227. Prom Night dump

228. Reschedule Flight

229. Home was never here

230. Safe flight

231. Graduation Day

232. Losing on purpose

233. A sudden champion

234. What should he do?

235. Bad mood

236. Grup baru kontrakan Keenan : jadi Rei, Jimmy, Keenan masih kuliah di Jakarta ya dan mereka tinggal disitu. Ramon di Jogja, Dre di L.A. Nambah personil 1 : Bagas Kurniawan

237. Penunggu kontrakan Keenan

238. No chats

239. Mala

240. Still don’t want to talk

241. Happy 1st anniv

242.

243. If your boyfriend is Rei

244. Hai Ei

245. Notif twitter

246. Acara Rei satu-satunya : telpon pacar

247. What they don’t talk about

248. Meet Dina Fareesha : A beauty influencer known for her go green campaign dan organic beauty products, also Rei’s ex.

249. She’s living the dream

250. She’s everything that I’m not

251. Kacamata kuda

252. Rei and his past relationship

253. R

254. People with trust issue

255. Meet Idzhar Akhillendra

256. Idzhar’s POV yang resmi jadi personil kontrakan Keenan

257. Air raksa dalam bejana

258. Rei sleeping mode

259. Segan

260. Ada cerita apa hari ini?

261. User idzharakhillendra stalking mode

262. Reading time

263. Smart guy

264. Followed

265. Password? Love you for 10.000 years.

266. Good night vn

267. Novel

268. Anything, but you

— Anything, But You (2)

— board yang ada di kamar Rei

269. First Meet

270. Everyone’s favorite couple

271. Nesha

272. Sleeping on the moon

273. Fire and Ice

274. Hottest single

275. Library cafe

276. Tes ombak

277. Idzhar make a move

278. Slowly but sure

279. Irish doesn’t check her notif whenever she’s with Rei.

280. *****

281. She laughs at my dream, but I dream about her laughter

282. Cirrus

283. Balada stress pilih kampus

284. Cerita dari Idzhar

285. Tempat tag giveaway

286. Same frequency

287. tw // divorce, family issues Cerita Irish

288. I hope my frequency reach you

289. Petit Minou Lighthouse

299. Why do I found her in you?

291. She didn’t send the message

292. Divisi PDD : Publikasi, Dekorasi dan Dokumentasi

293. Just the two of them

294. Considerate

295. What Rei used to be

296. Galau

297. Another news from Ares

298. Trials

299. Annoying day

300. Failed surprise

301. A lost ship

302. Forgotten

303. Same shirt

304. That one person

305. Irish

306. What could have been worse?

307. Gotcha

308. How many lies?

309. Eficiency

310. Take a thousand wounds

311. The unsent letter

312. Use me

313. Jimmy’s live update

314. Laporan Rei

315. Something is off

316. Foto

317. Playing victim tw //

318. Love in the wrong places tw //

319. Big girls don’t cry

320. My Irishya

321. The highlights

322. Time to prepare

323. Stress revisi

323. Stress divisi

324. Kuli-ah

325. Nimbus

326. Trying to trust him

327. Tendangan jarak jauh

328. Student exchange

329. Benang kusut

330. 3 sudut pandang

331. Tweet has been deleted

332. Kenapa?

333. Misleading

334. Pemberat

335. The right time

336. Withdrawal

337. Second in everything

338. Starting point

339. Take a break

340. The magic words of “gak apa-apa”

341. Panic

342. It’s just rain

343. Admit your sin tw // kissing, mention of death

344. Location unknown

345. Her ship is sinking

346. Robber

347. Not a good sailor

348. What comfort would they find?

349. The risk

350. Flashback — events : Rei & Reni pas SMP, Riri udah SMA.

351. The truth about falling in love

352. Will she?

353. The Only Lighthouse You See medium.com/@deartaewrites…

354. Orang ketiga

355. It hurts, a lot

356. Sampai kapan?

357. Regi

358. Maaf

359. Plus one

360. Cut this off

361. Live report Bagas ke Keenan

362. Pemilik kontrakan

363. Hak veto

364. Idzhar POV

365. Resemblance

366. Give & take

367. Cerita hari-hari

368. Keenan ‘repot’ Atmajaya

369. Yang galau satu orang, yang healing satu circle

370. Stating facts

371. Only him

372. A proper way

373. Orpheus’ mistake. aku saranin kalian baca ulang narasi ballad of orpheus dulu sebelum ini (supaya lebih paham in case kalian lupa)

translation bagian akhir

374. Desperately hoping

375. Home

376. Am I gonna lose you too?

377. KP

378. Mood swing

379. Pengumuman

380. big brother author’s note : semua nama kampus yang ada di au ini fiktif ya.

381. What to do?

382. Why does it have to be you?

383. Hard pill to swallow

384. Right treatment

385. Find the rythmn, together.

386. Tired

387. Why is everything…

388. Run towards you

389. Something missing

390. Keep him updated

391. She’s sorry

392. Adjusting flags

393. Jejak

394. A whole new paragraph

395. Delivered

396. One last chance

397. Travel buddy

398. There’s no one to take care anymore, except yourself

399. Wouldn’t make it

400. For safety reasons

401. How to love someone right? roster-off : waktu libur orang yang kerja di site.

402. How to make someone stay?

403. Her plus one

404. The reflection in his eyes

405. The good version

406. In a rush

407. 45 mins

408. Arah jam 11

409. Tunggu Aku di Jakarta medium.com/@deartaewrites…

410. They both try

411. Wish you love

412. Sebatas punggung

413. You’re Only 17

414. Few months after

415a. Journal (1)

415b. Journal (2)

416. Let him grieve

417. Isi starred messages wa irish

418. Save to gdrive

419. Girlboss

420. You’ve done your part

421. How to slap back

422. One step at a time

423. He did it (months later)

424. to : R

425. How to heal?

426. Kapan kesini bareng?

427. MEXT prep

428. Things are finally falling in places

429. Exes can still be friends?

430. See you when I see you LoA (Letter of Acceptance)/surat penerimaan; brief explaination : karena Rei apply beasiswanya via rekomendasi universitas (U to U) jadi hasilnya via kedutaan, baru nanti re-apply ke univ yang nerima dimana.

431. 2020 (year 1 after the break-up) Mala si tukang seduh teh

432. Komentar netizen

433. Irish the unbothered queen

434. Spek dewa yunani

435. Year 1 (2020) — 20%

436. Year 2 (2021) 35%

437. Year 3 (2022/2023) — 45%

438. Year 4 — 60%

439. Year 5

440. New way to find comfort

441. Love Variable medium.com/@deartaewrites…

442. 80% to 0%

443. No Exit medium.com/@deartaewrites…

444.

445. Quiz

446. Unlock this profile

447. Please read

448. 3/4 sisa

449. 11.820 ini boleh di skip. whichever feel comfortable for you. trakteer.id/deartaewrites/…

450. U2 is wrong

451. Section 4 : happy family portrait

— epilogue

Meet Rishya & Rashya

— Rei’s journal (end)

AKHIRNYAAA TBOO END feedback bisa ditulis di tellonym ya. makasih banyak buat yang udah ngikutin au ini dari awal sampe ending tellonym.me/deartaewrites

decided to put the spotify playlist here, happy listening! open.spotify.com/playlist/77rHR…