A #yoonmin au where ; Yᴏᴏɴɢɪ and Jɪᴍɪɴ were ready to spend their Christmas together but then Jɪᴍɪɴ had to urgently leave for his home, two days before Christmas. Now, Yᴏᴏɴɢɪ just misses his husband.

- yoonmin married agenda - drabble (don't laugh) - fluff, missing, fluff, longing, fluff

Based on this universe - twitter.com/anpamanbts/sta…

They both were happy, excited and what was once just a house, felt like home. But then, Jımın’s grandma got sick and he had to urgently leave for Busàn. Making it clear for Yoongı that it was just concrete and it was Jımın who made it feel like home.

Yoongı curses all the time and acts moody around all his office staff when he goes to office. He curses the investors for planning the meeting on the same day when Jımın was leaving. He curses himself for not dropping Jımın off at the station.

He is reminded of Jımın’s smile as one of the investors smiles at him and he tries not to glare at them.

Yoongı hates everything and everyone except his husband. So on Christmas eve, he calls his brother and whines about how he misses his husband. “Taehyungah… bring him back!” Yoongi whines as he once again prepares dinner for two when his other half is missing.

Tàehyung giggles on the other side. “You really whine a lot for someone who acts so reserved and tough in front of everyone, including your own husband! Does Jımın even know that his husband is a big crybaby?!”

“And you hate your own brother!” Yoongi pouts and sighs when he realises that Taehyung can’t see his face. “I don’t want him to see me like this. What if he thinks that I’m too clingy…?” He murmurs.

“Are we talking about the same Jimin...? Because the one I know will k!ll people to see his husband being affectionate towards him!” 𝖳𝖺𝖾𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀 says and Yoongı can imagine his brother with his wide eyes and a surprised face.

He can also see Jımın’s face and Yoongı is nothing but a whipped man in love. So in love with a man named Jımın. “You think so…?” Yoongı says, unsure. Will Jımın really like it if Yoongı tells him how helpless he feels without Jımın or will it be too desperate?

“Yes hyung, I’m so sure about it! In fact” Yoongı hears shuffling on the side of the line. “I think right now, you should call him instead of your boring brother!”

“You are not boring, you are the love of my life!” Yoongı says and smiles victorious when he hears 𝖩𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗄𝗈𝗈𝗄 on the other side saying, “Hey! Love of /my/ life!”

“I knew that brat was with you!” Yoongı says and smiles when he hears 𝖳𝖺𝖾𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀’s giggles, the latter is probably trying to calm down 𝖩𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗄𝗈𝗈𝗄. “Well, people usually spend their Christmas with their loved ones but I think, can’t say the same for you though!”

𝖩𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗄𝗈𝗈𝗄 says in a teasing tone and laughs when 𝖳𝖺𝖾𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀 hits him with a gasp. “Yah! Why did you marry him?!” Yoongı asks, getting irritated.

“Hyung, he is your best friend!” “Exactly! Why?!” Yoongı sits on the couch, searching for the T.V remote. “I hate people who fall in love before marriage!” “And I hate people who fall in love after marriage!” 𝖩𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗄𝗈𝗈𝗄 says, snorting. “You really talk a lot for someone-

-who was crying and screaming things like ‘Eomma Appa I don’t want to get married!’ before marriage!” 𝖩𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗄𝗈𝗈𝗄 mimics him and 𝖳𝖺𝖾𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀 giggles.

“Seriously, hyung…” 𝖳𝖺𝖾𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀 says in a serious tone. “Call Jımın and tell him how much you miss him and how he should come back as soon as possible!” “But I don’t want to burden him…” Yoongı whispers.

“See I told you Tae, he is a stupid!” 𝖩𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗄𝗈𝗈𝗄 says, taking the phone from 𝖳𝖺𝖾𝗁𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀. “Listen up old man! If you don’t call Jımın right now then I will! And you know what will happen next...” “You wouldn’t dare to…” “Try me!”

Yoongı stares at the phone. Too many thoughts inside his head and he doesn’t know how to work on them. He wants to call Jımın, preferably see his face and more preferably have Jımın in his arms and never let him go.

Yoongı lowers the volume of TV and calls Jımın and to his surprise, the latter picks up his call in just two rings. “Hello…?”

And Yoongı wants to cry. “Hyung…?” Jımın says again. And Yoongı wants to dig a hole for himself.

“Jiminah…” Yoongı finally says and he doesn’t know how people holds a conversation over phone so he keeps quiet and hopes that Jımın will understand his struggle and say something instead.

“Hyung, turn on the video…” Jımın says in a soft voice. Yoongı quickly makes himself look presentable before the screen is filled with Jımın’s face. Yoongı immediately curses technology for not being advanced enough to make his husband appear through the screen.

There is a reason why he hates capitàlism. “Hey…” Yoongi says, “How have you been...?” Jımın giggles at his questions. Oh no Jımın giggles.

“Hyung, we saw each other just yesterday, why are you talking like we haven’t seen each other since a long time? Also why are you talking so formally?” And Yoongı wants to tell Jımın that even mere seconds is enough for Yoongi to miss Jımın but he thinks it will be too much.

So, he says the next best thing to say. “Well, it's been more than 34 hours so…” His heart beats in longing when Jımın smiles through the screen.

“What are you doing…?” Jımın says, sitting on the bed after doing his skincare routine. “Oh yes, Halmeoni is fine but the doctor told us that she needs at least two days of rest. Appa said he will stay at the hospital so I came back home! Also,

she was so happy to see me, hyung…” He smiles. And Yoongi could keep hearing that voice without any interruption, for the rest of his life.

“She even asked about you…” Jimin looks at something behind the screen. “She asked me why didn’t you come.” Yoongi wonders if it is Jimin’s way of telling him that he misses him?

“I told her that you have work and you will visit her next time…” Jımın says, as if to assure Yoongı that it is completely alright. And Yoongı wants to tell Jımın that it's not alright. Not only because he should have gone along with Jımın to see his grandma but also because-

-he misses Jımın so much that he wouldn’t have to whine like a baby if he was with Jımın instead. Literally, only his luck that he has to spend his Christmas away from the man he was in love with. Just his luck.

“What are you doing, hyung…?” Jımın asks, bringing Yoongı back from his thoughts. “I’m watching television.” Jımın looks surprised. “Hyung, you don’t like watching television…” He says less to Yoongı and more to himself.

“Well, there is nothing for me to do here!” Yoongı says, hoping if Jımın was missing him then the latter realises that Yoongı misses him more. Jımın doesn’t say anything to that. “What are you watching, hyung?”

He asks, instead. It takes Yoongı no time to show the T.V screen to Jımın. “The N0tebook?!” Yoongı plays it cool. “It is a good movie. I like it.”

Jımın knows that Yoongi isn’t a big fan of the said movie and only watches it when he insists the latter for it. Yoongı knows that Jımın knows that he doesn’t like it. So, if they ignore that fact then it will hurt nobody, right?

The next few hours they spend talking about the movie and asking each other about how their day went. Its midnight when Jımın asks Yoongı if he plans to sleep at all. “Hyung, are you not sleepy? You went to work today so…”

“No, not at all!” Yoongı says and controls the urge to not yawn but fails miserably. He sighs defeatedly when Jımın chuckles. “I think you should go and sleep, hyung…” Jımın says, softly. “We will talk in the morning.”

And Yoongı knows that he should say it. He should say it so that he can sleep peacefully but he doesn’t know how. At last, he thinks Fvck it and asks, “When will you be back, Jiminah…?”

Yoongı wants to capture the smile that spreads through on Jımın’s face, forever. He doesn’t want much but just to be the reason for Jımın’s every smile. For himself to smile for Jımın.

If it was two years ago, then Yoongı would have laughed at himself for thinking of something as cheesy as that but now it’s different. Everything changed after Jımın came into his life. And Yoongı wouldn’t change a single thing about it.

“I will be back in 2 days, hyung…” And that was enough for Yoongı to know how many hours he had to count before seeing Jımın in person. He can live with that.

And 2 days are enough time for a lot of things to happen. Yoongı doesn't know much but it was enough time for him to realise that he, who spent years of his life all alone, now can’t spend much time without his husband.

Too much for someone who got married in an arranged way. And as much as that thought scares him, there is something so exciting and comforting about it which makes Yoongı want to live through it.

If the thought of spending his whole life with Jimin is scary then Yoongi wants to experience it if anything. He has always been the one to look for risk in life.

And Jımın comes in the form of all forms of risky comfort. He doesn’t know if there is a thing like that but he can define Jımın as someone who makes every risk in his life look so easy and so comfortable.

Yoongı anxiously moves his feet as he waits for Jımın at the station. Jımın likes travelling by train so Yoongı stands among the rush of passengers and waits for his destination.

Jımın tries to find Yoongı among the crowd of people around him. He quickly moves on his feet when he spots his husband. He smiles as he sees Yoongı trying to find him as well, his eyes crinkle when he sees Yoongı finally looking in his direction.

Jımın stops in his tracks when he sees Yoongı running in his direction. His heart beats a little too fast as the latter is near him. “Hyu-” Jımın gasps when Yoongı takes him in his arms. His legs leave the ground as Yoongı lifts him up, hugging him close.

Yoongı hugs Jımın, hiding his face against Jımın’s shoulder. He inhales Jımın’s scent and he feels home. Suddenly, nothing else matters. It never did when it was about Jımın in Yoongı’s life.

“I missed you so much!” He says and feels the relief coursing through his veins. He wanted to say it before but somehow the thought of saying it through the screen felt so wrong. And something so right about saying it now when Jimin was in his arms.

“I missed you so much…” Yoongi says it again. “I missed you-” Yoongi breaks the hug to look at Jimin’s face and stops when he sees the tears in the latter’s eyes. “Oh no baby, why are you crying?” He asks, voice full of concern.

“Why didn’t you say it before? It took me a trip to Busàn and being away from you for you to finally say it?!” Jımın says, a pout clear on his face. “For my husband to be a little more affectionate?!”

Yoongı cups Jımın’s cheeks. “I missed you so much…” He pecks Jımın’s lips. “I. Missed. My. Husband.” He says, stopping after every word to kiss Jımın. He smiles when Jımın swats his chest.

“Hyung, stop! There are people watching us!” Jımın whisper shouts, getting flustered all of a sudden. “I don’t care!” Yoongı says, not averting his eyes from Jımın. He missed seeing Jımın everyday.

“Well, you would care if they throw us both in jail for public indecency!” “I could live anywhere if I’m with you! And besides that, you don’t care about people!”

“Oh no, who is this?!” Jımın asks, acting dramatic. “Who are you and what did you do to my tsundere husband?!” Jımın smiles before adding, “And no I don’t care about these people at all…” He says and kisses Yoongı.

Jımın doesn’t ask why the house is still decorated like it's Christmas when they go back home. He snuggles close to Yoongı when they both watch The N0tebook together this time. He kisses Yoongı’s jaw when Yoongı falls asleep halfway through the movie.

“I see you have been skipping sleep…” He whispers to a sleeping Yoongı. “But don’t worry, now that I’m here, I hope you sleep well, Darling…” He switches off the television. “Merry Christmas, my love…”

Jimin smiles when a sleepy Yoongi whispers back Merry Christmas to him, hugging him close. ——fin.

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