But Jungkook knows that he shouldnât.
Heâs not in the position to deny Yoongiâs requests, and this is definitely not his secret to tell. âDid⌠Taehyung do something wrong?â Jungkook asks, unable to hold back the curiosity.
Yoongi smiles, but it looks so sad and painful. âHe didnât,â Yoongi answers, and Jungkook wouldâve doubted it if Yoongi didnât sound so genuine. âItâs not his fault. We're just not meant to be together.â
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Taehyung very patiently waits by Yoongiâs door the very next morning. It was very clear to Taehyung that Yoongi wanted to be alone yesterday, so he didnât go against Yoongiâs wishes and decided to give him some space.
But today, Taehyung hopes that Yoongi is fine enough for Taehyung to be able to see him. It makes Taehyung anxious to not know if Yoongi is really sick and if heâs recovering well, but today, hopefully, he would finally be able to find out.
Yoongi opens the door to Taehyungâs knocking, and relief filled Taehyungâs chest as he sees Yoongi standing in front of him, looking a bit pale but healthy. âHey hyung,â Taehyung greets, leaning forward and pulling Yoongi in for a brief kiss. âHow are you feeling?â
Yoongi meets Taehyungâs gaze very briefly, but Taehyung didnât get to hold the gaze because Yoongi abruptly turns away as if he couldnât stand to even look at Taehyung right now. Taehyung frowns. He doesnât remember ever doing anything to make Yoongi feel upset.
âIâm okay,â Yoongi responds anyway, though Taehyung is finding it hard to believe that with how Yoongi is acting. âLetâs go to class now,â he continues, throwing Taehyung a quick smile that doesnât look very genuine.
Taehyung wants to ask Yoongi why he was acting so weird and if Taehyung did anything to upset him, but he knew that they donât have a lot of time left before their classes start, so Taehyung just kept all of his questions to himself,
reminding himself to ask Yoongi later when they have more time to chat, and he grabs Yoongiâs hand to intertwine their fingers as usual. Taehyung was scared for a moment that Yoongi would pull away.
That would certainly confirm that Yoongi is upset about something that he did, but surprisingly enough, Yoongi didnât. He froze for a while, steps halting as he looks at their joined hands, but he bites his lower lip and tightens his grip around Taehyungâs hand as he always does.
Taehyung smiles. Maybe itâs not that bad if Yoongi isnât refusing his touch. Taehyung brings Yoongiâs hand up to press a kiss on his bracelet, something that Taehyung grew fond of doing ever since they started wearing the bracelets,
and Yoongi would usually blush and smile, and maybe even kiss Taehyung whenever he does this. Because Taehyung knows that Yoongi loves the bracelet, loves the thought of belonging with Taehyung.
But Taehyung swears that he saw something akin to hurt flash through Yoongiâs eyes. He doesnât look as happy as he used to be whenever Taehyung would show such affection.
âLetâs go now,â Yoongi weakly says, looking away but tightening his hold on Taehyungâs hand. His actions are so conflicting. Taehyung doesnât understand whatâs happening. But Yoongi started walking again, and Taehyung couldnât do anything but follow.
Taehyung is so confused. And heâs starting to get scared too. Surely, Yoongi would talk to him if something bad happened, right?
Later, Taehyung makes a mental note to himself. Taehyung will surely talk to Yoongi about this later.
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Taehyung walked Yoongi back to the dorms, as usual, hands joined and swaying slightly as they walk side by side. He seems to be in a better mood now compared to how he was earlier this morning, and that eases Taehyungâs worries a bit.
Yoongi is the type of person who likes to keep his problems to himself, Taehyung had learned that very early into their relationship, and while Taehyung will absolutely be willing to do anything to help Yoongi out, he knows that he canât force answers out of Yoongi too.
If Yoongi wants to keep something to himself (except if heâs cheating on Taehyung, of course, though Taehyung doubts that would be a problem theyâd have to face), then he has the right to do so.
Taehyung will just stay by his side and show Yoongi that he will always be there to listen if Yoongi ever decides to open up to him, and Taehyung will give Yoongi all of the love and support he needs to get through whatever it is.
They reached Yoongiâs dorm room, and as usual, Taehyung leans down to kiss Yoongi on the lips, and Yoongi, very uncharacteristic of him, holds Taehyungâs face to deepen the kiss as if heâs desperate to have more and more of what Taehyung is willing to give.
So Taehyung supports Yoongiâs waist with his hands as he leans into the kiss, lips hungrily sliding across Yoongiâs with the desperation and intensity that he had never shown before.
When they finally pull away, Taehyung rested his forehead on Yoongiâs as he catches his breath and stares intensely at Yoongiâs face. Yoongi smiles, thumb gently caressing Taehyungâs cheek. âI love you,â he whispers. Taehyung feels his heart skip a beat.
âI love you so much, Taehyung. You know that right?â he asks, voice sounding so small and vulnerable.
Taehyung is shocked for a moment. Yoongi never said that to him before.
While he knows that Yoongi loves him, and Taehyung is sure as hell that he loves Yoongi, they never got to say those words directly to each other before. They never had the guts to, perhaps in fear of making the other uncomfortable.
Love is a heavy word, after all. Itâs not the same as a simple confession, a small expression of how one feels. Love is more than that. Love weighs a lot more than all of that.
And hearing those words from Yoongi, the same Yoongi who usually feels so shy to even initiate anything so obviously affectionate to his partner, Taehyung could feel his chest swell with love and affection. Yoongi loves him. Yoongi just told him that he loves him.
âI love you too,â Taehyung answers, stepping even closer to Yoongi to feel more of his warmth. A huge grin is forming on his face, and he couldnât hold back a laugh from escaping his mouth. Heâs just so happy. âI love you so much, hyung. Iâm so happy youâre mine.â
Yoongi chuckles, leaning forward to press a kiss on Taehyungâs cheek. Taehyung almost blushes at the gesture. Yoongi is being way too affectionate today (not that Taehyung is complaining! He loves it so much!). âI always will be,â Yoongi answers.
âI will always be yours. You know that, donât you?â
Taehyung nods. âI know,â he replies, pressing his lips on Yoongiâs forehead. âIâm yours too. And I intend to keep it that way forever.â
Yoongi didnât respond to that. He just hums and pulls Taehyung in for a hug, burying his face in the crook of Taehyungâs neck. Taehyung didnât say anything either, just opting to smile and hold Yoongi tight
to enjoy every single gesture of affection Yoongi is willing to give right now.
They couldnât stay that way forever though. Yoongi had to pull away at some point, and Taehyung had to leave, but not before sharing a few more kisses and a long string of goodbyes.
Taehyung went back to his room with a huge smile on his face (which Jungkook never shut up about the whole night), and a heart full of love and affection for Yoongi. Theyâll be fine, Taehyung thinks. Yoongi loves him, and he loves Yoongi. He has nothing to worry about at all.
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Seokjin and Jungkook helped Yoongi a lot with the preparations. Yoongi only had to tell them that he was preparing for a date with Taehyung, and the two very eagerly agreed to help him. Namjoon wouldâve as well, Yoongi knows how much Namjoon supports him and Taehyung,
but heâs been busy for a while now and he doesnât have the time to get involved. But anyway, Seokjin and Jungkook are doing a really, really good job at helping Yoongi already.
Seokjin has a car so he offered to drive Yoongi to and from the park where theyâre setting up the picnic date. Jungkook took over the decorating part, while Seokjin helped Yoongi with preparing the snacks for the date.
Yoongi is excited about the date, and also, heâs very happy and he feels so loved by his friends because theyâre always so supportive, always ready to give him the help and support that he needs. Yoongi will owe this to them forever.
When it starts to get dark, Yoongi, with Seokjin and Jungkook, finally picked Taehyung up from the dorms and also dropped Jungkook off. Jungkook waved them goodbye with the biggest smile on his face, excited for Taehyung to see everything they prepared for him.
And Taehyung⌠loved it.
Seokjin dropped them off at the park before leaving and giving them some alone time for their date. Taehyung just stared in awe at the beautiful lights wrapped around the tree beside the picnic setup,
before letting his eyes drift down to the picnic itself, the fluffy blankets and pillows, the basket full of snacks and drinks Yoongi prepared for the two of them, and his heart swells with love for Yoongi.
âDo you like it?â Yoongi asks nervously, fidgeting with his fingers as he anxiously waits for an answer.
But he didnât really have to worry at all, because as Taehyung said, anything that Yoongi does will make him happy, and this⌠beautiful sight is definitely not an exception.
âI love it,â Taehyung answers, turning to face Yoongi and leaning down to press a kiss on his temple. âI love you,â he continues, moving to press his lips against Yoongiâs this time.
Yoongi smiles into the kiss, closing his eyes and allowing himself to get lost in it before whispering back, âI love you too, Taehyung, so much.â
They spent the night lying down on blankets and pillows, eating some snacks now and then while looking at the stars and talking about everything they could possibly talk about, from their friends to their families, schoolwork, everything and anything at all.
Taehyung talked about the stars and the constellations, and Yoongi genuinely doesnât know anything about things like this, but he eagerly listens anyway, smiling as he watches the genuine excitement on Taehyungâs face as he talks about his interests.
Yoongi thinks he could listen to Taehyung talk about stars forever.
Between Taehyungâs rants, Yoongi swiftly takes Taehyungâs hand into his, intertwining their fingers together and resting their joined hands on his lap.
Yoongiâs thumb is busy caressing Taehyungâs hand as he leans his head on Taehyungâs shoulder, just taking in the beautiful sound of Taehyungâs voice that he loves so much. Taehyungâs voice makes Yoongi feel so warm.
It stirs up something inside of him. Yoongi wishes he could listen to Taehyungâs voice forever.
âTaehyung,â Yoongi calls after a few moments of silence. Taehyung hums, tilting his head down to meet Yoongiâs gaze from where heâs still resting his head on Taehyungâs shoulder.
âThank you for everything,â Yoongi continues, giving Taehyung a smile. âYou make me really happy. Thank you for staying with me.â
Taehyung smiles back, leaning down to press a kiss on top of Yoongiâs head.
âYou donât have to thank me for that. I love you and you make me happy too. Of course Iâll stay with you.â
And Yoongi didnât have an answer to that. He never does.
He never knows what to say when Taehyung makes promises like that because he knows, more than anyone else, that promises like that wouldnât last no matter how much Taehyung means it right now. Because Yoongi isnât at the end of the red string wrapped around Taehyungâs wrist.
Yoongi isnât the one Taehyung is meant to be with. He had seen it all before, he had hoped for it before too, but fate always ends up slapping him with reality when heâs finally being forced to let go of what heâs been trying so hard to hold onto.
So Yoongi just leans in to press his lips against Taehyungâs, wanting to keep Taehyung close for as long as possible. And if Taehyung felt the desperation in Yoongiâs kiss and touches, desperation that he doesnât show very often, he didnât say anything.
He just holds Yoongi close and kisses him back, all too willing to give Yoongi all the love that he craves, all the love that he deserves.
And Taehyung thinks, at that very moment, that he really wouldnât want to be anywhere else but here, right next to Yoongi. He hopes Yoongi knows that. He hopes Yoongi believes that too.
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Seokjin drops them off at the dorms, even helping them with disassembling the decorations and taking them back to Yoongiâs room. He then waves his goodbye, but not before taking Jungkook from his room so the boy can stay with him and Namjoon.
Yoongi walks Taehyung back to his room this time despite Taehyung insisting that he can go back by himself just fine. Itâs not what they normally do. Taehyung would usually walk Yoongi to his room before going back to his own.
Yoongi doesnât usually walk him back, but Yoongi insisted this time, so Taehyung agreed, happy to spend a little more time with Yoongi anyway.
Yoongi held his hand tightly as they walk to Taehyungâs dorm room, and when they were finally there, Yoongi pulled him in for another bruising and desperate kiss, and Taehyung, of course, very eagerly kisses him back.
Taehyung doesnât know why Yoongi is being so affectionate lately, but he definitely loves it, loves having Yoongi so close, and loves Yoongiâs touches and kisses.
Taehyung was prepared to say goodbye once they pull away from the kiss.
Itâs late anyway, and itâs time for them to go to sleep, but not once did he expect to see Yoongi taking off his bracelet, eyes teary and full of pain as he grabs Taehyungâs hand and places the bracelet there.
And Taehyung doesnât understand. He could only stare at Yoongi with confusion. Why is Yoongi giving him back the bracelet? What is that supposed to mean?
âThank you for everything, Taehyung. Iâm- Iâm letting you go,â he says, voice rough and unstable as he holds back his tears. He doesnât want to look weak in front of Taehyung.
âI donât understand,â Taehyung answers, the gravity of the situation finally settling in.
Yoongi is breaking up with him. It doesnât make sense. They were kissing and whispering I love youâs just a while ago.
âWhy?â All the warmth is gone from Taehyungâs voice by now, replaced with coldness and bitterness. This isnât how he expected this night to end.
This isnât how he wanted this to end. Why is Yoongi doing this now that theyâre so happy together?
âJimin,â was Yoongiâs answer. âHeâs your soulmate.â
And thatâs all it took for Taehyung to freeze, shock obvious on his face as he takes in that new piece of information.
It all makes sense now â Yoongi suddenly leaving when Taehyung introduced him to Jimin, Yoongi growing so distant after that, and now, the break-up. But Taehyung couldnât quite comprehend what Yoongi had just said.
He had known Jimin ever since he could remember. Theyâve been best friends since forever. The two of them being connected by the red strings and expected to be romantically involved at some point just doesnât seem right.
Jimin loves Hoseok. Why is he connected to Taehyung and not Hoseok? It just doesnât make sense.
âIâm sorry, Taehyung,â Yoongi speaks again, eyes cast downwards, unable to face Taehyung now.
âI really do love you, I promise. And- and I wouldâve kept you if it wasnât so impossible. But we know who your soulmate is now, and I canât take that away from you.â He laughs as he wipes off the tears that finally escaped his eyes no matter how much he tried to hold them back.
âIâm sorry for hurting you, Taehyung, I really do love you, more than Iâve ever loved anyone before, but I have to let you go. Youâll be happier-â he stops for a few seconds as he sniffles and wipes even more of the tears.
âWhen youâre finally with him, youâll be happier, I promise.â
Taehyung didnât get to say anything after that. Yoongi gives him a broken smile one last time and mutters a âsorryâ under his breath before turning away and running back to his room,
leaving Taehyung frozen in his doorway, staring at his retreating figure and holding the red bracelet in his hand.
It took a long while for Taehyung to comprehend whatâs happening, and as he finally tilts his head down to look at the bracelet Yoongi gave him back,
the bracelet that Taehyung gave Yoongi to reassure him that they belong together no matter what the red strings say, the bracelet thatâs a sign of Taehyungâs love and commitment to what he and Yoongi had, Taehyung finally breaks down.
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Yoongi arrives with his friends earlier than Hoseok and Jimin did. Not only is it polite for them to be there first, but also, Yoongi needed the extra time to compose himself and prepare for the confrontation that would definitely not be easy.
Heâd be facing Taehyungâs soulmate, after all. He doesnât really know what to expect.
Yoongi didnât really plan on ever doing this. His initial plan was to stay out of Taehyungâs life until heâs finally with his soulmate
so Yoongi wouldnât be tempted to get close to him again and potentially ruin the beautiful bond heâd have with his soulmate, but as always, Yoongiâs plans never work out.
Yoongi might just be too weak for his friends who are trying their best to fix his relationship with Taehyung, but also, deep inside, Yoongi might also be hoping that heâd find a reason, a good enough reason to be with Taehyung again.
Hoseok and Jimin arrived soon after, and Yoongi could instantly see the protective hold Hoseok has on Jimin as they walk to the table occupied by Yoongi and his friends. Yoongi understands Hoseokâs uneasiness completely â
itâs definitely scary to know that you can lose the person you love to someone else. Yoongi has been there way too many times before, but nothing quite compares to the pain of losing Taehyung.
Yoongiâs friends took the initiative to introduce themselves to the pair, and as usual, Hoseok and Jimin responded very nicely, with gentle smiles and all. Jimin also smiles at Yoongi, and although it pains him to see Taehyungâs soulmate, he forced himself to smile back at Jimin.
The boy has been nothing but nice to Yoongi, so Yoongi has to at least treat him with decency too.
Yoongi really doesnât know what theyâre here for, or how they even plan on fixing Taehyung and Yoongiâs relationship and finding a way to fight fate,
but they didnât have the chance to discuss all of that. They didnât even have the chance to open the topic before Yoongiâs eyes caught a glimpse of Hoseokâs red string, and, out of habit, traces the string to its other end to find the owner.
Yoongi really shouldnât have been surprised, but it was still heartbreaking to face the sudden revelation that Hoseokâs soulmate is no other than Seokjin.
Yoongi's heart drops, and he suddenly wants to cry again - not for himself but for his friends who love each other so, so much.
It's happening again. And just like all those times before, Yoongi couldn't do anything to stop it.
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Yoongi feels even more miserable now. Not only did he ruin his own relationship, but heâs ruining Namjoonâs too. Fate will take Seokjin away from Namjoon and Jungkook, the people who love him so, so much. Yoongi never wanted this to happen.
Yoongi doesnât want to cause them even more pain.
Yoongi doesnât have the guts to tell them about it at all. And he wouldnât have if only Seokjin isnât so smart.
Yoongi didnât have to say anything. When Seokjin met Yoongiâs terrified gaze, realization suddenly dawns upon him. He turns to look at Hoseok before shifting his gaze back to Yoongiâs again, and as Yoongi starts to look even more scared and anxious,
Seokjin got the confirmation he needed. âItâs him?â Seokjin asks.
Yoongi tears his gaze away from Seokjin and just nods. And thatâs all it took for everyone to understand what was happening.
The whole group was silent for a while, unsure of what to do.
Itâs a very⌠awkward situation. Seokjinâs boyfriends are there, and so is Hoseokâs. Itâs definitely not the best time to reveal the two being soulmates, but itâs out there now, and they all know. And once again, itâs all Yoongiâs fault.
âOkay,â Seokjin says, breaking the silence after a very long while. Everyone turns their attention to him. âNone of us is in a good position right now, so I have a proposition.â They all nod, willing to hear whatever Seokjin has to say,
but Yoongi could clearly see the fear in Namjoonâs eyes because no matter how much he claims that heâs confident that Seokjin will stay, facing the problem itself was always bound to make him scared.
Yoongi didnât have to think too much about how Jungkook is feeling because the boy is downright terrified. Heâs clinging onto Seokjin so tightly, a frown appearing on his face as he anxiously looks at Hoseok, afraid that the man would take his Seokjin-hyung away from him.
Itâs such a scary and unpleasant moment, but Yoongi couldnât help but feel some fondness for Jungkook, because itâs nice to see how much he loves Seokjin even though heâs not his soulmate.
Jungkook looks even more scared than Namjoon who has been with Seokjin for years.
âMy boyfriends are clearly anxious about this, and Iâm sure Jimin-ssi is too.â Jimin nods, confirming his words. He is definitely scared.
He and Taehyung being soulmates doesnât sound too scary because heâs a hundred percent sure about the platonic relationship they have, but this guy whoâs apparently Hoseokâs soulmate, they donât know him.
They donât know the possible nature that his relationship with Hoseok would be. Seokjin is a very handsome man. He seems very smart and polite as well. It wouldnât be very surprising for Jimin if Hoseok ends up finding him attractive at some point.
âSo to clear off everyoneâs worry, why donât we find out how our relationship would be?â Itâs now Hoseokâs turn to look shocked. That sounded like Seokjin is asking him out. Is he⌠giving up on his boyfriends that easily?
Jungkookâs discomfort was very apparent as he whines and clings to Seokjin even more. âDonât leave us, hyung,â he mutters, sounding so, so scared. âYou love us, right?â
Seokjin turns to give Jungkook a reassuring smile. âOf course, Jungkookie.â
He leans in to press a kiss on Jungkookâs temple and reaches forward to hold Namjoonâs hand because even though Namjoon isnât saying much, he knows that heâs scared too.
âTrust me, okay? Weâll just spend around a week together, and see how it will go â if Yoongiâs assumption about the red strings is correct or if itâs possible for pairs to not fall in love with each other after all. Itâll be just like a test.
"Iâm confident about how I feel, about who I love. This is just a test so we can all ease our worries right after. It would be no use to drag this on for a long time. I donât want to see any of you so scared for too long. Itâs better to find a conclusion as soon as possible.â
Seokjin has always been a very convincing person, and itâs clear how Jungkook is starting to become less and less scared as Seokjin talks. He then looks at Hoseok and Jimin, still with that calm and composed look on his face, as if the sudden revelation didnât bother him at all.
âOnly if itâs okay with everyone, of course. I would understand if anyone is uncomfortable with the idea. We donât have to do it if someone is against it.â
âNo, youâre right,â was Jiminâs reply, surprising even Hoseok himself.
âIf Hobi-hyung is comfortable with it, then itâs okay for me too. I trust him.â
The surprise on Hoseokâs face morphed into a look of fondness as he looks at Jimin as if heâs his whole world.
âI can do it. I trusted Taehyung and Jimin, and I still trust them now. Iâm sure everything will be just fine.â
Jungkook grumbles, practically hugging Seokjin at this point. âI guess itâs fine. I trust Jin-hyung.â
Seokjin smiles, pressing another kiss on Jungkookâs head as if praising him for his answer.
âI guess⌠Iâm okay with it too. As I said, I believe in Jin-hyung. I know that he loves me and Jungkook so Iâm confident that heâd stay,â Namjoon replies,
tightening his grip around Seokjinâs hand. âAnd after this⌠experiment, no matter what the result is, at least weâd have a clear conclusion. That way, none of us have to be scared anymore.â
Yoongi stares at all of them in shock, unable to comprehend whatâs happening.
Why are they all so sure that nothing will go wrong? What if Hoseok and Seokjin end up falling in love with each other? That would be two relationships ruined. Namjoon and Jungkook would be heartbroken, and Jimin definitely wouldnât like it too.
How are they so sure that they wonât lose the people they love by consenting to this? Arenât they scared at all?
âYoongi,â Seokjin calls, and Yoongi turns to face him, still shocked and confused.
âThis doesnât only involve us. If things go well and we find out that Hoseok-ssi and I do not see each other in a romantic way, then that means I get to stay with Namjoon and Jungkook, and Hoseok-ssi will stay with Jimin-ssi.â
Seokjin pauses, giving Yoongi a stern look. âAnd if that happens, then you would have no reason to let Taehyung go too.â
âHyung, itâs not-â
âJimin is Taehyungâs soulmate,â Seokjin cuts him off.
âSo if Jimin and Hoseok still love each other after this, then Taehyung wouldnât be with anyone. So if he still loves you by then, and if you still love him too, then donât let this hold you back anymore. If Hoseok-ssi and I can defy fate, then whatâs the reason for you not to?â
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As soon as Yoongi opens his door and sees Taehyung standing there like he did so many times before, with the same sweet smile on his face and affectionate gaze in his eyes, for the first time ever since the âbreak-upâ days ago,
he couldnât stop himself from practically throwing himself into Taehyungâs arms and burying his face on Taehyungâs neck.
Taehyung chuckles but holds Yoongi close anyway,
returning the embrace with just as much desperation as Yoongi has because itâs been a while since he had seen Yoongi so close, since he had held Yoongi this way, and Taehyung misses this, misses Yoongiâs touch, misses having Yoongi in his arms. He missed Yoongi.
âI missed you,â Yoongi whispers, voicing out Taehyungâs exact thoughts.
Taehyung shifts his hold on Yoongi to be able to press a kiss on his forehead before answering with just as much affection, âI missed you too.â
Yoongi smiles at him, so soft and warm, before pulling away from the hug and nervously taking Taehyungâs hand in his, just like how he used to. âLetâs go now?â
Oh right. They do have their own classes to attend.
Taehyung almost forgot because he was too distracted by having Yoongi next to him. It was also when Yoongi held his hand that Taehyung remembered something important.
He digs inside his pocket to retrieve the very familiar red bracelet before gently holding Yoongiâs hand and putting the bracelet back around his wrist where it belongs. âThis is yours,â Taehyung says as soon as heâs done putting it on Yoongiâs wrist.
Only then did Yoongi notice that Taehyung was wearing his bracelet too. âKeep it this time. Donât return it to me ever again, because itâs yours. It will always be yours.â
Yoongi nods, his heart heavy with emotions â positive ones.
He couldnât help but smile at the sight of the bracelets around their wrists. He did miss them. He missed belonging with Taehyung. He missed the reassurance of Taehyungâs love that he always gets whenever he sees the red bracelet around his wrist.
Heâs so happy to have this back, to belong with Taehyung again, to have Taehyungâs love again.
âThank you, Tae,â Yoongi says, grinning widely at Taehyung and intertwining their fingers once again. âIâll walk you to your class.â
Taehyung excitedly nods, and they started walking this time, with Taehyung childishly and adorably swinging their joined hands between them, and Yoongi laughing at Taehyungâs antics.
He got the bracelet back. He got Taehyung back. Yoongi has never been so happy.
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Hoseok and Jimin are just as kind and sweet as they were when Yoongi first met them. Yoongi thought that their relationship would be a bit strained after everything that happened because surely, Hoseok and Jimin would hold a grudge against Yoongi â and understandably so â
for hurting Taehyung by breaking up with him that one time, but that didnât happen. Hoseok is still as smiley and giggly as usual, and Jimin is still so soft and warm and gentle towards everyone.
Yoongi treated them to a meal â including Taehyung â as an apology for everything that happened, and they were a bit reluctant to accept it at first, reassuring Yoongi that they're not mad at all,
but Yoongi insisted that it would make him feel a bit better if they accept the offer so they did.
In return, Hoseok and Jimin, but mostly Jimin, started talking about their childhood memories with Taehyung,
about how he was such a sweet little boy who cries every time someone says anything mean to him, about how he used to cling to Jimin every single day because meeting new people makes him anxious, about how he was unable to sleep at night without his favorite plushy beside him,
and Taehyung was complaining and whining the whole time, glaring at Jimin and telling him to stop embarrassing him in front of Yoongi, but Yoongi was just fondly laughing and looking at him with an affectionate gaze so Taehyung stopped complaining at some point.
In the middle of the meal, while Hoseok and Jimin are busy talking about the dance routine theyâre practicing, Yoongiâs eyes drifted to the red string Taehyung and Jimin shares once again. It still scares him a little, but heâs more confident now, heâs braver now.
Seeing the red string doesnât break his heart anymore, and Yoongi thinks thatâs a good start. His confidence grew even more when he felt Taehyungâs familiar and gentle touch on his hand, and he turns to face Taehyung to see him smiling as he pulls Yoongiâs hand closer to himself
so he could press his lips briefly against the red bracelet on Yoongiâs wrist. And Yoongi smiles, chest filled with nothing but love and affection for the man in front of him, the man holding his hand, the man who owns his heart.
Heâs not scared anymore.
Taehyung promised that heâd stay. And Yoongi believes him.
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Taehyung is literally Yoongiâs number one fan.
Sure, numerous people are cheering for Yoongi and Namjoon while they were performing on the stage, including their whole friend group and all the other students from the audience,
but none of them can compare to Taehyung, he would argue. Because Taehyung is standing there in front of the crowd with a bouquet of flowers in one hand and a banner with Yoongiâs name written on it in the other while screaming his lungs out every time Yoongi finishes a verse.
âOh my god, Taehyung, youâre embarrassing,â Jungkook would whine whenever their group receives judging stares from the crowd, but Taehyung just ignores his reactions because Jungkook is also squealing like a high school girl seeing her crush up close for the first time
when Namjoonâs the one performing. Theyâre really no different â him and Jungkook.
By the end of the duoâs performance, every single person in the crowd probably already knows that Taehyung and Jungkook are dating Yoongi and Namjoon,
or probably has an idea about the two of them having huge crushes on the two performers at the very least.
But thatâs not enough for Taehyung â he was never a fan of uncertainties.
So as soon as Namjoon and Yoongi walk down the stage after an amazing performance that Taehyung is so, so proud of, he pushes himself through the crowd to make his way to the two.
After accidentally elbowing about twenty people in the process (and maybe hitting them with the flowers and banner along the way), Taehyung finally reached Yoongi.
âTaehyung,â Yoongi calls, grinning as he watches his boyfriend approach him.
âHyung!â Taehyung greets him back, practically running to where Yoongi is standing and waiting for him. âYou were so amazing, oh my god, Iâm so proud of you. Oh, oh, here, I got you flowers, but Iâm sure you already know that.â
He excitedly offers Yoongi the flower, which Yoongi shyly takes. Heâs used to Taehyung affectionate gestures already, and he loves every single act of affection so, so much, but he just finished performing as a rapper on the stage with hundreds of people watching,
and now that same group of people are watching him receive a bouquet of flowers from his boyfriend. Itâs kind of embarrassing, but Yoongi just loves Taehyung and everything that he does so much.
âI looked so cool up there and now theyâre watching me blush and everything because of you,â Yoongi complains half-heartedly, and Taehyung knows very well that Yoongi isnât annoyed at all because heâs sporting this cute smile on his face
as he looks fondly at the flowers Taehyung gave him.
âItâs okay, they have to see your cute side too,â Taehyung argues, pulling Yoongi closer to him and leaning down a bit so their faces are perfectly positioned in front of each other.
âAnd youâll always be cool to me, hyung, even like this,â he says before he finally closes the gap between their lips.
Itâs definitely not the best place to kiss.
Theyâre standing on the side with hundreds of people from the audience probably watching them if their sudden cheers are anything to go by, but it doesnât matter.
Because Taehyung wants everyone to know that this amazing man right here is his boyfriend, and well, honestly, he really just wants to kiss Yoongi, and none of these hundreds of people can stop him!
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Taehyung is very grateful that Jungkook chose to stay with his boyfriends today because it means Taehyung and Yoongi will have the room for themselves.
Itâs nothing that they planned, really.
It just so happened that Yoongi is very excited and clingy today, still filled with the adrenaline from the earlier performance, and all too happy to listen to all of Taehyungâs praises.
They found themselves in a position where Taehyung is seated on his bed while Yoongi is straddling him, arms wrapped around Taehyung as Taehyung gives him all of the praises and compliments he deserves in a very soothing voice to bring him down a little from his high.
It worked out at some point, and Yoongi finally stopped physically buzzing on Taehyungâs lap, opting to busy himself with Taehyungâs lips instead. Taehyung doesnât know what made Yoongi suddenly act like this, but oh, heâs not complaining at all.
He responded to Yoongiâs kisses without any word, not wanting to ruin the moment. Yoongi tends to become very shy when his affectionate acts are acknowledged, so Taehyung has learned to accept those acts without a single word.
Kissing is really nothing new to the couple. Taehyung always gives Yoongi kisses everywhere that he could possibly place them, and Yoongi eagerly accepts them every single time,
but something suddenly shifted when YoongΚ subconsciously lets out a soft moan as he pushes his body closer to TaehyĎ
ngâs. He gives TaehyĎ
ngâs lips a kittenish lick, and TaehyĎ
ng opens his mouth to let YoongΚ in.
It was then that YoongΚâs hips started to subconsciously(?) move as well, making TaehyĎ
ng whine as a spark of arousal hits him. He tightens his grip on YoongΚâs hip as he guides YoongΚâs movement while meeting it with his own.
They didnât talk about this. They didnât plan this. Not at all. But as TaehyĎ
ng feels himself growing harder and harder inside his pants with YoongΚ rubbing his own clothed cock against TaehyĎ
ngâs, he couldnât help but let go of all his inhibitions and give in to his desires.
He allows his hand to move to YoongΚâs backside, digging his fingers into the soft flesh of YoongΚâs ass as their movements become faster and more desperate, and he slides his other hand underneath YoongΚâs shirt,
gently and slowly tracing YoongΚâs soft skin with his fingers until his thumb reaches YoongΚâs chest and gently massages the hard nub, eliciting another moan from YoongΚ.
YoongΚ grabs TaehyĎ
ngâs hair and shoulder as some sort of support to ground himself as he loses himself in the pleasure. The room was filled with nothing but the wet sound of their lips meeting and the moans and groans escaping their mouths now and then
as the pleasure builds up inside them.
It didnât take long before the two reached their climax, separating themselves from the kiss for a while as YoongΚ arches his back and releases inside his pants,
and TaehyĎ
ng soon follows, burying his face on YoongΚâs neck and giving YoongΚâs skin a weak bite to muffle the moan that escaped his lips at the feeling of the pleasure taking over his senses.
Heavy breathing filled the room for a few moments before Yoongi finally speaks, âI think I got way too excited.â He grins sheepishly at Taehyung, and Taehyung just laughs before pulling him in for another kiss.
âItâs okay. I loved this side of you too,â Taehyung answers, wanting to reassure Yoongi that he can be anything when heâs with Taehyung because Taehyung will love everything that Yoongi has to offer, everything that heâs willing to give.
âIâm tired,â Yoongi whines and complains, shifting himself closer to Taehyung and burying his face on the crook of Taehyungâs neck. Taehyung held Yoongi inside his arms with a fond expression on his face. Yoongi is cute like this too, all whiny and baby, as he should be.
This shows that Yoongi is really becoming more and more comfortable with Taehyung, and Taehyung absolutely loves that idea.
âLetâs clean up and change our clothes then we can rest, okay?â Yoongi nods but makes no indication of moving.
So Taehyung laughs, kisses Yoongiâs temple, and uses all of his strength to lift Yoongi up and take him to the bathroom. Yoongi might be older, but thereâs no denying that heâs Taehyungâs baby. And at this point, everyone, including Yoongi himself, probably accepts that already.
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It turns out that Taehyung didnât have to worry about Yoongiâs father holding a grudge against him for having a soulmate, because as soon as they arrived at Yoongiâs home, the old man instantly greeted the couple with a huge smile and a warm hug.
âIâm so happy youâre back,â the man whispers, and itâs unsure whether it was directed to Yoongi or Taehyung, but Taehyungâs heart swells with happiness anyway.
Heâs so happy to be back too. When Yoongi broke up with him, Taehyung was so scared that he would never be able to fix it and heâd end up doing exactly what Yoongiâs father had feared, what he had warned Taehyung about the last time they saw each other.
But theyâre here now, in the house Yoongi grew up in, in the arms of his father, and Taehyungâs heart still beats for Yoongi the same way it did back then. Nothing has changed. None of their fears came true.
Yoongi took a bath once they finished unpacking, and Taehyung, as usual, offered his help in the kitchen where Yoongiâs father is preparing something.
He was given small tasks once again, but he was just too eager and excited to do anything to please the older man, so he did his very best to perform each task perfectly.
âTaehyung,â Yoongiâs father calls as Taehyung is chopping the potatoes.
Taehyung gives him a hum as a response to show him that Taehyung is listening. âThank you for staying with Yoongi. I can see it very well. He really loves you a lot.â
Taehyung smiles, heart filled with warmth at the thought of Yoongiâs love.
âYou donât have to thank me. I love him so much. I want to stay. And I will stay.â
âI know,â the man responds, sounding a lot more confident this time than he did months ago. âI know you will. I believe you.â
And that means so, so much to Taehyung. Yoongi believes him now, and Yoongiâs father does too. Heâll show them that he really plans on keeping his promises.
Taehyung isnât like everyone in Yoongiâs past. He loves Yoongi. He will never choose anyone over Yoongi. And thatâs a promise. No matter what happens, even if the world tells him otherwise, Taehyung will keep that promise.
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the end
And they got married years later
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