#Taekookau a/b/o : Misfit
âYou donât understand TĂ e because you are a beta.â
TĂ e had heard that phrase from his family, his pack, and teachers since he was a child, but now he had heard it from his best friend JungkĂ´Ă´k, and it hurtâno, it burned into TĂ e's soul like a scar.
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Alpha JungkĂ´Ă´k, Beta TĂ ehyung
Angst, Hurt, Comfort
Misunderstanding, Happy ending
Wild's corner
: I will start this today. Thank you @/erin0ian for forcing me to write it
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TĂ e laughed dryly before gathering his books and walking away from the lunch table where his close friends had gathered to eat in the college cafeteria.
He doesn't want to be there anymore because his best friend and his longtime crush just declared he was a misfit all along and doesnât belong to the one place he considered his safe place.
TĂ e was always unique, right from childhood. Throughout his childhood, he exhibited no alpha or omegan characteristics, such as being neither aggressive or competitive like an alpha nor submissive or gentle like an omega.
He was a neutral, even though he possessed a tall, built physique like an alpha and curves and beauty like an omega. So everyone knew he would present as a beta, which was very rare.
TĂ e, as a curious child, frequently inquired about other sub-genders, prompting him to approach his elders or teachers, but each time they turned him down, saying, "You are a beta; you won't understand."
It was as if they didn't put him on the same level as alphas and omegas.
It was always painful for him to be mistreated. So he often spent his time alone in pack-library, learning about many things that others wouldnât share with him. At least books donât judge him based on his rank.
It changed when he met NamjĂ´Ă´n in the library, who was equally fond of books. He was the pack leader's son, and everyone looked up to him. He introduced him to his friends YĂ´Ă´ngi, HĂ´seĂ´k, JimiĂą, JungkĂ´Ă´k, and NamjĂ´Ă´n's mate JĂŽn.
After meeting them, it was like a heaven in the desert for TĂ e. JungkĂ´Ă´k was and still is his favorite. He always protected TĂ e from bullies and shared everything with him. Their tastes and dislikes were similar (or so he thought). After all, they became best friends so quickly.
The others had always treated him as a good friend, so he assumed it would never change (how wrong he was). He should have seen it coming; once everyone presentâan alpha and an omegaâchanges will appear in their characters too.
It started with JĂŽn, who was presented as an omega. He became more possessive of his mate. YĂ´Ă´ngi presented as an alpha, making him more serious and intimidating. HĂ´seĂ´k presented as alpha too, but the difference was his scent, which was too musky.
NamjĂ´Ă´n showed leadership skills and intelligence after presenting as an alpha. JimiĂą became more bratty and demanding after presenting as an omega, while JungkĂ´Ă´k became a more buff and mature alpha. Only TĂ e remained the same because he was a mere beta.
Betas donât have any natural scent like other wolves or mood swings like omegas. They only have a scent once in a month, on their heat day. It's basically just a fever and exhaustion. They donât need a heat partner to subdue their needs. As always,
he spent it alone in his room without any proper care from anyone. No one gives him scented clothes for a nest, nor does anyone buy him ice cream to ease his uneasiness. He just laid there looking at his dull ceiling, like his life, while his family forgot about his existence.
When did all these start? TĂ e tried to remember, and how did he miss their change in attitude? He began to recall all conversations; one by one, everything began to stand out like a sore thumb.
âSo, you two had fun? â, HĂ´seĂ´k smirked.
âWe are mates, Hobi, and of course we had lots of fun activities.â
JĂŽn shrugged it off, making YĂ´Ă´ngi groan and JungkĂ´Ă´k scrunch his nose in distaste. JimiĂą laughed at how embarrassing NamjĂ´Ă´n looked.
But they all suddenly went silent as TĂ e joined the table, asking, âWhat are you all talking about? â
âItâs nothing important. Letâs eat. â
JĂŽn replied and continued to eat.
TĂ e looked at them awkwardly and then started eating his lunch too.
The next time he offered his hoodie for JimiĂąâs nest, the omega said itâs not needed because he had enough clothes from others.
âI donât need any more TĂ e. I have enough clothes. Itâs your favourite; you should keep wearing it.â
JimiĂą gave him a faint smile.
âOh! I will keep it to myself then.â
TĂ e said, feeling a bit down.
TĂ e reasoned it was because JimiĂą had enough clothes and no room for a hoodie, as omegas are very adamant about the size and shape of their nest. He had previously read it somewhere. He didnât know the real intention behind it.
He doesn't know that the hoodie was useless because it had no prominent scent to please the omega. Who will want to keep something scentless in their precious nest.
What was the other? He asked HĂ´seĂ´k if he could join a party.
"It's an alpha-and-omega-only party, TĂ e."
HĂ´seĂ´k scratched his nape awkwardly.
âThey wonât allow betas? â
TĂ e felt sad as he slumped down.
âBetas are rare, so of course they wonât put it in the invite.â
As a matter of fact, YĂ´Ă´ngi stated it.
TĂ e should have known that no one wants him (a party-pooper) in the crowd.
Similar scenes flashed through his mind, making him dizzy and inflicting a throbbing pain inside his head. He tried to hold on to a tree when he was about to stagger and fall.
He smiled as he recognised the only person who was always kind and understanding to him. Bogum is JimiĂąâs cousin and was away to study medicine.
TĂ e let out an exaggerated âouchâ sound when he felt Bogum pinch his cheeks lightly.
âI was so worried when SeojĂ´Ă´n brought you here. He said you were lying unconscious near the forest area near your college. Why are you so careless? I didn't come here as a pack doctor in order to get you as my first patient, tiger."
Bogum started rumbling with worry.
âAwww.. Hyun.. Let go.. â
TĂ e pleaded and sighed when Bogum finally let go of his cheeks and instead caressed his face. TĂ e nuzzled close to his hand, as it was rare for someone to be gentle with him.
âYou know I have only you here, right? I told you to take good care of yourself before.â
Bogum's voice was laced with sadness. He lost his parents and sister in a rogue attack. When JimiĂą's father brought him to the pack, he was a loner like TĂ e. Bogumâs sister was a beta, so he always treated TĂ e very delicately,
like his own brother. He was sad to leave TĂ e here when he went for his higher studies. Tae's friends, who were also kind to him, were the only solace he felt.
âI am okay, hyung. Donât be sad.â
TĂ e tried to assure him even though the trembling in his own voice betrayed him.
âWhat happened? Tell hyung everything.â
Bogum demanded. TĂ e sighed and started narrating whatever had happened.
JimiĂą scrunched his nose in distaste when he saw a strawberry muffin on TĂ eâs plate during the lunch.
"Get that sh*t away from here. It has a very foul smell."
JimiĂą looked disgusted.
"Itâs a freshly baked muffin, JimiĂą-ah. I donât think itâs spoiled yet."
TĂ e replied in confusion, as he doesnât understand why JimiĂą wants him to throw away the only comfort food he bought after going through very rude behaviour from his art professor. The man gave him the whole project alone and didnât assign him to any group,
saying it would be an inconvenience to have a beta in other groups as their traits are different. It made the whole class mock him, saying he was cursed to be alone and he deserved it. This project accounts for 50% of their grade,
so TĂ e was already exhausted from searching for references and material during the morning class hours alone.
So he went to the nearest bakery and bought the last strawberry muffin they had.
"I donât like its smell."
JimiĂą reasoned.
"Thatâs not a proper reason
for me to throw it away. I will eat it fast so there wonât be any smell. "
TĂ e suggested as he started to bite into the muffin JimiĂą hit his hand, causing the muffin to fall to the ground. TĂ e's frustration was heightened when he saw his muffin in the mud.
âWHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? â
TĂ e hissed lowly as he tried to calm himself down, ignoring a slightly guilty expression on JimiĂąâs face.
âDonât shout at him, TĂ e. He is going through his pre-heat symptoms. You should understand he will be sensitive to some smells.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi defended JimiĂą as always.
âSo that doesnât give him the right to slap away my muffin. I was craving it. Why would he do that? â
TĂ e suddenly felt angry and disappointed that no one understood his point.
Everyone looked at him as if he had done something wrong by raising his voice at JimiĂą; can't they see that JimiĂą is being unreasonable and bratty because of what pre-heat?
âHe already told you he doesnât like the smell. Canât you be more understanding? â
JĂŽn shook his head.
âWhat?!â
TĂ e looked at them, perplexed.
âForget it, hyung. He is pretending like he doesnât know how to treat an omega.â
TĂ e was moved to tears by HĂ´seĂ´k's words to JĂŽn, but he tried to remain firm.
âWhat you mean I donât know how to treat an omega? â
TĂ e inquired. JungkĂ´Ă´k spoke up this time; he had been silent the entire time, but his facial expression screamed irritability and agitation. But that one simple sentence had the power to cause severe damage.
âYou donât understand TĂ e because you are a beta.â
JungkĂ´Ă´kâs words struck him like an arrow.
Bogum wiped away the tears when he saw TĂ e crying after saying everything.
âI thought they were good to you, but I was wrong. JimiĂą could have asked you to move to another table to eat your muffin if its smell was making him uncomfortable. He doesnât have to be so rude.
Pre-heat symptoms are not an excuse for such behaviour. â
Bogum expressed his displeasure with the way they treated TĂ e.
âThey may be right; I am a beta. I donât know how it is for omegas during the time of pre-heat. I should have been more careful.
Itâs because I had a bad day and I wanted to eat my comfort food. It was the last one in the bakery too. â
TĂ e pouted. Bogum ruffled his hair. He doesnât like the fact that TĂ e hides his sadness and hurt for the sake of others.
What if he is a beta? He is like any other wolf; he has emotions and feelings that the people around him will never understand. They will always treat him like something that doesnât belong with them.
âYou are too kind, but I want you to understand that even if you are a beta, they shouldnât treat you like that. You are a person too. You had a bad day, and you wanted something good for yourself. Itâs not like they didnât know it was your comfort food.
They just blindsided JimiĂą and told you off. It's not good behaviour.â
Bogum explained, and TĂ e nodded in understanding.
âForget it, Hyung; now that you are here, I donât have to be careful. I can be myself in front of you.â
TĂ e tried to shake off the sadness he felt.
âI have the best solution to brighten up your mood.â
Bogum said as he placed a box in front of TĂ e.
âStrawberry muffins. Oh my god!! Thank you, and I love you, hyungie.â
TĂ e started eating the muffin excitedly.
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ko-fi.com/mickminâHey, JK. Itâs so rare to see you here these days. Is your alpha acting up again?â, his packmate Sung greeted him with a smile. He was teaching the kids to fight with long, slender sticks because their wolves are not yet mature,
so the claws will not be much use in a fight with bigger wolves. So they teach them to fight with sticks to protect themselves if necessary, along with other traps and hiding methods.
âYes, it is restless today. I donât know why.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k responded by selecting a long, slender stick from the pile of wooden sticks. They carve these from trees.
âI think itâs time for you to get a mate. The alpha will calm down once it claims what is rightfully his.â
Sung told him as he got ready to get into position to start the fight.
âI know. Itâs not as easy as you think.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k sighed as he got into position.
âOh! Do you have any idea who it is? â
But before they could continue the conversation, JungkĂ´Ă´k was the first
one to strike, throwing Sung a little off balance, but the older wolf got into attack mode in no time. The spectators watched in awe as they moved gracefully. At the end of it, they stopped calling it a truce because both of them were too competitive to back down.
JungkĂ´Ă´k said goodbye to everyone while drenched in sweat. He walked towards the pack's gathering ground, where everyone usually sits to eat together. He noticed his friends were huddled together at their usual table.
âYou Stink Of Sweat! â
YĂ´Ă´ngi spoke first, showing a very funny face in disgust.
"What do you mean? He smells so good.â
JimiĂą expressed his disbelief at what Yoongi had just said.
âYou hate the smell of strawberry muffins but love the stink of KĂ´Ă´k's sweat. You are one weird omega in pre-heat.â
HĂ´seĂ´k snorted, teasing JimiĂą which he got a hiss from the omega.
âCome to think of it, I donât see TĂ e in any of the afternoon classes we are in together. Did anyone see him? I want to give him his art history book.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n stopped writing and looked at everyone.
He was met with a complete silence, especially JimiĂą who was sulking now.
âSomething happened? â
JĂ´Ă´n was confused by their indifferent reaction.
"TĂ e became enraged when JimiĂąie said he doesn't like the smell of strawberry muffins. He may be sulking somewhere.â
JĂŽn waved it off like nothing.
NamjĂ´Ă´n thought for a moment and exclaimed, âAren't strawberry muffins his comfort food? I hope he was not eating it because he had a bad day. If so, I don't blame him for being angry. â
Then a sudden realisation struck everyone. JungkĂ´Ă´k internally cursed for not noticing it sooner. He could only blame it on his alpha and its restlessness.Â
âHey San. â
TĂ e's omega classmate, San, was called by JungkĂ´Ă´k.
San was the only one with whom TĂ e at least seemed to speak here and there. They have nearly the same classes.
âHey, you need something.â
San asked with a kind smile.
âDid something happen with TĂ e in the class? â
JungkĂ´Ă´k looked at how the omega's expression suddenly changed into disappointment.
âProfessor Lee was being a di*k to TĂ ehyung. He told TĂ e to do the whole project alone and didnât assign any group mates. He said he wouldnât fit in. It's unfortunate that he had to do it alone."
San said this sympathetically, which made some omegas at his table scoff. JungkĂ´Ă´k glared at them. He knows they are just jealous because TĂ e is more beautiful than any omega in their pack.Â
When JungkĂ´Ă´k finished explaining everything to them, NamjĂ´Ă´n said, âI was right.â
âI didnât know he had a bad day.â
JimiĂą replied in a feeble voice.
âEven if you know, you will still fuss about the smell. You are a brat.â
YĂ´Ă´ngiâs snide remarks made JimiĂą growl at the alpha, to which YĂ´Ă´ngi smirked in reply, implying I told you so.
âI will go search for him.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k was about to turn away, but HĂ´seĂ´k stopped him.
âHe may be with Bogum. I heard he came back this morning.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k nodded, knowing how closely Bogum and TĂ e are linked.
TĂ e wasn't sure if he wanted to pick up the pieces of his broken heart or not, because if JungkĂ´Ă´k believes the same as the pack, there is no hope for his love.
âLove? A popular alpha like him falling for a beta like me sounds delusional. I must have been out of my mind
when I started falling for him, but reality hurts. I wish I had never heard those words from him. I wish this had never happened so that I could have had this last ray of hope. Maybe it's what the moon goddess wanted me to see; never wish for something out of your reach.
The dandelion on the faraway land can only desire to look at the moon and not have it. â
He tried to comfort himself by saying that it would go away. After all, it was one-sided, destined to fade away like a cloud in the wind, but the image of
Trigger warnings: mention of depressive thoughts, self harm and blood.
Jungkook saying you don't understand you're a beta began playing over and over in his head.Voices inside his head started mocking him; even JungkĂ´Ă´k thinks so. No, stop. No, itâs not.
Trigger warning
He tried to put up a fight but failed miserably. TĂ e clutched his chest, where his heart is hard from fury, agony, and anger, making him lose control of his wolf for a brief moment. His claws ripped the shirt, penetrating through his flesh.
He almost screamed when it stung as he carelessly touched it. He muffled his agonising sounds, which he let out because Bogum is unaware. He doesn't want his hyung to know.Â
He is glad Bogum helped him get the reference materials necessary for the project,
and he even notified the university about Professor Lee's rude behavior. Bogum is well respected among their pack, so the university assured him that the necessary actions would be taken immediately, but TĂ e knew it would be a simple verbal warning, nothing like the suspension or
dismissal that they would do if an alpha or omega student was in the same situation.
TĂ e concentrated on the project to forget about the hurt and terrifying loneliness he was feeling. He doesnât want to think, so he drowned himself in study materials the whole day.
He even ate the meals in his room as Bogum informed the head alpha that TĂ e was sick.
TĂ e looked up from the material when he heard a knock on his door. He dreaded it if it was one of his friends, especially JungkĂ´Ă´k. If so, he doesnât know how to face them,
as they made it clear that TĂ e doesnât fit in with them. He doesn't want to be forced on someone who despises his gender.
To his relief, it was Bogum, but he was not alone. He was with SeojĂ´Ă´n.
âSeo said he wanted to see you. He couldnât wait till you woke up yesterday; he had some emergency errands to run.â
Bogum explained the reason why SeojĂ´Ă´n was suddenly here.
âOh! Thank you, Hyung, for helping me. I am sorry if I was a bother.â
TĂ e couldnât digest the fact that SeojĂ´Ă´n had to carry him back alone.
âItâs fine as long as you are okay. I rushed to you when I saw you stagger, but you fell down before I could catch you. I hope your concussion was not severe.â
SeojĂ´Ă´n said he was worried.
âIt was not. Donât worry. You stay here with TĂ e, and I will come back with some snacks.â
Bogum told them before leaving the room.
"What are these papers for?"
SeojĂ´Ă´n asked curiously. TĂ e handed him some of the material.
Seo started going through it and gave TĂ e some ideas on how he could work this project out. TĂ e listened carefully, as he felt he got a different view from SeojĂ´Ă´nâs explanation.
Bogum smiled as he saw how immersed both of them are in the project,
and TĂ e seemed more lively too, interacting with him. They continued their discussion till dusk after eating snacks and drinking tea.
âThank you so much, hyung. You truly are a lifesaver. Honestly, I was struggling to get a proper idea.
TĂ e thanked him heartily.
"Don't worry about it," SeojĂ´Ă´n said, then noticed a bloodstain patch on TĂ e's shirt.
"TĂ e, you are bleeding. â
SeojĂ´Ă´n pointed it out. Even though TĂ e tried hard to hide it, the alpha didnât let him.
"Oh, my goodness, it looks so painful. Who hurt you? â
SeojĂ´Ă´nâs eye widened in worry.
âNo one. I did it myself. I lost control of my wolf for a moment.â
TĂ e admitted guiltily that he felt ashamed of his actions. It could have caused severe damage if he had not gained his control back.
âCommon, letâs go to the infirmary.â
SeojĂ´Ă´n tried to pull TĂ e with him, but TĂ e refused.
âI donât want others to find out, hyung. Bogumie Hyung in particular. He will be so disappointed in me. I canât bear it.â
TĂ e said sadly.
âI will patch it up for you. I am good at it. I promise I wonât tell a soul. We can say I accidentally bruised my knees and needed some herbal paste."
SeojĂ´Ă´n made TĂ e go with him. He patched up the wounds after cleaning them and applied herbal paste to heal them, as promised.
It sting but TĂ e silently muffled it because he donât want to alarm others with his cry. When itâs done, SeojĂ´Ă´n gives TĂ e his overcoat to hide the blood stains on TĂ eâs shirt. He even walked him back to his room. Unknown to them, a particular alpha was watching it from afar.
YĂ´Ă´ngi spoke quietly so as not to wake JimiĂą, who was sleeping beside him.The omega looked so pale and tired after his heat. He also drained YĂ´Ă´ngiâs energy as he was his heat partner. JimiĂą is highly demanding of his needs in bed.
âHe doesnât even spare a glance, hyung.
He even stopped joining us for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. He either eats in his room or with them.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k almost growled at the end. He really doesnât like the alpha group now that TĂ e is attached to them, especially SeojĂ´Ă´n. JungkĂ´Ă´k was always sceptical about the alpha
because TĂ e reeks of him these days. Itâs like the alpha deliberately left his scent mark on TĂ e. But the weird fact is that TĂ e doesnât seem to have a problem with it. It irks JungkĂ´Ă´k more for some reason.
âSeojĂ´Ă´n is helping TĂ e with his project; you know he is in my class. Doing a big project alone is tiresome. I am glad TĂ e is taking help from him. It's 50 percent of his grades for that project.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n explained that he felt JungkĂ´Ă´kâs hostility towards the senior group.
He doesnât want JungkĂ´Ă´kâs alpha to get agitated over this.
âHe could have asked us for help.â
HĂ´seĂ´k spoke up, too, because he didn't like how TĂ e was blatantly ignoring them for some friendly bickering among them.
âI heard from Seo that he offered TĂ e help when he visited TĂ e because he was worried about him.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n sighed.
âWhy was he worried about, TĂ e? â
JĂŽn exclaimed, and NamjĂ´Ă´n said he didn't know.Â
âI know the answer to it.â
They all looked in the direction where the voice was coming from; it was San.
âTĂ ehyung fainted on the college grounds, and SeojĂ´Ă´n Sunbae helped him."
âHe fainted. Why didnât anybody tell us about it? â
NamjĂ´Ă´n almost raised his voice. He couldnât believe it.
âBecause Bogum Hyung told the pack leader to keep it to himself. I accidentally heard them talking about it when I went to give my father some snacks in the pack house. Please donât tell anyone what I told you guys about it.
Bogum hyung is scary when he is angry. I also heard TĂ ehyung had a minor concussion too. â
San explained.
Everyone was worried, but JungkĂ´Ă´k looked like he lost his soul. How did he miss something like this? He searched for TĂ e but frowned when he couldnât spot him where he was sitting. He rushed out of the cafeteria in order to find TĂ e.
He was almost breathless when he found TĂ e smiling at SeojĂ´Ă´n near the fountain. He scrawled when the alpha caressed TĂ eâs chest with a tender touch. JungkĂ´Ă´k saw red, and he rushed there, grabbing TĂ eâs hand and pulling him away from there immediately.
TĂ e yelped as JungkĂ´Ă´k yanked him away, causing his books to fall to the ground. He tried to get away, but JungkĂ´Ă´k tightened his grip in an almost painful way. He only stopped when they were in a secluded area of the college and no one was around.
"WHAT ON EARTH DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?"
JungkĂ´Ă´k seethed in anger, making TĂ e flinch at the sudden use of the alpha voice. He felt his whole body trembling into submission,
but he resisted, standing on his ground stubbornly, making pain sweep through his body, and denying the alpha voice. JungkĂ´Ă´k's eyes were crimson with rage, but he didn't notice TĂ e's struggle.
âI want...to ask you ...the same.â
TĂ e mumbled something in a weak voice.
"What am I doing? I was fucking saving you from that alpha bastard.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k growled.
âSeo hyung....is not ....a bastard.â
TĂ e mumbled. JungkĂ´Ă´k clutched TĂ e's shoulders, making him wince in pain, but he looked right into the alpha's
eyes even though his tears were streaming down.
âYou are so dumb. You let him scent mark you and wear his fucking coat. You let him feed you, cling to you, and follow you around like a scorn dog. He is doing it all without courting you.
This is absurd. What will the pack think about you if you continue this foolish behavior?â
Jungkook uttered the words venomously and without hesitation.
âI. donât. care.â
TĂ e gritted out each word.
It's not like he has a good reputation in the pack to begin with. SeojĂ´Ă´n is kind and caring; whatâs wrong with TĂ e getting some affection from him? Is it necessary for him to be unhappy all of the time because he is a beta? Is this what Jungkook desires?
Did he want to show him his place? Is that how he thinks about me? His thoughts made him churn inside.
"Now you want to sleep with that alpha?" Jungkook let out a cold laugh.
"Do you think he will keep you forever? Let me tell you, no. Let it enter your thick skull. He will use you and throw you out. Thatâs what he wants, and you are letting him play with you.
Why are you doing this? for some attention from that alpha bastard. You are nothing like the Tae I know."
This is how you see me? Is that all I am to youâa disposable item? Hurt flashed through Tae's eyes. He felt the agony of the beautiful scenes he painted with JungkĂ´Ă´k
going colourless with the feelings of betrayal and sadness. He felt his mind clogging with bitterness and hate, making him numb and cold. He stopped resisting the alpha and submitted to him without any ounce of resistance, falling on his knees on the ground.
JungkĂ´Ă´k jumped back in shock when realisation hit him, and he forced TĂ e into submission.
âTĂ e⌠Oh my god⌠look at me... I am sorryâ
JungkĂ´Ă´k begged, but TĂ e simply stayed there, head bowed, shoulders slumped.
âWHAT THE HELL?â
JungkĂ´Ă´k startled by the sudden voice from behind. Bogum was there, looking at JungkĂ´Ă´k in fury, along with SeojĂ´Ă´n.
âHyung.. I⌠â
JungkĂ´Ă´k tried to explain, but Bogum ignored him and rushed towards TĂ e, who was already on the verge of collapsing.
âTĂ e, baby⌠â
Bogum called him softly.
âHyun.. â
Mr. KĂŽm, NamjĂ´Ă´nâs father, looked at Bogum helplessly.
âYou should understand that in this situation we can only punish an alpha pack member if he forces an omega into submission. We donât have any rules for betas. So technically, I canât punish JungkĂ´Ă´k according to our law
even if he was wrong.â
Mr. Kim sighed, making alpha JeĂ´n smirk.
âIt must be that beta's fault. He may have agitated JungkĂ´Ă´kâs alpha; otherwise, this wouldnât have happened. Jungkook is such a calm and well-mannered alpha.â
Mr. JeĂ´n pointed out that the other pack members present agreed.
âStill, I want JungkĂ´Ă´k to apologise to TĂ ehyung. I donât condone the action of forcing someone into submission as a good thing.â
Mr. KĂŽm reasoned as he looked at JungkĂ´Ă´k, who stood there silently.
âI will.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k agreed without any hesitation.Â
"There's no need," Bogum said, "I don't need you anywhere near him. You will stay away.â
Bogum stated in a cold voice.
âI will submit the pack transfer form for TĂ e and I soon after I find a pack suitable for us. Please approve it. Thatâs all we need.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k looked horrified at Bogum.
TĂ e can't move away from them; no, he canât let that happen.
âHyung, I am sorry. I was not in my right mind. Please donât.â
He pleaded, but Bogum didnât budge.
âJungkĂ´Ă´kie is right Bogum-ssi, please donât leave just because of this petty matter. You are a good doctor and our pack's most valuable asset. You canât abandon the pack that gave you everything for some beta. Donât do it.â
Mr. JeĂ´n arrogantly told. Mr. KĂŽm shook his head in disapproval.
âYou are no one to tell me what to do, Mr. JeĂ´n and about the pack provided me with care, it was not out of pity. You acquired our pack land and added it to your territory.
Should I speak about the wealth you gained from my almost destroyed pack? You think I don't remember it because I was the sole survivor of that disaster. I am of legal age; I can easily get it back under our pack law and build a pack of my own.
I am not doing it out of respect for Mr. KĂŽm here. So donât tell me about freely sheltering me.â
Bogum looked at Mr. JeĂ´n pointedly.
âNow, excuse me. I have to look after the only person I care about in the whole world.â
Bogum went out of the head alpha's office without looking back.
âI hope you fix it as soon as possible, JungkĂ´Ă´k. I guess you know what you did was wrong, unlike some people here.â
Mr. KĂŽm told JungkĂ´Ă´k glaring at Mr. JeĂ´n for making the issue more complicated.
âI know and I will fix it. I am sorry for causing trouble.â
TĂ e for hours, but nothing had come. As a doctor, he knows it may be an aftereffect of forced submission too, and TĂ e will recover after a day of rest. But itâs painful to watch the only person he considers family suffer from others' wrongdoings.
Bogum wiped his eyes before closing TĂ eâs room. He let out a growl when he saw JungkĂ´Ă´k and NamjĂ´Ă´n outside the hut. JungkĂ´Ă´k was kneeling in the rain on the cold ground. NamjĂ´Ă´n was trying to talk him out of this, but KĂ´Ă´k was not ready to move an inch away.
âI told you to stay away.â
Bogum tried to control his spiking anger.
âHe just wants to see TĂ e and apologise to him. He was kneeling here for hours. He is punishing himself for his actions. Please give him a chance.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n spoke softly.
âTĂ e is not in a good state to meet him now. He is in shock. Please leave; donât make his recovery more difficult. I donât know how he will react if he sees him again.â
Bogum said as he glared at JungkĂ´Ă´k.
and through that, he wanted him to learn how to treat others without prejudice.
âWere you serious when you informed the pack leader we are moving packs? â
âWho told you this? â
Bogum asked instead.
âThe omega who came to drop off my food told me it's a pity that you are moving away because you are the best doctor they have.â
TĂ e said, and Bogum cursed internally. When will this pack stop meddling?
âI was serious. I wanted to find a more suitable pack for us. The one with less prejudice against sub-genders.â
Bogum told the truth.
âYou know thatâs not easy, right? Wherever we go, it will be the same or maybe worse. Letâs not move, hyung. This is where we are from,
and I think we should stay here. I will be more cautious with others.â
Bogum looked at TĂ e with worry.
âThis is what I donât want you to do, TĂ e. Putting yourself last for the sake of others. You are a beta, but itâs not an inconvenience or a curse. You are just unique.
âHe will come around, KĂ´Ă´k.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n tried to assure him, but JungkĂ´Ă´k knows TĂ e is slowly drifting away from them.
âHe wonât even make eye contact, hyung.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k sounded so devastated.
âYou should understand. When you forced submission on him,
it broke the thread of trust between you. It's difficult once it breaks."
NamjĂ´Ă´n reasoned.
âItâs not KĂ´Ă´kâs fault his alpha was agitated. TĂ e should understand.â
JĂŽn mumbled, making NamjĂ´Ă´n angry.
âSo you are going to ignore the mistake by blaming it on our nature. I donât know why you are telling TĂ e he should understand. Do you say the same if someone forces submission on you or JimiĂą? I guess not, because you will show the omega card then. I'm not sure how we,
the people, were so disgusted with our packs' heinous behaviour toward betas; became worse than them. I'm really disappointed in the fact that I never realised what was going on. If I had foreseen this before, I would never have introduced TĂ e to you all.
He would have been fine with me as his only friend. I hope you think it through. TĂ e is a beta, and that doesnât give KĂ´Ă´k the right to go feral on him. I donât know about others, but for me, itâs a terrible mistake, and I appreciate it if you genuinely apologise to TĂ e or beg
for his forgiveness. He is not just a sub-gender; he is our best friend first and foremost."
NamjĂ´Ă´n looked pointedly at everyone before walking away.
I will be back after feeding two hungry monsters
try to breathe
âI donât mean it in a bad way. I was not making Tae's feelings seem less relevant. I didnât think it through. At first, we were careful not to make him feel bad for being a beta, but somehow we hurt him more because of it. Now, our friendship has become scattered,
and JĂ´Ă´nie is angry too. I've never seen him so mad before. He was always a calm and composed person. I guess we were terrible enough to make him snap. â
JĂŽn tried to explain. He is feeling regret that he could have handled the situation better.
They were too concerned with not hurting TĂ e, so that made them careless about it too.Â
âThis is why NamjĂ´Ă´n is the next pack leader. He is righteous and honest. He is right to call us out on our sh*t. I also think the same, and we also owe an apology to TĂ e.
Recently, we have been treating him like an outsider. It was not deliberate, but we did unconsciously get caught up in the gender norms going on here in the pack. We had forgotten that he was also a friend with feelings. We should correct it before we loses him as our friend.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi also expressed his guilt and remorse over the recent events.
âI am feeling really bad for making him feel like that. We should have known what we said would affect him the most.â
HĂ´seĂ´k sighed. JimiĂą was feeling the most guilty out of them all, and he was silently crying
âI am the most terrible one here. I donât know if he will ever hear me out or forgive me for what I did. But I need to somehow talk to him, hyung otherwise he wonât know. â
So today there is a pack festival, and everyone was celebrating near the bonfire with traditional dance and songs, and JungkĂ´Ă´k was on the search for TĂ e. He was not in his room. Bogum denied telling him where TĂ e was. He understands Bogum's anger. He is just protective.
So JungkĂ´Ă´k decided to go to the one place that meant a lot to TĂ e and him. The bamboo forest is near the territory. The place where they spent most of their childhood together: away from everyone; it was a place that felt like home.
He walked through the narrow pathway in between the meadows and greenery. The weather was getting colder, and the daylight was getting dimmer. The sky was partially cloudy, and there was wind. Then Jungkook noticed Tae standing by the side of a small stream
that ran through the bamboo forest. TĂ e looked lost watching the bamboos move through the wind. He looked so sad and lonely. JungkĂ´Ă´k's heart was broken by how solemn he appeared.
âTĂ e.â
Jungkook called but quickly regretted it when he saw the boy flinch as he was startled by his voice.
"Are you here to force me to submit or to make me realise I'm just a useless beta?"
TĂ e broke the silence with piercing words that went straight to JungkĂ´Ă´kâs heart.
âI am not.. â
JungkĂ´Ă´k attempted to explain, but TĂ e refused.
âYou donât want to waste your time. I understand I am a misfit in your pack. I wonât be meddling in your affairs anymore or planning to get myself involved with your pack mates. Let me just live here. I assure you, you wonât even feel my presence. You can rest easy.â
TĂ e sighed and started walking away, not even looking at JungkĂ´Ă´k.
"Can't you just look at me for a second? Do I look so awful in your eyes that I have to beg for a glance.â
Jungkook's voice cracked with emotion. TĂ e halted but didnât turn.
âI am not worthy of looking at you, alpha. After all, I'm just a beta. I donât understand your social etiquette, nor do I fit in. So why are you asking this? â
TĂ eâs voice was cold and distant. JungkĂ´Ă´k wanted to hug him, but he knows he lost his rights.
âI never thought you were a mere beta, TĂ e. For me, you are always my TĂ e.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k's word made TĂ e let out a chuckle and turn back.
"What do you want from me now, to sprout such lies? â
âI want you to understand.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k breathed out.
âRight⌠I am a beta, and I donât understand. You've said it before. No need to jab it; I get your point.â
TĂ eâs voice laced with disappointment and pain.
âNo You Donât Get It.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k raised his voice in desperation.
âAnd I have to say itâs because you are a beta.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k voice trembled.
TĂ e looked down, defeated, and there it was, a beta once more.
âIf thatâs what you want, I will go away. I will move away from here as soon as possible. â
TĂ e's voice was weak and mumbled.
âI donât want you to go away. Thatâs the last thing I want. I want you to understand⌠â
JungkĂ´Ă´k pleaded.
âI said I did. Now leave me alone.â
TĂ e spoke venomously, tired of everything.
âI Want You To Understand That You Are My Mate And You Couldnât Recognize It Because You Are A Beta, TĂ e.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k shouted, which resonated inside the silent bamboo forest.
âI said you are my mate. You donât recognise it because of our nature. You donât know how much I yearn for you every day. How badly I want to hold you! how badly I have to control my alpha when I am around you. I wanted to tell you, but I donât know if you believe me.
I was looking for information, and I wondered if you could sense it as well. I really wanted you to feel how I feel about you. I never meant you were a misfit; I was simply trying to tell you something you wouldnât understand because of our fucked up biology.
Its not your fault, never your fault, my love. â
JungkĂ´Ă´k slowly walked towards TĂ e, who was still frozen by JungkĂ´Ă´kâs sudden declaration.
Now I dropped the bĂ´mb I will be back after making dinner...
Enjoy the double frustration
âBut you told me I was a use-and-throw.â
TĂ e mumbled insecurely.
"No, sweet heart, I was just jealous and possessive, and I let my anger and frustration get to me. I said some stupid, fu*ked up things. I am sorry. You never asked for my scented
clothes for your heat or wore anything of mine, then one day you started to wear SeojĂ´Ă´n's, and you even smelled like him. I donât like it; in fact, I hated how he could touch you easily while all I can do is long for you. I know what I said was unforgivable and childish.
I regret saying those and accidentally making you submit. It was never my intention. I was so enraged that I let my alpha take control of me. I am sorry it hurt you badly. â
Despite his instincts screaming at JungkĂ´Ă´k to hug their mate, he kept his distance.
He was aware that TĂ e was hurt, confused, and possibly in disbelief.
âYou donât feel sad that I am a beta.â
It hurts JungkĂ´Ă´k how sad TĂ e sounds; itâs all because of his stupidity. It wouldnât have happened if he had been more careful.
Now he hurt his mate so badly that it made him doubt himself.
âNever love. I love how you are unique and the only one for me. You are my TĂ e nothing else matters.â
TĂ e started crying and hugging himself.
JungkĂ´Ă´k just stayed there and watched his mate's agonising cry helplessly. He doesnât know if he could touch or comfort TĂ e without letting out his alpha, who has been desperate for their mate for years. He is afraid it will cause another slit in their already
shaken relationship. When TĂ e calmed down, they both sat down near the stream. It was getting dark, but there was moonlight.
âI still⌠â
TĂ e doesnât know what to say; he has a lot to process and needs time.
âI know you are still processing everything and need time,
but please donât shut me out.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k knows he is asking for more than he deserves, but he is afraid of losing control like that again. He sighed in relief when TĂ e nodded. They stayed there in silence for a long time until they had to go back.
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ko-fi.com/mickminTĂ e asked curiously. Bogum smiled before showing him the herb: "This is called Withania somnifera; itâs a herb that helps to calm our brain, is good for reducing swelling, and is good for our immune system."
"Thatâs good, but I donât think anyone could take it when it smells like that."
TĂ e made a funny face, making Bogum laugh.
"Donât worry, tiger, I am making supplements with these too, which can be easily swallowed."
"No thanks. I will just live fine without it."
TĂ e shook his head and sat down on the wooden stool nearby.
âYou didnât come here to study herbs, did you? â
Bogum asked while changing the paste to a tray to dry it.
â I couldnât sleep yesterday.â
TĂ e mumbled, which made Bogum halt, then he quickly cleaned his hands to check Tae's temperature.
âYou donât have any fever. Wait here. I will make some camellia tea. It will help you relax.â
Bogum quickly started preparing tea. TĂ e looked at the infirmary, which is a bit messy as Bogum is clearing out old herbs and replacing them with new ones. He even labelled some glass
jars with a name and date.
"Here, drink it. I donât have your strawberry muffins, so instead, eat some honey cookies. Itâs delicious.â
TĂ e started to take small sips of the tea. It had a refreshing aroma and feel.
The honey cookies were indeed delicious; he wondered who made them, but he shrugged it off.
âTell me now, tiger. I had a hunch itâs about JungkĂ´Ă´k.â
Bogum encouraged him with a small smile.
âHow do you know?"
TĂ eâs eye widens in surprise.
âFrom childhood, he has had an effect on you. It was like your world mostly revolves around him. You never care what others say or do to you in this pack because he is there for you. Always, like two peas in a pod.â
TĂ e knows what Bogum says is true.
They were so close, and yes, JungkĂ´Ă´kâs words affected him the most because KĂ´Ă´k was the only one who cared for him the most. Even when the seasons change, he always has the same warmth, but when do they start to change?
âAfter his presentation as an alpha, you distanced yourself from him."
Bogum's reply made TĂ e realise he had voiced out his thought aloud.
"What do you mean, Hyung? â
TĂ e titled his head in confusion.
âHe used to scent mark you since childhood. It was feeble for you, but I could recognise it even though his scent was not prominent then. But after his presentation,
you started smelling more like yourself than him. You stopped wearing his clothes, which was kind of weird because you loved wearing his linen shirts."
TĂ e let out an "oh" realising the reason.
âItâs because I told him not to scent me.â
âSo you donât like his scent anymore? â
Bogum asked thoughtfully, and TĂ e started squirming in his seat.
"No, it was the opposite. I loved his scent, but I had a crush on him. I didnât want my feelings to grow more than necessary for me to be heartbroken in the end when he finds his true mate.â
There was a light blush on his cheeks because he was embarrassed, and a brief sadness.
âThatâs the reason you wouldnât let him near you, and he started looking like a kicked puppy around you.â
Bogum snorted.
âI thought you hĂ ted him, yesterday you closed the door on his face.â
TĂ e was bristling at how calm Bogum was looking while talking about JungkĂ´Ă´k.
âI donât hĂ te him, but I do hĂ te his actions and words towards you. I want him to apologise to you too. But what I am genuinely confused about is why a person who has treated you like a gem since childhood spit out such horrible words and pushed you into submission.
I donât think of anything that could justify his actions.â
Bogum couldnât hide his disappointment.
âHe said we are mates."
TĂ e replied in a feeble voice, as if he was also uncertain of the fact that he just spoke.
The vulnerability and disbelief in his voice speak more volumes than anything else. Bogum looked so shocked at what TĂ e just told him, and he went silent and thoughtful, like he was trying to put some puzzle pieces together.
âHe told you that?â
Bogum asked after a long pause. He looked like he had come to some kind of conclusion, and it terrifies TĂ e for some reason. "What ifs" were always the ones he hĂ ted the most.
âYes, last night. He said he knew it for so long but was afraid I wouldnât believe him because of our biology. I was unaware and he was yearning for his mate for years. He said he was angry and jealous of my closeness with SeojĂ´Ă´n hyung and lost control of his alpha.â
Not everyone can access these details. When JungkĂ´Ă´k insisted on visiting here, he didnât know it was for this. Is it really possible for them to suppress their animal side, which is unpredictable in nature?
âI tried to suppress it for a long time, hyung.
I even exhausted myself to the point of falling sick to keep it on my toes, but I failed miserably. I did the one thing I never wanted to do. I hate myself for this.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k clutched his hair in frustration.
âMaybe thatâs what you did wrong, KĂ´Ă´k. You can tame your alpha, but suppressing it is utter foolishness. I thought you knew better.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n sounded so displeased with JungkĂ´Ă´kâs actions.
âI had no choice, hyung. When I found out he was my mate, I was so over the moon. I never wished for something more than him in my life, but at what cost? He couldnât even recognise me as his mate. He told me not to scent him or touch him after I was presented.
The little bit of relief my wolf was feeling to be close to him was gone, and my alpha took it as a rejection. You know how alpha wolves take rejection, and mine was devastated. I had to forcefully put my alpha on a leash, but I lost control in the end and hurt TĂ e badly.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k knows that blaming himself for the bad outcome will not magically fix the damage that has already been done. But losing control over a misconception on his part was eating him alive. God knows how he wishes to undo his terrible choice that he made unintentionally.
âYou should have informed me or our medical wing. You should have sought their support and guidance in these matters. They could have provided you with a suppressant if necessary or an alternative solution.â
âLike sleeping with an omega to satisfy my inner alpha... like hell I do that to my TĂ e. You know they wonât give me suppressant because it will affect my alpha badly. â
JungkĂ´Ă´k cut off JĂ´Ă´n's words aggressively.
"If that's the only way to satiate my alpha I am ready to take his rejection instead, but I am never going to betray him like that. I prefer to rot in pain over the loss of my mate rather than practically cheat on him. I canât go to the medical wing;
if the whip of this goes out and reaches my dad, they will do something to TĂ e. I canât let that happen. Itâs dangerous. You know my dad believes betas are unnatural, not our kindâsome kind of degenerate species. He wonât allow me to have TĂ e.â
NamjĂ´Ă´nâs eyes widen in realization. How does he forget about Mr. JeĂ´n's unconditional hate towards the betas? In fact, he is the one who is blocking his fatherâs attempt to change the pack laws.
After a thorough investigation, it was clear that Mr. JeĂ´n bribed the high council to never listen to their plea. But NamjĂ´Ă´n has faith in his father and believes he will find a way to clear this huge barricade in their way.
âWhat was your plan then?â
NamjĂ´Ă´n asked. If Jungkook was ready to go against his father, what was he planning to do? Itâs clear as day that Mr. JeĂ´n wouldnât have let them live peacefully within the pack.
âI wanted to try and find a way to convince TĂ e that I am his mate. I know he wonât believe it; even now he may have doubts. I was planning to run away with him if he ever accepted me.â
JungkĂ´Ă´k mumbled sadly.
Suddenly qrts are so silent like you guys expecting something bad to happen
âTo where? Are you even thinking clearly? That was the most dangerous and idiotic thing you ever told me. Going rogue is not a good solution, KĂ´Ă´k, especially because it will trouble TĂ e more. I canât blame him for not believing you because he never
considered himself a worthy mate of anyone. Our pack made him think like that. I wish I could do something to boost his confidence or implement even a small change in the laws to make him believe he is also a part of us. I failed him as a friend and a future alpha.â
which was believed to bring goodness and prosperity. He doesnât know why Mr. JeĂ´n asked him to meet in such a haunted place.
âAh! You came. I thought you were going to back away at the last minute.â
Mr. JeĂ´n smirked cockily.
âI was indeed planning to back out, but I know you will make mine and my family's lives miserable if I donât accept your plan.â
The hooded person replied without hiding his distaste.
âHonest as always, but you know this cheap honesty wonât fulfil your desires nor give your family a better life. You will just rot away as a useless servant of KĂŽm if you plan to continue this miserable path. It will be a real pity if you chose your loyalty over your betterment.â
Mr. JeĂ´n mocked, and he felt satisfied by the irritated reaction he got from his anonymous guest.
âHow do I know you will fulfil your promise even after everything? How can I ignore the fact that you are just using me as a stepping stone to gain the throne?â
Mr. JeĂ´n let out an amused chuckle.
âYou know I can use others too, right? But I picked you because of your son. He is beautiful, charming, and intelligentâa perfect candidate for the future luna. He is close to JungkĂ´Ă´k too.
I want them to mate in the future and rule this pack together; for that, I need your help.â
Mr. JeĂ´n tried to coax the person into working with him.
"I will help you only for my son's better future and make sure to protect my family if something goes wrong with your plan."
The hooded figure waited for Mr. JeĂ´nâs confirmation, then continued.
What do you want me to do for you? "
âI want you to start creating unnecessary stir in the pack, making them believe the moon goddess is angry at them and needs a sacrifice.â
Mr. JeĂ´n explained his plan in further details, which the hooded figure agreed to accomplish within a few weeks
without anyone finding out anything.
âWe wonât meet in secret anymore, so make sure to do everything neatly. I donât want anyone to get a glimpse of my plan. Act like you donât like me in front of everyone, like always.â
Mr. JeĂ´n instructed before dismissing the person. The hooded figure halted after a few steps and turned to Mr. JeĂ´n.
âWho is the sacrifice? â
His voice was laced with a hidden fear and anxiety.
Choose I promise it's for fun
"Jeez, you donât even have enough IQ for a self assessment.", Wooshik exclaimed, making Hyungsik want to retort, but SeojĂ´Ă´n held him back, sending an apology look to Bogum.
TĂ e was watching them bicker with wide eyes. He knows Wooshik; he is pretty famous in college as a smart
and gorgeous omega. Hyungsik is a famous jock at their college and a heartthrob. It is also famous that both of them donât get along. Well, he can see why now. He sighed; he didn't understand why Bogum had brought them all into his room.
âThatâs enough. Please put aside your petty fight because I need your unbiased opinion to help Taehyungie here.â
Bogum clapped his hands as a warning to stop bickering.
âWhy do you think I am not biased? â, Wooshik asked.
âBecause you have a no-filter mouth.â
Hyungsik mumbled, making Woo snarl, âBetter than you, gigolo sweet talker.â
âFor the love of God, stop. Please help them. I will buy you dinner for a week.â
SeojĂ´Ă´n offered. He just wanted them to be corporate somehow.
âMake it two weeks; I am in.â
Wooshik agreed.
âIntroduce me to some pretty omegas instead. I will help. â
Hyungsikâs reply made Woo scoff, but both finally came to an agreement to help.
âSo let me tell you why I called you here.â, SeojĂ´Ă´n started, and others looked at him, saying, âWoo is my friend and classmate. His research about mate bonds includes the topic of betas too. So he is a smart expert to help us clear our doubts.â
TĂ e and Bogum let out an amazed
"oh" while Hyungsik snorted.
Wooshik ignored him and said, âOf course I am the second best smartest person in our university and the pack.â
âYou are second! That's funny. Whoâs the best then? â, Hyungsik asked.
âKĂŽm NamjĂ´Ă´n exists.â
Wooshik said with a duh tone.
SeojĂ´Ă´n sighed before continuing, âI asked Hyungsik to come so he could explain how alphas feel about mates and rejection.â
âHas he done some research about the said topic? â, Woo asked surprised.
âNo, in fact, I got rejected by my mate. So I can say how it feels.
I guess personal experience is better than some assumed research anyway.â
Hyungsik replied, this time with less playfulness; instead, he sounded sad and distant. Woo just nodded, suddenly feeling bad for the alpha. He knows alphas suffer a hard time with rejection,
especially one-sided. Their wolves will be in agony and pain. Omegas can move on easily by getting mated to another alpha quickly, but alpha wolves do take their time to mourn for their losses.
âBefore that, promise me that whatever we discuss here, you have to keep it to yourself.â
Bogum requested everyone, and they promised him.
âSo who is going to start? â
Wooshik asked, and everyone tuned to TĂ e.
TĂ e started telling about what happened and JungkĂ´Ă´k's declaration of being his mate. He only hid the part where he hurt himself.
âThatâs some rude-ass friends you have there? â
Hyungsik pointed this out once TĂ e finished his explanation.
âNot necessarily.â, Woo cut him off as usual.
âHow the hell? â
Hyungsik canât believe it.
âAccording to what TĂ ehyung said, he was sad and angry, and on top of that, he got hurt when JungkĂ´Ă´k supported them. Itâs because TĂ ehyung only cares about JungkĂ´Ă´kâs opinion and not the others. When we get hurt, it's natural for us to think the whole world is against us.
Those conversations may have been harmless then, but the scenario changed according to new circumstances.â
Woo explained.
âStop going all nerd on me for a simple sentence.â
Hyungsik tried to chid Woo but got ignored again.
âAbout the mates, it may be true.â
Woo observed others making surprised sounds, especially TĂ e.
âFirst of all, JungkĂ´Ă´k has no reason to lie to you. Do you think he is the type to lie to sleep with you?â, Woo asked TĂ e, and the beta shook his head. No, JungkĂ´Ă´k wonât do that to him. TĂ e thought.
âHere, see this. The next important factor is that the mating bite will disappear after a day if you are not his true mate. It only stays permanent if you are real mates, unlike the alpha-omega bond.â
Wooshik showed them his notes based on old transcripts he acquired from the royal library. He gained access because his father is a high council member. Bogum took it and read it carefully. It was about the story of a beta girl, who had unique beauty, so the pack's alpha
mated her forcefully, but the mark disappeared the next day, making her a sinner in front of the whole pack. Not knowing the real reason behind this incident she was offered as a sacrifice to the moon goddess.
âDo you think this is real? â
Bogum wondered.
âThis is from the scrolls that record the details of the ancient custom of offering sacrifices. They wrote it down as a horrible sin from the beta. I deduced the facts by comparing this with other details I collected on this matter.â
Wooshik shared other facts he collected.
âThis is a pile of bullcrap. Seriously, they were all a bunch of morons to believe in these.â
Hyungsik couldnât control his anger.
âI think we are reading the major reason why the betas started to get hatred in the first place. I think itâs because of this very incident.â
SeojĂ´Ă´n pointed this out thoughtfully. Then the realisation hit others, making them look at the details again.
TĂ eâs attention was on the picture Wooshik copied from that old bookâa very delicately beautiful girl. She looked so young. He traced his fingers through the picture as if trying to feel the pain she had gone through. Itâs really unfair to blame her for his misery.
He knows it was never her fault to begin with; it was peopleâs greed and narrow-minded mentality that were the real cause.
âShe was pretty, right? I tried to grasp every detail of the picture in that scroll, but I still think she was more beautiful than this,
a pure beauty thatâs hard to capture through mere brush strokes.â
Wooshik exclaimed, making TĂ e think how talented the omega is to copy something like this.
âBut I think JungkĂ´Ă´k is having a hard time if he is really TĂ ehyungâs mate.â
Hyungsik spoke suddenly.
âWhat makes you say that? â
SeojĂ´Ă´n asked, confused.
âTĂ ehyung canât recognise his mate, but JungkĂ´Ă´k can, so he is going through a one-sided connection that
has no guarantee of return. His alpha must be feeling sad and miserable, so the animal side will try to push the human side to get what they want.â
Hyunshik explained what he thought.
"Thatâs why he was training so hard every day in the pack training grounds. I always wondered why he was so hard on himself."
SeojĂ´Ă´n exclaimed.
"So the accidental forcing into submission makes sense now."
Wooshik observed.
"How? "
Bogum asked.
"He may have tried something to suppress his alpha for a long time, but something may have triggered it on that day to go out of control. I think it was not intentional."
I will continue tomorrow as I am feeling sad about Jinnie but I am so proud of him. A warm hug for armies and especially for Jin stans. You guys took the first strike. Stay strong. Fighting. Love you all. I am going to study
Things were getting out of hand because the paddy field was ready to harvest, so the dried hay straws made the fire burn down everything in its path in a short period of time. It was like the flames were gobbling up the field like a hungry monster.
The heavy northern wind
was assisting it like a dance around the masquerade.Â
"TĂ e, stay here with Wooshik; we will go help the guards.â
Bogum told him before running towards the guards, who, along with SeojĂ´Ă´n and Hyungsik, were trying to use water to defuse the spreading flames.
âThis wonât work. The wind is getting stronger. We will lose most of our crops if we donât do something now.â
Wooshik said in a frantic voice. Then TĂ e saw NamjĂ´Ă´n running towards the spot. He can see the worry and horror in his face.
TĂ e went towards him and said, âHyung, we have to try some other method to stop spreading the fire, otherwise it will destroy everything.â
âYes, the wind is spreading the fire massively.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n looked around to find new ways to prevent it.
âHow about cutting the grass and plants in the next field? It may help us control the spread.â
TĂ e suggested it, and NamjĂ´Ă´n instructed the guards to start cutting the plants and grasses.
âBreak the barricade of the reservoir pond on the uphill. Let the water flow through the canals.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n ordered, and some guards ran towards the uphill.
âWouldnât flooding it destroy the crops in the fields too?â
Mr. KĂŽm asked with worry.
âFlooding the fields with water is better than fire burning down everything. We may have to overwork ourselves for a few days to harvest the crops,
but it is the only fast solution we have right now. The canals will act like temporary fire breaks when they get filled with water. We have to do whatever it takes to slow down a wide spread. It will be dangerous if it starts to spread into the forest area.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n said before rushing towards the fields to remove the blockade of the side canals to get the water flowing faster.
âTĂ e, letâs go help, NamjĂ´Ă´n. We donât have enough people here.â
Wooshik held TĂ eâs hands and went to help NamjĂ´Ă´n. Mr. KĂŽm went to arrange the necessary aids for their assistance.
As time went on, many of the pack members joined them for help, except for Mr. JeĂ´n, who was standing near the sandalwood forest with another council member, Haewan.
âTsk tchâŚThey are succeeding.â
Mr. JeĂ´n gritted his teeth.
âDonât worry. The fire successfully destroyed half the crops. It already put a big dent in our winter food reserve. Leader KĂŽm will be in crisis when the winter comes; we donât have any time to grow new crops anymore.â
Haewan assured.
âIt was necessary to destroy everything for our plan.â
Mr. JeĂ´n argued, and Haewan nodded in understanding.
âLetâs go join them, otherwise they will be suspicious.â
They both ran towards the field like they were worried about the situation, but they did nothing to prevent the fire from spreading, just acting like they were helping here and there.
Mr. JeĂ´nâs eyes followed TĂ ehyung like a hawk. When he saw the beta trying to open the barricade of the canal near a heap of hay, his eyes gleamed with something dangerous. He nudged Haewan, pointing at the stack of hay and the beta,
making the other alpha move discreetly towards TĂ e. He carefully lit up a part of the dried grass and moved away quickly. The fire started to burn up the hay stack so fast.
âwahhh⌠â
Warning mention of fire accident
TĂ e hissed when he felt the sudden heat of the fire burning his back lightly. He turned around and saw the fire burning down the hay stack in a quick retreat.
âAhhhhh.. â
TĂ e closed his eyes and cried out loud when he saw a block of hay bundles on fire falling down on him. But instead of getting into fire, he was pushed into the canal by a black, big wolf, making the fire bundles fall on the wolf instead. The beast roared when the fire touched
its body, but he shook it away quickly and jumped into the canal with TĂ e as the wolf saw the water from the uphill reservoir rushing towards TĂ e at a rapid speed that can crash anything in its path.
The tĂ e wolf covered TĂ e with its giant body when the water crashed into them, blocking the blow with his body and protecting TĂ e from getting hurt. When the water calmed down, TĂ e opened his eyes to find the wolf lying on him, whimpering.
He saw the wolf has burn marks here and there because the fur was burned away. His eyes widen when he recognises the familiar scent.
âJungkĂ´Ă´kie... â "Oh, my god."
but they really saved the other half of the paddy fields.
âWhat happened? â
Mr. KĂŽm asked the guard when he saw the horror in his face.
âSomething terrible happened. Alpha JeĂ´n's son got critically hurt, saving the beta.â
âHow? Is he alright? â
Mr. KĂŽm inquired, worried. Bogum, SeojĂ´Ă´n, and Hyungsik stood up and came close to them when they heard hurt and beta.
âIs TĂ e okay? â
Bogum asked frantically, not bearing the thought of losing the only person for whom he cared in the whole universe. Let him be safe, please. He prayed silently.
âThe beta is okay, but the alpha JeĂ´nâs son took the blow instead of him. He is still lying there unconscious.â
The guard explained briefly.
âWhy is he lying there? Why are you not taking him to the medical wing? He needs help.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n raised his voice in despair.
âThe thing is... the thing is..."
The guard stuttered.
âSpit it out, now.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n growled.
âThe beta transformed into its wolf form and was not letting anyone near the alpha. It's gone feral, and its eyes are blazing in gold.
Everyone is afraid to get closer after he clawed a guard who tried to take the alpha away.â
The guard breathed out in one breath, making everyone freeze in disbelief.
A beta transformed into its wolf form and went feral; thatâs shocking because it never happened before and there was no record of it either. Beta wolves are usually calm, so they looked at each other in disbelief.
âI never heard about a beta wolf with golden eyes. It's usually green.â
SeojĂ´Ă´n blurted out.
âThe main problem is that Alpha JeĂ´n is ordering us to kĂll the beta wolf. Please come with me.â
The guard's statement made everyone alert, and they quickly ran towards the spot.
âThis is hell. â
Hyungsik mumbled when he saw some guards trying to stab the beta wolf with some spheres. But the wolf is snarling at them, majestically dodging the strikes.
âSTOPâ
Mr. KĂŽm roared, making the guards move backwards in fear.
âWho gave you permission to hurt him?"
Mr. KĂŽm asked in anger, making the guards cower away.
âI gave them permission. Can't you see that vile creature is not letting us take away my son?"
Mr. JeĂ´n responded equally angry.
âKilling TĂ ehyung is not the right way to get JungkĂ´Ă´k back. You should think before you do these kinds of horrible things.â
Mr. KĂŽm shook his head in disappointment.
âThen be that wise person and retrieve my son from it.â
Mr. JeĂ´n mocked.
âLet me try. TĂ e will listen to me.â
Bogum came forward, glaring at Mr. JeĂ´n while speaking to Mr. KĂŽm.
âPlease be careful.â
Mr. KĂŽm agreed, making Mr. JeĂ´n scoff, âIf you fail, I will use archers to kĂll that freak.â
Mr. JeĂ´n warned Bogum.
âYou wonât do anything. If something happens to TĂ e, I will finish off you and your son myself. I have nothing to lose. Mind it.â
Bogum thundered before moving towards JungkĂ´Ă´k and TĂ e.
Bogum took a deep breath to calm down. He stopped walking when the beta wolf snarled at him.
âTĂ e, can you hear me? I am Bogumie. Just sniff on my hand.â
Bogum requested it in a soothing tone.
The wolf looked at him warily but reluctantly sniffed Bogum's hand. The wolf nuzzled his hand when he recognised him and whined lowly.
âPlease let me take him to the medical wing. He needs immediate medical care. I assure you that I will do my best to save your mate. Trust me.â
Bogum whispered only to the wolf.
Everyone looked at the scene curiously except Mr. JeĂ´n, who was signalling the archer to finish off the beta wolf once Bogum took JungkĂ´Ă´k away.
Beta wolf whimpered and licked Bogumâs hand as if agreeing to him.
Bogum kissed the wolf's head before carrying the alpha wolf towards the infirmary with the help of NamjĂ´Ă´n, followed by the beta wolf.
They were all startled when they heard a commotion; it was YĂ´Ă´ngi beating an archer who was aiming at the beta wolf.
âYou pathetic fuçker.."
YĂ´Ă´ngi kicked the archer while others tried to pull him away.
it was staggering while walking. JĂ´Ă´n immediately picked up the wolf and placed it near JungkĂ´Ă´k on the cot. The beta wolf whined and rubbed his head against the alpha wolf. Bogum started preparing herbs for burning wounds first.
He cleaned the burned area of the alpha wolf and applied some aluvera gel along with a healing herbal paste. Then he checked JungkĂ´Ă´k thoroughly.
âHow is his fracture?â
NamjĂ´Ă´n was concerned.
"Fortunately, there were no major broken bones, only some small fractures. It will heal naturally, but till then he has to stay in his wolf form. It will be risky if he tries to shift now.
I will give him some herbal tonics when he regains consciousness. It will help enhance the healing process. It will take a week for him to recover fully; his wolf is in a very weak state. As for the burn marks, they're already healing, and they wonât leave any marks
because of the herbal paste. I wonât suggest moving him to his home because it may make his injury worse. We can move him to one of the medical huts nearby to provide him with better care."
Bogum assured him, and then he noticed how the beta wolf was slowly losing consciousness.
He immediately checked the wolf, as he noticed some blood patches on its fur. His eyes widen in horror when he gets a closer look at the wound.
âNamjĂ´Ă´n, can you please wait outside?â
JĂ´Ă´n looked at Bogum questioningly but didnât voice out his thoughts. He nodded in response and moved towards the door.
Bogum cleaned the area thoroughly to inspect the wound one more time. The sphere may have slit his body. He thought.
He scrawled when he saw the wound was getting bluish. They used silver blades on him, those pathetic fuçkers. Bogum clenched his fist in anger.
Everyone knows silver is harmful to wolves; it will act like a slow poison. They only use those weapons to fight rogues;
he doesnât understand why they used them against TĂ e, who was a pack member; according to the law, it was forbidden to use any silver weapons against members of the same pack.
He doesnât know if he should keep this information to himself or notify Mr. KĂŽm because whatever happened, itâs not a coincidence or mistake but a deliberate attempt to harm TĂ e, but why? Is there something he is missing that he should remember?
He shook the negative thoughts away and quickly made a special herbal paste to apply to TĂ eâs wound, which only helps beta. He remembers his mother teaching him this when he was young, for his sister.
He caressed the beta wolfâs head fondly, who was now sleeping curled around the alpha wolf, and said, "I have only you, so Hyung will protect you with my life. I promise."
Bogum decided to keep the information about the use of silver weapons to himself because he didnât know who he could trust in the pack. He needs to find the reason immediately. Maybe Wooshik can help him with it.
âTĂ e got a small cut from the sphere, I patched it up. He will be fine soon.â
Bogum tried to keep his expression even.
âThatâs a relief. I will inform dad and Mr. JeĂ´n of the good news.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n smiled, but it dimmed when he heard what Bogum said next.
âMake sure to tell them there will be no visitors allowed here, including his family, just for today.â
Bogum instructed before going back to check on TĂ e; he didnât explain further, just dismissing NamjĂ´Ă´n with a polite smile.
He looked at how the veins around the area of the wound were starting to get darker, making it look like black tree branches.
âOh my goodness, this is bad.â
âDonât shout at him. You are lashing out at the wrong guy here. He said what Bogum informed him, which you should obey because he is the doctor. He must have valid reasons to do so.â
Mr. KĂŽm rubbed his temple in frustration.
âBut he said I couldnât visit my own son to check on his welfare. This is ridiculous.â
Mr. JeĂ´n was angry beyond words.
âBogum Hyung said no visitors were allowed today. You can visit tomorrow. It may be because of the burn wounds. He doesnât want it to get infected.
Itâs only a day.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n tried his best to make Mr. JeĂ´n understand. That did the trick. Mr. JeĂ´n reluctantly agreed before storming out of the room.
âDay by day, he is getting out of hand, and it irks me for some reason.â
Mr. KĂŽm mumbled.
âItâs good you have patience; if it were me, I would have thrown him out of the pack any day.â
They both turned to the new voice that had entered the room. Mr. MĂŽn; YĂ´Ă´ngi's father came in with his son, whose knuckles were bruised.
âI came to resolve the issue my beloved son caused.â
Mr. MĂŽn sighed as he pointed at YĂ´Ă´ngi.
âI punched that bĂ stard because he tried to kĂll TĂ e. Itâs not a big issue.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi retorted but looked away when his father glared at him.
âI understand
you prevented a big mishap, but beating that guard to deĂ th, thatâs unacceptable. You have to learn to control your anger and also your alpha.â
Mr. MĂŽn warned then turned to Mr. KĂŽm and said, âI want you to give him a suitable punishment for what he has done. It will be a lesson
for the pack that they should not resolve things with sheer violence.â
âTell me you just hate the fact that I rescued a beta, and you want everyone to know by punishing me that itâs a crime to save a beta.â
YĂ´Ă´ngiâs snide words made everyone grasp in surprise.
âI am sad that you took it that way. I donât have any problem with your beta friend. I donât think Mr. KĂŽm here has no problem either. If we had, we wouldn't have let you hang around with him. We know TĂ ehyung is a good kid.
This is definitely not about rank; this is about control and dealing with things without violence. I donât condone such a barbaric act.â
Mr. MĂŽn shook his head.
âI think you misunderstood your father, YĂ´Ă´ngi. He was the one helping me present our plea about the law change, including betas, to the council. He was even angry that I let JungkĂ´Ă´k go without punishment for making TĂ e submit.â
Mr. KĂŽm clarified, making YĂ´Ă´ngi look shocked.
He knows his father is very strict because he is a renowned member of the high council. He just hated the fact they always put them on a pedestal in the name of law but never pointed a finger at Mr. JeĂ´n for his horrible acts. Everyone knows whose personal guard
tried to kĂll TĂ e. He finds this highly hypocritical.Â
âI may not be a doting father to you because of my strict nature, but that doesnât mean I am a bad guy. I just want you to live a good life,
and I am afraid your anger will cause us something big along the way. â
Mr. MĂŽn sighed.
âI will take the punishment, but promise me you will keep it to yourself.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi spoke softly, but there was a determined glint in his eyes.
âWhat if it gets out? Your alpha pride will hurt, or are you afraid the omega you are trying to impress will see your pitiful state?"
His father raised his eyebrow in a challenging manner. This is what he dislikes most about his father: always finding the absolute worst in him.Â
âItâs not about that; even if I am punished for beating the guard, the pack will still blame TĂ e for it.
I am afraid they are already badmouthing him for keeping JungkĂ´Ă´k from getting the treatment.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi's words made NamjĂ´Ă´n speak up, â I think YĂ´Ă´n is right. How about I supervise his punishment discreetly.â
Mr. KĂŽm accepted it and said YĂ´Ă´ngi has to suffer twenty whips
and a week of jail time according to pack law.
YĂ´Ă´ngi and NamjĂ´Ă´n bowed and left immediately without any objections. Mr. KĂŽm looked pointedly at Mr. MĂŽn.Â
"You should stop treating him like a culprit every time. He is your son, not an enemy.â
"You don't think I don't know that, but I have to do this for our pack. YĂ´Ă´ngi has to become someone reliable for NamjĂ´Ă´n in the future. We need to foresee things before something bad will strike us unexpectedly.â
Mr. MĂŽn's words were laced with intense agony and desperation.
"Whatever happened in the past. You were our strategist and not a fortune teller to predict Silver Moon Packs' misfortune.â
Mr. KĂŽm tried to console him, but Mr. MĂŽn shook his head and said, " If only I were a capable strategist, I could have prevented it.
I was so egoistic and arrogant about our strength that I forgot about filling the weak links in our defense. That caused the agonising demise of an entire pack, leaving only Bogum to survive.â
"We can't change the past or the fate of a person. We could only learn from our mistakes and move on. Please do one thing, my dear friend; please forgive yourself for that miserable past.â
windows were not anyone's cup of tea.
Mr. JeĂ´n seemed to be in deep thought, but he perked up like a delighted animal when the person he was waiting for entered the room.
âI hope you came bearing good news this time.â
Haewan can sense the snideness behind Mr. JeĂ´nâs comment,
but he ignores it for the time being and says, âIt was successful; when he shifts back to the human form, there will be visible black veins, which we can use against him.â
Mr. JeĂ´nâs face morphed into a sinister smile after hearing that.
âI canât wait for tomorrow; it will be a wonderful time to portrait that pathetic beta as a cursed being."
Mr. JeĂ´n seemed like he couldnât contain his happiness, with finally all his plots coming together to lead towards his victory.
âNow with those black veins in his body, there will be no way to prove he is not really cursed."
Haewan agreed, even though he was surprised when Mr. JeĂ´n proposed such an amazing idea.
âThatâs because no one knows it was the reaction he gets when he touches silver. The entire pack is going to support me instead of KĂŽm in this. The fire on the paddy field just started to turn them paranoid; by adding this, it will grow into a vengeful hatred towards the beta.
They will yearn for his demise.â
The glee on Mr. JeĂ´nâs face made Haewan proud of his friendâs evil-minded mentality.
It was a fantastic plan that first sowed seeds of fear in the pack members' hearts. Then give them a solid reason to believe the beta is cursed and he will bring the pack's doom soon if he is alive.
âI think everyone will trust us more because they saw the beta go feral, but I donât know why your son tried to save him even though that incident made our plan more concrete.â
Haewan pointed this out.
âHe is a halfwit. I donât know whose character he gotâcertainly not mine. He is so soft and kind, not very alpha-like; sometimes I want to rip his head off. Itâs like he is an alpha for the sake of the name. He wonât become strong if he is like this.
Thatâs why I want to destroy that beta guy he cares about the most and make him miserable. I will make him believe itâs because of his pathetic self that he couldnât save his so-called lovely best friend. It will make the beast inside him take control, and the fury dipped in
self-hatred will cause the rebirth of the tyrant alpha I need. Then it will be easy to get rid of the KĂŽms because they are the executioners of the beta, and thus I will make them the very first prey of JungkĂ´Ă´k's feral state."
Mr. JeĂ´n said as he traced an old scroll he obtained recently with a mirthful smile. Well, this is not the first time he threw a family member under the bridge for his personal motive.
âWhere did you find the silver that could cause such a reaction in the beta's blood? I have never heard anything like that even though I am a high council member.â
Haewan asked curiously, which made Mr. JeĂ´n laugh.
âItâs the scroll I obtained from my useless mother. She was a scholar of our pack and had a very good knowledge of betas. She wanted to present it to high council but couldnât because of the miserable fate of the Silver Moon Pack. Everyone was blaming Lena, the beta sister of
Bogum, at that time, so she hid these in her study. She was afraid everyone would not trust her and destroy her precious study materials. I found out because she was going to take these to Mr. MĂŽn for the sake of making a better life for that pathetic beta,
her beloved grandchild Jungkookieâs dearest friend.â
Mr. JeĂ´n scoffed.
âIs that why you put her in the pack dungeon, calling her crazy?"
Haewan looked like he was not even amused by Mr. JeĂ´nâs tactics.
âYes, I had to prevent her from destroying my years' worth of planning to take over this pack. It was easy to portray her as crazy by feeding her some herbs. Now even if she cries and tells the truth, no one will believe her.â
Mr. JeĂ´n poured himself a cup of strong rice wine and drank it in one go, as if it were a celebratory drink. Haewan refrained from drinking any because he didnât trust Mr. JeĂ´n enough to have a drink with him, who knows what may be in his evil mind.
âWait till he transforms into human form, then bring members of the High Council here to check on the beta. You can use his feral behaviour as an excuse. Just pretend to be surprised by the colour change of his vein, then everything will go as we planned.â
Mr. JeĂ´n instructed, and Haewan snickered, saying, âI canât wait for the drama to unfold. It will be such an entertainment to partake.â
He sighed when he saw the dawn was painting the sky with orange, red, and golden hues. He knows someone from the pack will visit him to help with shifting JungkĂ´Ă´k to the medical hut, so he quickly shifted TĂ e to another cot, which was behind a wooden
screen, is usually used for checking pregnant ladies or people who need to be treated in private. The wolf whined in sleep when he took it away from its mate, but fortunately it didnât wake up. He covered the beta wolf with a dark fleece and tucked the blanket well to
keep anyone from finding out about the black vein. He doesnât know how the pack will interpret this and doesn't want TĂ e to get into more trouble.
He continued to take care of TĂ e carefully, unaware of the fact that a group of high council members was on the way, led by none other than Haewan.
âGood morning, hyung.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n greeted Bogum with a pleasant smile, which made him flinch.
âGo.. good morning, JĂ´Ă´n.â
Bogum stuttered out, making NamjĂ´Ă´n frown in concern, âEverything okay? â
âYes.â, Bogum quickly clarified to avoid suspicion. He was saved from further questions when HĂ´seĂ´k appeared, asking, âJĂ´Ă´n, did you see YĂ´Ă´ngi anywhere? â
âAh! He is being sent away by my father and Mr. MĂŽn. Itâs confidential.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n tried to sound casual.
âOh! Man, canât he inform me before going? I was going to look for him. It's good you told me that.â
HĂ´seĂ´k sulked.
âWhy were you searching for him? â
âI was going to ask him to teach me some wood carving. He is good at it. I wanted to make a new table for my mother.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n nodded in response and asked, âWould you mind helping me shift JungkĂ´Ă´k to one of the medical huts? We need more people to help shift him carefully.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n asked to deviate from the conversation. He canât allow anyone to dig deep into finding YĂ´Ă´ngi.
âYes, I will. How is he though? â
HĂ´seĂ´k asked, looking at Bogum.
âHe will recover slowly; what he needs is a good rest to heal.â
Bogum assured. They helped him move Jungkook to the medical hut. JĂŽn and JimiĂą helped them set the room and bed.
Once everything is settled in the medical hut, Bogum rushes back to the infirmary, saying he needs to check on TĂ e. He turned down the request from others to visit TĂ e by saying he is still not in human form, so it will be unclear how he will react. NamjĂ´Ă´n agreed with him,
as he saw how the beta wolf only calmed down when Bogum went near it.
When Bogum reached there, TĂ e was already there in human form and was wearing a robe he got from the infirmary.Â
âOh my goodness, TĂ e, you are awake.â
Bogum hugged the beta tight.
âWhat happened, hyung? I donât remember much. I feel so tired.â
TĂ e replied softly.
âI will explain everything to you. First, you need to change into your clothes and eat something. You go to the bathroom and freshen up. I will bring your clothes.â
Bogum rushed him because the robe showed the dark veins on TĂ eâs hands. I need to make him cover it up before anyone sees it. Bogum thought. TĂ e nodded and went to take a bath in the washroom attached to the infirmary.
Bogum went to TĂ eâs room and got the clothes for him. He even went to Pack House to collect breakfast. San helped him get the food packed quickly. He thanked the omega before rushing back to the infirmary.
âHyung, hyung⌠hyung.. â
Bogum ran inside when he heard TĂ e's panicked voice from the bathroom.
âI am here, TĂ e. What happened?â
Bogum asked, worried.
âHyung, there is this dark pattern on my body. I swear it was not there before.â
TĂ e was sounding so confused and worried.
âDonât worry, dearâŚâ, he said, pausing for a second to think if he should really tell the truth or not. He doesnât want to make TĂ e frightened, but he decided to say it because then only TĂ e will be careful about hiding it well.
âIt appeared because you got a cut from the silver weapon. The guards somehow used that instead of normal weaponry. I will find a remedy soon; just get dressed and come out if you are done with bathing. I brought some breakfast. I will explain while we eat.â
Bogum assured TĂ e with gentle words and gave him his things. He arranged the breakfast on the plates. He decided to close the infirmary door temporarily because what if someone accidentally sneaks in? TĂ e came out but was still looking at his hand warily.
âHyung, it seems to be spreading.â
TĂ e showed Bogum the marks by pulling up his shirt sleeve. Bogum carefully examined the veins.
âI think something in your blood is reacting against silver; thatâs why itâs black. I will brew some herbal decoction.
It will purify your blood, but it will be a slow process, and till then you have to hide these marks from others. I will make up a story and put you in isolation. We need to fix this without anyone knowing. You know how our pack is; they wonât believe whatever we say.â
Bogum explained that he was worried, and TĂ e nodded in understanding, but his face was filled with agony and disbelief.
âCommon, eat some breakfast. I will start the brewing process while you eat.â
spontaneous inspection on the Blue Moon pack. Minjoon was not even trying to hide his dislike for Haewan. They were suddenly summoned to the high court venue for an emergency meeting by Haewan.Â
The venue had golden walls, simple black and white decorations, and lamps to provide
sufficient lighting. It was simple and classic. They have one hundred members in the council from different packs, of whom eleven are high council members, including the leader. They have special duties and powers bestowed by the law of the council.
But today there were only a few high council members because it was a sudden meeting without any prior notice.
âI also think it is important to appreciate the opinions of not only Mr. MĂŽn but also some other executive members in the council who are from the Blue Moon pack.
I think it will stir up unnecessary strain between the members. I want us to work in perfect harmony.â
The high council leader, Bongshik, explained his crisis, but Haewan was not ready to let it go. He needs to bring the high council to the pack by hook or crook,
otherwise their plan will go to waste.
âA beta went feral right in front of my eyes, and you are saying we should not check. What will we do if something bad happens to the Blue Moon pack like it did to Silver Moon? Remember that was caused by a cursed beta too?"
Haewan put up an agonising expression to cox the members. He was pleased when some of the members suddenly seemed so alert. The Silver Moon incident is everyoneâs weakness, so he decided to milk the fear for his own gain.
âIt was in the past, and we donât know the actual reason behind the Silver Moon incident. I think we just blamed it on the beta girl and moved on pretty casually. Weren't you the one who made a useless report then? I donât remember seeing any good reason for
conducting a thorough investigation into that incident in your report. It was a bland, poorly made-up story, like a rumoured cursed folktale. So I appreciate it if we wait for Mr. MĂŽn to report what happened in his pack personally. I trust his judgement more than yours.â
Minjoon said sharply.
âWell, if you have not forgotten Minjoon, the so called high council member, our beloved Mr. MĂŽn, forgot to fill us in on such a terrific incident. He should have been here instead of me reporting the issue with great seriousness.
It's lucky that I was present there at the time of the incident so I filed the report immediately while Mr. MĂŽn, I am afraid, is hiding the facts from high council.â
Haewan spoke with such credibility that every other member agreed to his proposal.
It was surprising that Haewan ignored Minjoon's snide remarks for the sake of his plan, but he was indeed gritting his teeth in irritation. Bongshik also agreed reluctantly. Minjoon sighed, thinking the whole idea was ridiculous. Blue Moon just went through a fire mishap
on their paddy field, losing a great deal of the food supply they needed for the winter. A dedicated person like Mr. MĂŽn will prioritise his pack duties over reporting this to council. Something about Haewan pressing this matter further made him suspicious too, but
he decided to stay calm and observe Haewan more to find his intention behind it. He can pledge that it will be something vile to make Mr. MĂŽn look bad. Haewan always kept an eye on the position Mr. MĂŽn held in the council. Being the superior strategist and guidance counsellor,
Mr. MĂŽn was well respected. Minjoon really wants Haewan to understand that everyone respects Mr. MĂŽn for his hard work and dedication, not for his position.
Bogum was also held back by some guards from the pack as he roared in his protest against the unfair treatment towards TĂ e. Some pack members were watching the scene with amusement. Mr. KĂŽm and NamjĂ´Ă´n were not in the crowd, which means the council entered without proper
manners and decorum, which made Mr. MĂŽn's blood boil. He speed-walked towards the scene because he couldnât let them take TĂ ehyung. He had to interfere; otherwise, he couldn't promise they would get the beta back alive.
âLet him go, you monisters. Look, he is bleeding. Are you all in your right minds? How can you treat an injured person like this? just because he is a beta. You all are a shame in the name of the high council.â
Bogum tried to get away, but the guards didnât let him. He can see the blood stains on TĂ e's shirt, and he prayed to the heavens that they wouldn't let that wound open up.Â
âHe went feral yesterday. We came here to inspect, but you wouldnât let us see him,
so we had to use force. Itâs not like he has any visible injuries. So stop interfering with our inspection; otherwise, you will also get punished. I won't show any mercy, even if you are the sole survivor of the Silver Moon pack.
Or should I give your share of punishment to him? I think then only you will learn a lesson.â
Haewan smirked, looking at TĂ e. He started showing dominance, making the beta whimper in pain because of the suffocating alpha pheromones.
âWhat are you doing, Haewan? Stop hurting him. Who gave you the permission to do such improper conduct of investigation?"
Mr. MĂŽn called out angrily, making everyone freeze.
âI have permission from Bongshik.â
Haewan recovered and waved it off like nothing.
He did lie there because Bongshik told him to wait till they met Mr. KĂŽm along with Minjoon. But he has to make his plan work, so he gave the guards an order, saying he had permission. He was so confident that he could flip the facts later, if necessary.
âThatâs not according to our law, so I demand you stop this madness. I wonât allow you to tamper with our peaceful environment for your personal pleasure. Release them now.â
Mr. MĂŽn ordered making the guards retreat their hands from TĂ e and Bogum.
Haewan let out an irritated "tsk." Bogum checked TĂ e and soothed him with his calming scent. He knows it was suffocating for TĂ e to be in the middle of such heavy alpha-dominant pheromones. Haewan looked at his personal servant as a signal for something.
âThere is something wrong with his hand. Oh! My goodness, itâs evil. He is bad luck.â
The guard blurted out, pointing at TĂ e, and was acting terrified. Everyone, including Mr. MĂŽn, was shocked except Bogum, who gritted his teeth in frustration.
How do they even see that? He thought miserably.
Before Mr. MĂŽn can do anything, Haewan rushed towards the beta and ripped his sleeve from the shirt. Bogum couldnât even react.
âItâs true. Itâs CURSE. WE ARE CURSED. OH! NO...NOT ANOTHER SILVER MOON.â
Haewan cried out dramatically, making Bogum and TĂ e wince in unison for different reasons.
âBaby, he is lying. Itâs not true. Itâs not.â
Bogum whispered to TĂ e, hugging him close. TĂ e was shivering with anxiety. They are pinning everything on TĂ e, just like they did to his sister. He was so young to understand the depth of those accusations, but now he knows.
He canât let history repeat itself again. Never.
âI knew he was bad luck.â
âBetas are a curse.â
âBanish him.â
âNo.. No.. Take him away.â
Bogum closed TĂ eâs ears with his hands to block him from hearing the rude outbursts from the pack members.
âItâs not. You are lying. THIS IS THE AFTEREFFECT OF BEING CUT BY A SILVER WEAPON. I CHECKED THE WOUND MYSELF.â
Bogum revealed the reason, but Haewan only scoffed.
âI donât know why you were so attached to that vile creature that you would make up something like this to save him. Using silver weapons on pack mates is forbidden. I was there yesterday and didnât see any such weapons. If you want, we can check the weaponry.â
Haewan's confidence made Bogum realise they may have changed the weapons already. This was all planned, and he did let them trap TĂ e so easily. If only he had informed Mr. KĂŽm earlier. No, he shook away those thoughts, even if he informed them that they would never help.
This will definitely be the final outcome anyway. He doesnât know if anyone in the pack will believe him, let alone get rid of their narrow-minded mentality. So he did the best thing he could do nowâcomfort TĂ e.
âTiger, listen to me. Do not believe anything they say. They are not the doctor, but I am. This is caused by silver; my sister had the same reaction. Hyung will find a way to escape from here. Please believe in your hyung.â
Bogum desperately mumbled to TĂ e to make him understand.
He felt relief when TĂ e held his hands tightly as a reply.
âWhatâs happening here? I told you to wait, didnât I, Haewan.â
Bongshik couldnât believe what he was seeing. Minjoon shook his head and looked at Mr. MĂŽn apologetically.
âI didnât join high council so that you people could break the law and intrude inside my pack to make a scene. I demand a formal explanation for this mockery; otherwise, I will be resigning from my position, and I will make sure our pack will retreat from the treachery
we have with the council. I want to see how many other packs will support you when they get to know what you have done. Itâs a shameful act in the name of high council. But I believe that you donât instruct him to do this, Bongshik.â
Mr. MĂŽn stated the disappointment in their actions.
âI only told him to wait, but he did act on himself. I will take responsibility for this incident and will give you a proper apology. I will let you decide the punishment for Haewan. It was indeed misconduct.â
Bongshik assured him and Mr. MĂŽn nodded, but Haewan seemed unfazed by their talk. He was happy that he had succeeded in his plan. Once the pack is in Mr. JeĂ´n's hands, no one will dare punish him, and Mr. MĂŽn will be dethroned from his title too.
âI will take the punishment, but you canât forget the fact that itâs because of me that you get to know he was cursed. I am ready to go through hell if itâs necessary to avoid another Silver Moon incident, so the punishment is nothing.â
Haewan acted so that he could gain some sympathy from the pack members. He was right; everyone believed his façade blindly. He can see the fear in their eyes. It's more than enough for their next plan. He hoped Mr. Jeôn was satisfied with his efforts.
âThatâs enough. Donât sprout nonsense. I will conduct the investigation from here on out.â, Mr. MĂŽn stated, then glared at Haewan, âYou are temporarily suspended from your position. Not only did you break the law, but you also started a baseless rumour. This is unforgivable.
You tempered with our peace; I will make sure you get severe punishment for this.â
Now Haewanâs smugness in the face seemed to be gone. Mr. MĂŽn was in fury, which means he wonât let anyone act out. Haewan knows he has to take the punishment, otherwise it will
tamper with the next step. He cursed himself for getting caught by Mr. MĂŽn red-handed. He was so sure that Mr. MĂŽn wouldn't be at the scene, but it was his calculation mistake.Â
âNow, you people. I expect you to abide by our law; if you speak or do anything ill in this matter
based on some rumors, I will punish you severely. Mind it.â
Mr. MĂŽn warned the pack members, making everyoneâs mouth shut easily. They are afraid of Mr. MĂŽn, even though Mr. KĂŽm is the pack leader and is not as strict as Mr. MĂŽn. He dismissed everyone soon after.
The council members returned immediately, leaving the responsibility of the investigation to Mr. MĂŽn. Haewan was taken into custody by the guards of the council. But Mr. MĂŽn has to send TĂ e to the dungeon because he has not been proven innocent until the investigation is over.
âI will make sure you will get a fair chance through out my investigation.â
Mr. MĂŽn assured TĂ e, earning a scoff from Bogum.
"TĂ e, come with me. I have to patch up your wounds.â
Bogum tried to take TĂ e, but guards stopped him.
âDonât worry. I wonât take him and run away from my responsibilities, unlike some people here.â
Bogum said, and Mr. MĂŽn knows itâs aimed at him.
âAccompany them to the infirmary first. I will send someone to transfer TĂ ehyung to the dungeon. Just be alert.â
Mr. MĂŽn instructed the guards. Bogum walked away with TĂ e, immediately making Mr. MĂŽn sighs in sadness.
but Bogum made them go and stand outside, telling them they should not come in during his treatment session otherwise he will report it to Mr. MĂŽn. That harmless threat seemed to have worked. But Wooshik seemed to be more carefree, even with the guards, and his
reply made complete sense.Â
âPerks of being the son of the head of the high council, I guess.â
Wooshik shrugged before settling down near TĂ e and observing the way Bogum was patching up TĂ eâs wounds.
âWhy are you wrapping the two bottles there? â
Wooshik exclaimed.
Bogum shushed him before wrapping it neatly in a way that no one would suspect anything. One bottle had the herbal paste for the wound, and the other contained the herbal decoction he brewed in the morning.Â
âI have a hunch they wonât let me give him any medicine,
so I am doing this.â
Bogum whispered to them.
âThatâs brilliant.â
Wooshik agreed. He sensed TĂ e was staring into the distance the whole time. Poor guy; it must be hard for him. Wooshik thought.
âIs this what you wanted to talk to me about? â
Wooshik asked gently, tracing TĂ eâs dark marks on the hand.Â
âYes, itâs the reaction caused by silver. It seems to be spreading again. I donât remember the remedy. My sister had the same reaction.â
Bogum replied as he finally fixed the patching. He explained how the marks spread rapidly after they went outside.
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"It must be because of heat and light."
Wooshik observed. Bogum nodded in agreement.Â
âHURRY UP.â
The guard stationed outside warned.
âSuch busybodies, canât they give us some more time."
Wooshik pouted and whispered to Bogum.
âI think I know someone who knows the remedy, but reaching them may be a bit risky. I will try my best.â
âWho is it? â
âSomeone very knowledgeable.â
Wooshik casually replied,
avoiding giving a straight answer to that question. They hugged TĂ e when it was time. They promised him they would do everything in their power to protect him. The beta only gave them a sad smile.
âHe will be alright. We will definitely find a way.â
Wooshik comforted Bogum when they saw the guards taking TĂ e away.
âI will take it from here.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n interfered with the guards in front of the dungeon.
âBut we were ordered to lock him in the isolated cell.â
A guard tried to reason with NamjĂ´Ă´n. They seemed very reluctant to hand over TĂ e to NamjĂ´Ă´n.
âI was asked by Mr. MĂŽn himself to choose the perfect cell, so donât interfere in my duties.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n warned, making the guards retreat at once.
âCommon.â
JĂ´Ă´n gave TĂ e a sympathetic smile before leading him to the darkest and coldest area of the dungeon.
âI was told by Bogum Hyung to keep you here because the marks on your body seem to spread more in light and heat. I hope you could withstand the cold and dark atmosphere here.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n tried to explain.
âItâs okay, hyung. Itâs not that cold. If itâs too much,
I will shift to my wolf form.â
TĂ e replied, and NamjĂ´Ă´n nodded in agreement. He let TĂ e enter a cell and locked it from the outside. TĂ e was thankful NamjĂ´Ă´n didn't offer him some assurance but a pat. He doesn't want to have hope that he can escape from here.
This must be his fate. He regretted not being able to see JungkĂ´Ă´k one last time before he left with the guards. It's not like he didn't try; he did, but guards didn't let him. He hoped the alpha was recovering well.
With a heavy sigh, TĂ e tried to get accustomed to the
darkness in the cell when NamjĂ´Ă´n finally left, but it was too dark, so it took him some time to get adjusted. He rubbed his hands together and placed them on his face when he felt a cold breeze pass through him.
TĂ e flinched when he heard groaning sounds. It was like someone was in pain.
âWhoâs there? â
TĂ e mustered some courage to ask, but no credible reply came. If it was before, he must have been frightened to the core, but now he has nothing to lose. It feels like he's just counting his last days. So he moved forward in the darkness in the direction of the sound.
âWhere are you? â
TĂ e asked when he felt the wall. He couched down when he felt a body near his feet; he almost missed it but luckily didn't stomp on it. The person seemed not to be too unconscious to respond.
So he tried to touch them, feeling some of the torn fabric of their clothes, but he retrieved his hand as fast as he could when he heard a painful groan. He may have touched their wounds.
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he will be doomed, but he is confident that his father will not give him a big punishment like Mr. MĂŽn. He sighed in relief when the door opened without any trouble. He quickly went inside and locked it again.
Wooshik was awed by the arrangements of the books in that room. The table in the middle was neatly arranged, but there was some dust, meaning whoever used it was not currently around. He caressed a few old pieces of writing equipment on the table.
The room was full of unique antiques and books. There was this woody, earthy, or perhaps something soothing like vanilla scent that was making him calm for some reason. If only he gets a chance to explore the treasure of knowledge in here, he sighed dreamily.
âThis is not the time to satisfy your curiosity, you moron.â
Wooshik scolded himself before moving toward the direction of the fire place. He checked the scrolls there, but nothing was useful to him. He pouted in disbelief. He was so sure it was here.
Then he noticed a painting that had a familiar design. He carefully checked it, then remembered it was the same design as the one he copied that beta girl's picture fromâthe one from the High Council archives, so this was done by the same person. He came to a conclusion.
âIt better be here.â, He mumbled before climbing on the table to get the picture.
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The picture frame was quite heavy, but he somehow managed to get it off the wall.
When he removed the frame, he saw a wooden cabinet on the wall. It was like they used the picture frame to hide it. He placed the picture slowly on the table. There was a number puzzle carved on the small door of the cabinet. He followed the pattern and pressed the number
he got as an answer on the wooden cabinet. He smiled gleefully when the lock was opened. Then he started pulling out the scrolls from the cabinet. He didnât try to check it; he just put everything in his bag. He canât afford to spend more time here.
He needs to get out before the guards come back to their posts after the dinner. Once he had collected every scroll, he closed the cabinet and put the picture frame back. But when he was adjusting the frame into the correct position, he heard some footsteps.
He quickly adjusted the frame and climbed down from the table. He hid behind a large wooden cupboard near the book shelves.
âI canât believe that moron got caught by Mr. MĂŽn. It will complicate our next moves. We lost an important spy in the council, and we can't even replace him. Now itâs too late to coax someone into my plan.â
Wooshik heard someone speaking in irritation.
He canât recognise who that is exactly. The voices are faint, like they are from a distance. His breath hitched when he heard the door opening sound. Someone is getting inside the room.
âAre you sure itâs here? â
Another voice asked, as if in confusion.
âIt will be somewhere here. I know that woman is a sly fox. Even after countless hours of torture, she didnât utter a word about the old scrolls she hid. I only got some accidentally by checking her old study. It has to be here in this room.â
Wooshik clutched his bag. They may be searching for this. He is so in trouble if he gets caught. Then there will be no chance of escaping this alive.
âWhy are you searching for it now? â
âIt may have something I can use against that beta. The scrolls she had were very helpful till now, but itâs only part of her research.â
Wooshik can hear them rummaging through the room, more like trashing it. He almost stopped breathing when someone came near the cupboard he was hiding behind.
Then he heard a commotion.
âWhat was that? â
âLetâs check it. I heard something breaking.â
He let out the breath he was holding when he heard the footsteps go away. He peeked from behind to see if anyone was there. When he found the room empty, he went outside. He saw the door was open;
he checked the corridor, then rushed away from there, entering the garden of the mansion. He yelped when someone clutched his hand. But another hand closed his mouth before he could let out a scream.
âItâs me, damn it.â
Hyungsik cursed. He removed his hand from Wooshikâs mouth and let the omega calm down.
âI told you to wait outside the rock wall. Why are you here? You dimwit alpha.â
Wooshik whisper yelled.
âYou were taking ages to come out, so I came in to check on you. Then I saw someone enter that room with a weird wolf in it. I remember what you said about it. I thought you would get caught. So I did what came to mind first.â
Hyungsik shrugged.
âWhat did you do? â
Wooshik asked in horror.
âI did throw some rocks towards the glass windows of the mansion. Pretty much broke a couple of windows.â
Wooshik looked at the alpha mouth agape like he couldnât believe what he just heard.
âClose your mouth before you catch a fly with it. Letâs get out of here. The guards will be here any minute.â
Hyungsik grabbed the Omegaâs hand and ran towards the hole they dug near the rock wall. They closed it with mud and bushes after getting out.
âI canât believe I agreed to help you with your stupid plan. It was dangerous.â
Hyungsik shook his head when they were walking near the lake on the way to Wooshikâs home.
âIt was fun, right? â
The omega giggled.
YĂ´Ă´ngi seemed to be in no good condition to respond, so TĂ e helped him sit up. He cursed when he couldnât see anything in the darkness, but he felt hopeful when the moonlight started to sweep in through the small window high in the wall.
It was enough to provide dim enough lighting to see the room. TĂ e spotted a small pot for water near the iron bars. He poured some water into a clay bowl used as the lid for the pot.
âHere, drink some water slowly.â
He got worried when YĂ´Ă´ngi hissed in pain when he tried to lift the bowl. So TĂ e helped him.
âPlease let me check your wounds.â
TĂ e asked, and YĂ´Ă´ngi nodded. TĂ e carefully removed YĂ´Ă´ngiâs shirt. It was torn, and there were splutters of blood.
"Oh, my goodness.â
TĂ e grasped audibly when he saw the fresh wounds caused by repeated slashing by a whip, it seems. Then he remembered the herbal mix bottle Bogum hidden under his patches. He slowly removed the cotton fabric and took out the bottles. He ripped the fabric into two pieces.
Then he poured some water on one piece and slowly wiped away the blood and the mud from YĂ´Ă´ngiâs back; the alpha was groaning in pain. Somehow he cleaned it a bit. Then he poured some herbal paste on the other cotton fabric. He applied it to the wounds gently.
When he was done, he made a bed with the hay scattered around the cell. He helped YĂ´Ă´ngi lay down. The alpha seemed to be in a better state after a few minutes. TĂ e smiled, seeing the medicine start to show its effect.
âHow many hits did you get?"
TĂ e blurted something out suddenly.
âHunâŚdred may be⌠lost countâ
YĂ´Ă´ngi sighed.
âSleep hyung. Letâs talk in the morning.â
TĂ e assured him, seeing how YĂ´Ă´ngi was trying very hard to stay awake. He covered the alpha with the unscathed side of the alpha's shirt. Then he collected some more hay to fix a small bed for himself.
TĂ e opened the lid of the herbal brew bottle and took a sip from it. He decided to check his wound the next day, as the patches seemed good enough for the day. Even though the cell was cold, the hay provided them with enough warmth to slip into sleep.
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âAnswer me. I am asking you something.â
Mr. JeĂ´n seethed, but Bogum ignored him and just continued to apply the herbal paste to JungkĂ´Ă´kâs body. Then he poured a few drops of herbal decoction into a measuring glass and gently poured it into JungkĂ´Ă´k's mouth. He checked his pulse again.
âAre you deaf? Canât you hear?"
Bogum again paid no attention to the snide remarks from the alpha and adjusted the quilt on JungkĂ´Ă´k. The atmosphere is cold and gloomy, like the useless old man barking nonsense continuously. How tiring. He thought. Then he faced JĂŽn.
âHe is getting better. I assume he will gain consciousness sooner than I thought. Apply the oil to his chest after one hour and give him three drops of the decoction. Check his temperature afterwards and call me if he has a fever; otherwise, let him rest.â
Bogum instructed JĂŽn, and the omega thanked him. When he collected his bag and tried to walk out of the room, Mr. JeĂ´n stopped him in fury.
âYou had the courage to disrespect me, you filthy wolf. How dare you? â
Even though Mr. JeĂ´n was trying to scare him with his angry pheromones, Bogum only looked at him blankly.
âJĂŽn, one more thingâmake sure to throw away the garbage. The room stinks.â
Bogum left the room after, leaving Mr. JeĂ´n speechless, while JĂŽn was having a hard time muffling his laugh because he didnât want to anger Mr. JeĂ´n more.
Bogum walked back to the infirmary. He looked in the direction of the dungeon, stopping in the middle of the forest path leading to his infirmary. He watched the faraway, heavily guarded prison with longing and sadness. He sighed and moved forward reluctantly.
When he reached the infirmary, he was tired but was surprised to see Wooshik waiting for him outside with a basket of what seemed like rare herbs.
âGood morning, Bogum-ssi. Please help me out. â
The omega raised the basket and pointed at it. Bogum nodded with a long sigh.
Bogum was grinding the herbs together and making a refined paste. He touched it to check the consistency, then again started grinding to make it more smooth and tender.
âAdd some lotus root now.â
Wooshik instructed as he went through his notes.
Bogum looked at the omega and did as he told. He doesnât know why Wooshik is adamant in making this herbal paste, but the ingredients and preparation seem to be very familiar. He couldnât pinpoint where he learned it, so he just made the paste and handed it over to the omega.
âIt smells nice.â
Wooshik exclaimed as he checked the herbal paste. It had a soothing fragrance, like something good for healing nerves.
âNow, tell me the reason why you want it.â
Bogum demanded, and the Omega was not ready to answer him at first, then he smiled goofily.
âItâs our pack's traditional skin care medicine. I found out from an old scroll.â
Wooshik said the half truth, omitting the fact that the medicine only works for a beta.
âIs that it. You could have told me beforehand.â
âNow I told you, didnât I?"
Wooshik retorted playfully.
âAnd please take care of yourself. You became so thin, and there are dark circles around your eyes.â
Bogum knows he should rest, but he couldnât. Itâs been two days since TĂ e was imprisoned in the dungeon, and he has no information about him.
The guards didnât let him visit even once. He never felt so helpless before. When he lost his family, he was too young to understand that feeling. He even visited Mr. MĂŽn's house to get permission, even though it hurt his pride to go seek help from the very guy he hates.
But for the sake of TĂ e, thatâs what he thought. To his surprise and disappointment, Mr. MĂŽn was away with pack duties. Now he doesnât know what to do.
âHe will be fine, donât worry.â
Wooshik comforted him, but they were startled by a sudden sneeze near the door. It was San; the omegaâs nose and cheeks were red. He seemed to have a fever, and he was drenched.
âOh! My goodness. What happened to you? â
Wooshik asked while helping the omega come inside and sit on a chair.
âI was coming here to get some medicine for my fever but got drenched in rain. It was sunny, but suddenly dark clouds came in and it rained.â
Bogum gave San some spare, clean clothes to change into.
"Please change your wet clothes quickly. Your fever will worsen otherwise."
The omega thanked him and went to the bathroom to change.
âI will take my leave then.â
Wooshik packed the things into his bag.
âBut itâs raining.â
only giving them a small quantity of food, no proper quilt, and even some additional water. They only gave the bare minimum. It was like they were trying to make them fight each other for survival or something, as if they expected YĂ´Ă´ngi to attack TĂ e for the food.
But to everyoneâs surprise, YĂ´Ă´ngi was calm and only ate a small portion, while giving the major part to TĂ e every time. This made TĂ e wonder why the alpha behaved rudely towards him about the party. Did he misread the situation? He flinched again when he heard another
thunderclap. Then he felt YĂ´Ă´ngi sitting next to him.
"Why are you looking at me like that, TĂ e? "
YĂ´Ă´ngi tilted his head in confusion.
"No.. Just.. "
TĂ e stammered as he didnât know how to clear up his own confusion about the alpha's behaviour.
Was YĂ´Ă´ngi nice now because he treated his wounds or because they were trapped together in the prison? Will the Alpha change his attitude if they get out of here? These questions were spiralling around his mind so much that he didnât hear what YĂ´Ă´ngi said.
TĂ e revived from his trance when YĂ´Ă´ngi shook him slightly to get his attention.
âYou are spacing out again? Are you hungry? â
YĂ´Ă´ngi asked, worried. TĂ e shook his head.
âI am just confused about your⌠â
TĂ e closed his mouth with his hand and cursed himself for accidentally speaking his mind.
âConfused about my what?"
YĂ´Ă´ngi insisted. TĂ e sighed and decided to let it out.
âI thought you donât like me or consider me your friend.â
TĂ e felt bad when he saw the shocked and hurt expression on YĂ´Ă´ngiâs face.
"TĂ e, I never thought of anything like that. I swear. Why do you even think like that?â
YĂ´Ă´ngiâs voice was desperate.
âBut you didnât let me come to the pool party organised by your friend. You told me it's an alpha-omega party; betas are not allowed.â
TĂ e pouted, remembering it.
âI think you misunderstood. It was not because you are a beta.â, YĂ´Ă´ngi looked at TĂ e for a moment before
continuing, "Well, itâs true that we didnât want to take you to the party, but mostly because the person who organised the party was not a good one. HĂ´seĂ´k heard him say he would somehow get into your pants if you were attending it.
You are beautiful, TĂ e, so everyone wanted to have you. They couldnât because of KĂ´Ă´k. He always silently chased away those horny alphas. But that time JungkĂ´Ă´k was also away on a college trip, so we thought it was better if you didn't go there and get into the trap knowingly.
That's why we lied about it being an alpha-omega party. Now that I think about it, that excuse was shitty. We should have come up with something better. I am sorry if I hurt your feelings.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi lowered his head in shame.
âOr you could have told me the truth. It did hurt, you know, to hear those words. Whole my life I heard those from the pack that I am not included in, but hearing those from you, who I thought my safe place was, is terrible.â
TĂ e looked at the ground while playing with a hay straw.
âI am sorry, TĂ e. We spluttered out the first excuse we came up with without giving it much thought. That was wrong. I will be more careful in the future, I assure you that.
I always consider you my friend, and please forgive me.â
"It's okay, but I don't want you to walk on eggshells around me just because of it. Just tell me the reason; frankly, it's enough."
TĂ e gave a small smile in return for YĂ´Ă´ngiâs genuine apology.
Then they noticed the guards were running outside for some reason. They can hear the sounds of heavy rain now. As time went on, the downpour got heavier. YĂ´Ă´ngi hugged TĂ e as the beta started to tremble because of the cold.
âTae, look there. Whatâs that? â
YĂ´Ă´ngi exclaimed as he saw the mud on the floor of the side wall inside the cell getting shaken. TĂ e looked at the direction; the mud was loosening and a pair of forepaws were getting visible. Then a brown wolf peeked out from the hole.
When it came inside, it shrugged off the mud from its fur and started to expand the hole by digging more mud. Then it was trying to pull in a bag, but unfortunately, it got stuck in the hole. The wolf huffed in irritation. YĂ´Ă´ngi stood up and squatted near the wolf to pet it.
TĂ e watched the scene curiously. It was an unfamiliar one, definitely not from their pack. No one in their pack had golden, shiny brown fur.
âLet me help you.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi offered help carefully; he didnât want to enrage the animal. The wolf seemed to understand what he said, and it moved away, making room for YĂ´Ă´ngi.
TĂ e also helped YĂ´Ă´ngi get the bag out of the hole. It was wet outside. The wolf gestured to open the bag by biting its thread knot. TĂ e opened it and offered the wolf a robe he found inside.
YĂ´Ă´ngi and TĂ e turned away to give the wolf some privacy.
"Damn, that was tiresome.â
They both turned around upon hearing the familiar voice.
âWooshik hyungâ âWooshikieâ
TĂ e exclaimed in disbelief, and YĂ´Ă´ngi was amused.
âWow! I only expected TĂ ehyung to be here. What in the world are you doing here, MĂŽn YĂ´Ă´ngi?"
Wooshik mused.
âI was punished by my father, for you know...â
YĂ´Ă´ngi said, as he didnât want to explain the exact reason and make TĂ e guilty. He knows TĂ e will blame it on himself if he finds out why YĂ´Ă´ngi was imprisoned.
âI get it. Your father never changed, ah? Did he even know how the supervisory guards are treating you here?"
Wooshik asked, and YĂ´Ă´ngi winced slightly at the question: âI donât think so; he believes everyone in the pack is as righteous as him.
He wonât see the truth until he keeps his blind eye on things.â
âGlad my father is not a strict demon like yours.â
Wooshik shrugged before checking his bag for the things he got for TĂ e.
âI am jealous of you for having such a nice father. Trade him with mine for a week."
âNo chance. I donât want my head cut off by your father on the first day itself."
âHelp out a friend, man. Arenât you known as a generous, pretty omega?â
âOh! MĂŽn YĂ´Ă´ngi, donât try to fool me with that sweet talk of yours. Use it on your beloved omega, you fool."
TĂ e noticed how both of them were bantering like friends, but he had never seen them together or was acting friendly before. They almost treat each other like strangers outside, but something tells him that they were close friends from childhood.
âI only brought things for TĂ ehyung. I didnât know you were here. But donât worry. I will sneek in again when I get a chance.â
Wooshik assured them before pulling out a hoodie, a small jar of dried fruits, a jar of herbal paste, some cookies, and a quilt. He gave it all to TĂ e.
âApply those medicines to your wound. It's a special herbal mix for betas, and you will heal in no time. Please hide those other things inside the cell. Donât let the guards see it. It will get you more trouble.â
Wooshik instructed, and they both agreed to do so.
âIf possible, can you tell NamjĂ´Ă´n to check on us? They are not providing us with proper medicine or food. Itâs getting worse day by day, and I want a change of clothes too. Mine got ripped by the whipping.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi asked.
âYou are hurt too.â
Wooshik looked at him in disbelief and checked YĂ´Ă´ngiâs wounds. He winced when he saw the fresh scars, which had fortunately already started healing.Â
âI canât believe your father was a brute to give such a heavy punishment.â
Wooshik gritted his teeth in anger.
âHe only said 20 whips, but you know how the pack hates him. They tricked NamjĂ´Ă´n into going out saying emergencies, and did the worst."
YĂ´Ă´ngi's voice was laced with a melancholy sadness, like it was usual for him to suffer
on behalf of his father.
âI will make sure they will pay for it, Yoonie. I promise.â
YĂ´Ă´ngi smiled at Wooshik, thankful for comforting him as always.
âI will go now."Â
Wooshik sighed before saying, "I will inform NamjĂ´Ă´n. The guards will be back soon. Please take care."
âHyung.â
TĂ e called him, âHowâs Bogum Hyung and⌠JungkĂ´Ă´k.â
Wooshik smiled at the beta, âBogum-ssi is sad that they didnât let him see you, and JungkĂ´Ă´k is still unconscious. It will take a few more days to recover.â
Wooshik informed, and TĂ e nodded in understanding.
They both dug another hole and hid the things after Wooshik left. Then they covered it with more hay. They covered the one Wooshik came in too.Â
TĂ e sat down next to YĂ´Ă´ngi, munching a cookie the alpha had offered him.
today when a knock on the door made him look up. It was none other than NamjĂ´Ă´n himself who had a troubled look on his face.
âDad, we have a problem.â
âWhat happened, son?"
Mr. KĂŽm closed the file and listened to NamjĂ´Ă´n attentively.
âItâs raining since early morning. It seemed like regular rain at first, so we didnât put much thought into it, but itâs changed suddenly, and now it's a heavy downpour. There is a chance of thunderstorms. It will mess up our backup plans for securing more food for the winter.
The vegetables we planted may not survive in this situation. We donât know how many days it will rain. We are running out of time, and everyone is already exhausted after securing the rice in the paddy field. We cannot overwork everyone at this point too.â
NamjĂ´Ă´n explained the current situation. He looked tired too. He was the one coordinating everything, day and night.
âThis is unfortunate. We donât have any other way; let's wait till the rain stops and restart everything.â
Mr. KĂŽm rubbed his face in frustration. NamjĂ´Ă´n looked at his father sadly. They were trying to do their best to recover from the heavy damage caused
by the unexpected fire, but this is something beyond their control. All they can do is pray that there wonât be any flooding.
âPlease make the necessary arrangements to prevent casualties during the heavy rain. Secure everything as much as possible.
Prepare the highland caves just for the purpose of emergency pack shifting. Even if it's old, it has facilities to keep everyone safe. Just make some emergency route maps of the deep forest path too if floods come; that's the only way for us to escape.
We will see what we can do after the rain stops. Worrying and wasting time thinking about the unknown will not do any good. Letâs continue doing what we have to do, and if we canât, find alternative solutions. It's a matter of survival; we should make it out safely.â
Mr. KĂŽm advised his son, making NamjĂ´Ă´n proud of how capable his father is of leading the pack. It gives him courage too.
âI will do my best, dad.â
"I know, son. I trust you."
NamjĂ´Ă´n promise made Mr. KĂŽm smiles at his willpower. He left the room with a new-found determination to work hard. What they didnât notice was that two people were eavesdropping on them from outside. They both moved toward a more secure place to talk.
âYou said you wouldnât contact me until everything was over, but then why are you here suddenly?"
The man asked Mr. JeĂ´n in irritation. He looked around to see if there was anyone watching them. The paranoia of getting caught by Mr. KĂŽm red-handed
seems to have intensified after Mr. JeĂ´n's unexpected visit.
âI had no choice. Haewan got caught by that righteous bastard MĂŽn, so I had to come and meet you. Donât worry, I came here discreetly.â
Mr. JeĂ´n waved it off, but the man didnât look convinced for some reason.
âIf Haewan is not available, how are you going to proceed with your current plan? â
The man asked his legit doubt.
âThatâs the reason I came here. I changed my initial plan. You have to spread another rumour. Here are the details; make sure to burn it after reading. Everything will proceed according to my calculations if you do this. I have something else on my mind too;
for that, I have to wait till my idiotic son gains consciousness."
Mr. JeĂ´n mused as he looked at the heavy downpour from the nearest window.
âWhat are you up to?"
The man grunted, but Mr. JeĂ´n didnât answer that instead, saying, âIt seems like the Moon Goddess is also on our side. This rumour will be more effective if the rain continues for a few more days. Don't fret your head with these petty details;
only remember our deal; at the end of it all, your son will be the Luna"
The mirth in Mr. JeĂ´n's voice made the man tremble a little more in fear than from the cold. God knows what this man is going to do. The only thing he could do was follow the instructions without any delay.
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ko-fi.com/mickminand it's been raining non-stop for two days. He hoped it would not cause any trouble for TĂ e in the prison. He sighed, removing the quilt to get out of bed to freshen up. He was planning to visit Mr. MĂŽn again, but a rushed knock on his door made him come out of his thoughts.
He wondered who it would be in the early morning, and that too in this heavy rain. He fixed his shirt before opening the door, and he tilted his head in confusion when he saw Wooshik standing there with an apologetic smile.
The omega had the same basket of herbs as yesterday. He was wearing a protective hood to prevent getting wet from the rain.
âWhy are you here so early in the morning?"
Bogum exclaimed.
âI went to the infirmary, but you were not there, so I came to check on you. It was unusual that you were not there in the morning. Usually, you are always there on time. I was worried.â
Wooshik explained.
âWere you really worried about me, or you just wanted your beauty solution to be made immediately? Who is the lucky guy anyway? I never saw you put this much effort before.â
Bogum teased him before moving away from the door to let Wooshik enter. Wooshik just smiled sheepishly.
"I will take a quick bath and help you with it."
Bogum told him to wait before going to the bathroom to freshen up.
âYou will be surprised if you know who the guy is I am putting so much effort for, hyungâ
Wooshik mumbled to himself before removing his hood and hanging it on
the wooden holder near the mud walls. He saw some herbs near the table. It seemed like Bogum was working on some medicine even here. Wooshik knows what the alpha is trying to do, but he doesn't know if he should reveal the truth to the alpha yet.
He decided to tell him soon after checking TĂ e's progress in healing. He doesn't want to put Bogum in danger too if anyone finds out about his doings, especially since he is not from the Blue Moon Pack and they will consider it a very wrongful act.Â
âNext are lotus seeds, right?â
Bogum asked for clarification before checking the smoothness of the paste.
"Yes, and make sure those are fresh.â
Wooshik confirmed as he wiped the glass jar for the paste. Bogum filled the glass jar with the content and gave it to Wooshik.
âYou know I could make you a larger quantity for you. Why are you adamant on making a small portion of it every day?"
Bogum was confused by the omega's weird antics.
âIt only works effectively if itâs freshly made. If we keep it for a long time, it
will start to darken and go bad. Thatâs why I am troubling you to make it every day. You are the doctor; you know the consistency better than anyone. Thank you for helping me.â
Wooshik thanked Bogum.
âItâs not trouble for me. I was just wondering why you are making such
a small quantity. Feel free to come here every morning.â
Bogum smiled while helping the omega put on his hood. Wooshik was about to pick up his basket when a distressed, drenched JimiĂą rushed inside the room without even knocking, making them look at him concerned.
âBogum hyung, please come with me. The guards on the southern boundary of our pack were severely hurt by an unexpected rouge attack. Mr. KĂŽm asked for your assistance.â
JimiĂą said everything in one go before trying to take deep breaths to calm himself down.
The other two were shocked. Blue Moon was one of the biggest and strongest packs, so this Rouge attack that seemed to be without any provocation was distressing and shocking for them to digest. Bogum collected everything necessary to go with JimiĂą.
He informed him they had to pay a visit to the infirmary before going to the southern border. JimiĂą agreed. Bogum put on his protective hood and offered JimiĂą one too. The omega wore it after drying his hair. When they were out, Wooshik bid his good-byes and walked away first.
Bogum walked forward too, not noticing JimiĂą was frozen after getting a whiff of Wooshikâs scent; surprisingly, the omega's natural floral scent was mixed with a familiar scent he loved secretly even though he denied it openly.
The owner of that pine tree scent was none other than MĂŽn YĂ´Ă´ngi, his rut partner. JimiĂą shook his thoughts away before following Bogum to the infirmary. It was not important anymore.
Warning description of blood and violence.
When they reached the southern boundary of the pack, the scene that welcomed them was dreadful. It seemed like one-sided bloodshed. There were many guards who were severely injured. Bogum declared seven of them dead.
Their body was butchered in such a horrible way that the head, chest, and body parts seemed impossible to put together. He let the others move the bodies away and concentrated on treating the injured guards first. The heavy rain was making the process even more difficult.
The injured guards were moved to a temporary shed to prevent excessive blood loss due to heavy rain. Some were crying out loud in pain because of the deep claw wounds they had in their bodies. Mr. KĂŽm was watching everything with a dreadful expression.
They were already in a crisis, but this unexpected attack added more troubles to their survival plans for the winter.
âTHIS IS BAD. SHIFT THEM BACK TO MEDICAL HUTS IMMEDIATELY.â
Bogum screamed when he found a shred of silver in one of the guards' wounds. The piece was struck on his thigh bones. It seemed like the tip of a dagger. Mr. KĂŽm rushed towards him.
âWhat happened? â
âThey used silver weapons on them. If I donât make them drink the herbal portion, the poison will spread in their body, and they will dĂe soon. â
Bogum explained helplessly. Mr. KĂŽm's eyes widened in shock. Rouge somehow acquired silver weapons;
this is a worse situation than he thought. He instructed the other guards to move the injured ones to the nearest medical hut. Bogum gave them temporary patch-ups and rushed towards his infirmary to make portions, JimiĂą and San accompanied him to help him.
They were the ones who first witnessed it. They were going to collect fruits from the pack boundaries.Â
What they didnât notice was the figure hiding behind a large tree. The person was wiping away the blood on his silver dagger with a piece of clothing.
He had a sinister smirk on his face, not even phased by the horrible scene he had created himself. He was enjoying it all like a maniac. It seemed like Mr. JeĂ´n unknowingly unlocked the hidden monster inside him.Â
âIt was easier than I thought. Mr. JeĂ´n will be pleased.â
He said this to himself before discreetly moving away from there to start another desolation according to their plan.
The rain started to bucket down like a very old ally of the evilness, horrendously bringing the ultimate ruination than the wicked plans they devised.
had time to meet his mate, and JĂŽn understood the situation well. YĂ´Ă´ngi, on the other hand, completely went missing from the pack. Remembering YĂ´Ă´ngiâs name suddenly sparked some anger in JimiĂą.
"How dare he? He was using the pack duties as an escape to be chummy with that omega."
JimiĂą cursed incoherently while entering the hut, making JĂŽn look at him with curiosity. The omega, who seemed nonchalant about everything and showed off his bratty nature,
looked so shaken up by emotions today. It was like a whirlwind of feelings slowly forming a storm inside him.
"What got your pants twisting?"
JĂŽn joked in an attempt to ease JimiĂąâs mood.
"Nothing hyung, our pack got attacked by rogues, and we have heavy casualties."
JimiĂą mumbled, it seemed like a deliberate attempt to change the topic.
"Oh, my goodness! Thatâs horrible. I donât know why all these things are happening at a time like this. We had not even recovered from the fire incident. I donât know how they are going to cope with this. â
JĂŽn sighed, remembering JĂ´Ă´nâs tired face when he came to visit yesterday.
"Yeah, it was bad, and we lost some of our strong warriors. Bogum hyung said the rogues used silver weapons. So San and I were helping them make portions, and luckily we were able to save most of them.
San is still there with him. I have to go collect the fruits before the evening. We are facing meal shortages due to rain.â
JimiĂą exclaimed while rubbing his tired face. JĂŽn made some tea and offered it to the omega, along with some cookies.
âI was wondering why Bogum hyung was not checking up on JungkĂ´Ă´k from the morning. So I just continued his usual medicines till now.â
JĂŽn told him while applying some oil to JungkĂ´Ă´kâs chest.
âI hope he recovers soon. We really need him at a time like this. Joon is working
very hard for the pack. HĂ´seĂ´k is also helping him; you are taking care of KĂ´Ă´k; unfortunately, TĂ e is in j@il; and YĂ´Ă´ngi, who knows where he is?"
JĂŽn wiped his hands with a towel to remove the oil, but he definitely noticed the hostility towards YĂ´Ă´ngi at the end.
âDid you have a fight with YĂ´Ă´ngi? â
JĂŽn asked but was surprised by JimiĂą's hiss in response.
âFight? I havenât even seen him for days. He just vanished without a word and may be having fun with some highly desired and beautiful Omega in some other pack. Who knows.â
âWhy do I feel like I know this highly desired, beautiful omega from another pack? What are you implying?â
JĂŽnâs question made JimiĂą widen his eyes. He cursed himself for blabbering out too much. JimiĂą looked away when he started explaining,
unable to face Jin's I was right about that smug look.
âWooshik was with Bogum hyung when I went to his room to inform him about the attack. He was there to collect some medicine. But I got a whiff of YĂ´Ă´ngiâs scent on him.â
âYou know, you do sound like a possessive omega now.â
JĂŽnâs statement made JimiĂą look at him in shock.
âI am not jealous, and why should I be? He is just a heat partner. I donât care if he fuçks around or not."
"Well, you shouldnât. As you said, he is just a heat partner, so donât even try to cross the line you drew in the first place.â
JĂŽn's statement sounded like an unsaid warning to JimiĂą.
âItâs not my fault he went missing without a warning, and then another omega suddenly started roaming around with his scent like they were intimately close. At least he could have told me before going after another omega.â
JimiĂą rambled in frustration.
âYou know he doesnât have to inform you if he is seeing another omega. You both are rut-heat partners. He is not courting you. He is free to see anyone.â
JĂŽn didnât let JimiĂą continue his rambling.
âBut we had an agreement. Itâs not my fault⌠â
âJimiĂą, it is your fault to begin with. You always wanted your fated mate and dreamed it would be YĂ´Ă´ngi. Unfortunately, YĂ´Ă´ngi is not your fated mate, and your dreams were crushed. There are no restrictions on mating with anyone. So YĂ´Ă´ngi tried his best to court you,
but your stubborn self rejected him many times. Thatâs how he settled in as your heat partner so that he could be close to you. He even suffered through your stupid flirting with other alphas. Do you know how much it hurt him when you kissed Sung in front of him at
that college festival? Maybe he had enough.â
JĂŽn really doesnât want to put salt in JimiĂąâs wounds, but the omega needs to understand that no alpha will wait for an eternity for a stubborn omega.
But the crestfallen look on JimiĂąâs face made JĂŽn feel guilty for being so blunt towards the omega.
âI am sorry. I didnât intend to say like that.â
JĂŽn tried to comfort him, but JimiĂą shook his head.
âI think you are right. I think I will go and collect fruits now. I need some time to clear my head.â
JimiĂą wiped away his tears while sniffing.
âYou are not mad at me, right? I am sorry if I..â
âNo, what you said was right. I thought he would leave me one day if his fated mate came, so I pushed him away. I didnât think I was hurting him with it. I guess I am too late now to regret anyway.â