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yjj🐱πŸ₯ yoonminπŸ–‹πŸ“
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Aug 30, 2022
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One night thoughts when I imagine #yoonmin where jm wakes up happy next to yg after spending the night together. His dream came true to have his big crush right next to him but this dream crushed when yg wakes up disgusted. #yoonminau

Don't mind me. I don't know what this is. Just some random idea
πŸ’” Jimin woke up from his sleep and a smile immediately appeared on his face. He blushed and slightly bit his lip as memories of last night hit him. He still couldn't believe that he'd slept with the boy he'd been in love with for a long time.
πŸ’” He couldn't even imagine it and yet he is lying down now and he can hear hyung still lying next to him as he listens to his calm breathing. Jimin quietly and gently turned to the other side and stared at his hyung's sleeping face. He still couldn't believe what had happened.
πŸ’” He didn't think Yoongi hyung would return his feelings. Jimin feels like he's in cloud seven. The younger one stroked the boy's cheek with his fingertips and the boy began to wake up slightly from his sleep. Jimin smiled and waited to make eye contact with the elder.
πŸ’” Yoongi sighed heavily through his nose and then opened his eyes. Drifting his eyes lightly around the room. "Good morning, hyung" Jimin said in a sweet voice. When Yoongi looked at him, his eyes winded. "Fucking hell!"Cursed Yoongi getting out of bed.
πŸ’” "What the fuck did you do to me!" Yoongi growled angrily and started to get dressed. Jimin gasped and turned pale. "H-hyung... I- we-" Jimin didn't know at all what to say. He was at a loss for words and his throat tightened. He only clenched his fingers tighter in the sheets.
πŸ’” "Disgusting" Yoongi hissed as if to himself but still Jimin heard. Tears automatically flowed from his eyes. This can't be happening for real. This is some kind of nightmare. Just a moment ago, this was the most beautiful moment for the younger man and now...
πŸ’” "H-Hyung, don't say that, please, we-" "Don't even say a word! I feel sick to even look at you" Jimin dared to look at him. Right. Yoongi looked like he was looking at one of the grossest things in this world. Jimin seriously started to feel that way.
πŸ’” "Hyung" Sobbed Jimin with a broken voice "We just made love to each other. Why are behaving like this?" Cried the younger, completely broken and disgusted with himself "Hyung, everything was alright last night. Why are you like this right now. Why are you leaving?"
πŸ’” Jimin watched as Yoongi fastened the belt of his pants and pressed his cell phone, keys and wallet into their pockets. "I suggest you to finally shut up" Yoongi hissed "I don't want to hear a word about what happened. It's disgusting!"
πŸ’” "Don't you dare spread the word about it to people, I don't want them to think I'm a freak like you" "Hyung, please, l-let's talk calmly, please, don't leave like that" Jimin sobbed and lifted himself off the bed, covering himself with the quilt, trying to touch Yoongi's arm.
πŸ’” "Don't fucking touch me!" Yoongi growled, throwing back his arm from Jimin's touch "I don't want to see your face ever again. Don't you dare show yourself in front of me from now on" Yoongi growled and headed for the exit with a firm steps.
πŸ’” "Hyung! Hyung, I beg you, don't leave!" Howled Jimin with a scream, falling to the ground. Shaken and broken, the boy curled into a ball, clutching the quilt, covering his naked body. After what seemed like a long time, he reached with a trembling hand for his phone+
πŸ’” and dialed the number of his best friend. "Tae... Tae, can you- can you please come over, I beg you" He sobbed out, completely heartbroken. ------- He doesn't know how much time has passed since Yoongi left his apartment. 10 minutes, 20 or maybe 30.
πŸ’” He still sat curled up on the floor, with minimal hope that maybe Yoongi would come to his senses and come back but he didn't. All the while he glanced at the apartment door and waited but only burst into more crying as it was Tae who appeared at the door and not Yoongi.
πŸ’” "Chim! Chim! What happened! Where is Yoongi?" Tae ran up to the blond man and crouched down beside him. "H-He left" Jimin sobbed out. "What?" "He fucking left me, Tae!" Jimin raised his eyes at his friend.
πŸ’” Taehyung was shocked to see his friend's face. He had never seen him in such a state. He was shaking all over, tears everywhere, his eyes watered up. "Chim, tell me, what happened?" He asked in a calm tone this time.
πŸ’” Jimin bit his lip and wrinkled his brow, chastising himself and recalling the elder's words before he left "He- He's disgusted" Jimin choked out, avoiding his friend's eye contact "He hates me for what we did. God, I asked him 4 times last night if he's drunk!"
πŸ’” "He didn't even drink that much! He said, he wants it. He was saying all these sweet things to me. Calling me pretty, telling me how much he likes me, how much he cares about me. But today- He looked at me like I was trash!" He said trying to control his breathing.
πŸ’” "Chim, I don't know what to say. Fuck it was your first time!" He remembered suddenly. "It was my dream to have my first time with him. No one else. So how- how can I look at myself in the mirrow now? Knowing he hates me?!" Tae hugged him tight when he started to cry more.
/ Ok, I just thought about this scene. I don't know if I should continue this or not but if, even one person is interested then I can think about something to make yg suffer for a bit, for how he made chim miserable :c /
πŸ’” #yoonminau #yoonmin "Can you do me a favour and give it back to him?" Jimin abashedly extended his hand to Taehyung. "His watch?" "He left it at my place. I don't dare to look him in the eye, so please...-" "Yeah, yeah, it's okey, I'm gonna do it"
πŸ’” He quickly took it from his friend before the blond had time to cry again "Thank you. I'm gonna- I'm gonna head to my dance classes" Tae nodded and escorted his friend away. -------- Jimin tried to focus on the rehearsal and not think about what happened the day before.
πŸ’” He messed up a few steps and couldn't focus 100%, but occupying his thoughts with something and being tired allowed him to distance himself a bit from unpleasant thoughts. "Jimin-ssi! Jimin-ssi!" A breathless boy ran into the room, while the group was just having a break.
πŸ’” He seems to recognize the boy from one of the shared culture classes, nevertheless, he is surprised that the boy had any reason to come here. "Yes?" Jimin spoke up, looking discreetly around the room. "Your friend- Taehyung-ssi" He exhaled.
πŸ’” "What- what about him?" He asked worriedly. "He got into the fight!" Jimin threw his towel on the bench and ran along with the student. "I recognized him as I walked across the other side of the campus. I know you two are friends, so I thought of you-"
πŸ’” "You did well, thanks. Where is he exactly?" "This way" It was a long way to get to the part of the university where the older students had classes. Therefore, the only positive out of all this was that he could avoid Yoongi as he moved through the university.
πŸ’” When they finally reached the gathered people, Jimin squeezed through them and saw Yoongi on the ground and how Tae was punching him in the face. Yoongi, however, was not too concerned. Even though his lip was already cut, he was still able to laugh at every punch.
πŸ’” But before Jimin could separate them, the positions changed and it was Yoongi who managed to hover over him and hit Taehyung really hard. Frightened Jimin, that Taehyung might have been seriously bruised by his problems, he mustered the strength to throw Yoongi off his friend.
πŸ’” "What the hell are you doing?!" Said Jimin in Yoongi's direction, helping his friend up "Let me see" Whispered Jimin, lifting himself up on his toes to look at his friend's bruised cheek. "He started it. But you know better. You're the one who sent him here" Yoongi growled.
πŸ’” He silently cursed while wiping the blood from his lip with his thumb. "Oppa, are you okey?" Some random girl come up to him. "Let's get you to the nurse" Jimin spoke up to Taehyung and the boy who informed him of the incident came over to help Taehyung keep his balance.
πŸ’” "You, follow me" Jimin heard Yoongi and right away the guy pushed over his shoulder, walking away with a confident step. "Chim, you don't have to" Taehyung spoke up. "I will be okey, I will catch up with you" He nodded and followed Yoongi.
πŸ’” He slowly followed the elder, from whom there was so much anger that Jimin did not know what to expect. They arrived at an empty hallway, where it doesn't look like anyone is about to pass through. Jimin uncontrollably trembled slightly, tangling his fingers nervously.
πŸ’” The silence on Yoongi's part was even more disturbing. "What have I told you?" He finally spoke up, with anger in his voice "I don't want anything to do with you. That includes, you sending your bestie to defend you" "Why?" Whispered Jimin "Why, hyung?"
πŸ’” Jimin raised his red eyes at him, fighting with himself not to cry "Did I hurt you that much? Tell me and I'm gonna fix this" He said in a broken voice, slowly losing to tears "We were good friends until now. I don't understand how could you react like that, that morning?"
πŸ’” "Do you hate me that much? Do you feel that disgusted with what we did?" "Shut the fuck up! I don't wanna hear it" He moved closer "You have to idea how long I was washing myself when I got to my apartment that morning! To think how many dicks went through you, makes me sick"
πŸ’” Tears won. Warm tears ran down Jimin's cheeks and he lost hope of controlling them. The hurt that he felt, turn to physical pain in his chest and gosh it hurt so much. "Please don't say that" He sobbed out "Don't say any more, the more you say, the more-" Jimin bit his tongue
πŸ’” "The more what, huh? Are you feeling offended for me calling you a slut? Gosh you're so sensitive. And why the fuck are you even crying?! "Because the more you say, the more it makes me regret of falling in love with you" Jimin said bravely.
πŸ’” What else does he have to lose? Nothing. So let him just get it out of him and get it over with. It's clear that he can't fix anything here so what's the point anyway. "Are you fucking kidding me? Getting fucked make you think some stupid shit?!"
πŸ’” "I can't control it, hyung. Not yet, at least... You scream at me, but I'm still in love with you, you push me away, I'm still in love. You hate me and I'm still in love with you. and yes, it hurts so damn much" He sobbed.
πŸ’” "You didn't have to accept the fact that I'm into guys, you didn't have to accept my feelings- but there was really no need to hurt me that much. For you, I'm just a trush right now but you will never know how happy I was to wake up next to you. For me it wasn't just sex"
πŸ’” "It was me, convincing myself again, that my feelings for you are real. And you showing me that you're completely disgusted with me, make me feel now, disgusted with myself too. But the night before, you made me the happiest person.The words you were saying, felt like a dream"
πŸ’” "But now, that I see nothing more than hate in your eyes, I have to let go of that dream. Because you will never look at me the way you looked at me that night" Yoongi gasped slightly but soon clenched his jaw and fists. "You're done?" Yoongi asked in a cold tone.
πŸ’” "Don't worry, hyung. I will get over you and I will fall in love again with someone else. I'm still young, right?" He said trying to smile, wiping his tears quickly, ready to run away from this place because the pain in his chest is too strong, he needs air.
πŸ’” "I will not show myself to you from now on. So don't worry. I just sent Tae because you left your watch at my place. You didn't want to see me so I sent him. anyway, please, put some ice on your lip, otherwise there can be a scar" Jimin bowed and ran out of Yoongi's sight.
πŸ’” Yoongi walked closer to the window and let out a breath of air, which he unexpectedly sucked in, while listening to the younger man. "Why the fuck you still care about me after how I treated you" He whispered to himself, leaning his forehead against the window.
/ Chim Chim ;-; Oh I'm ready to make Yoongi lose him mind in the next update /
#yoonmin where jm wakes up happy next to yg after spending the night together. His dream came true to have his big crush right next to him but this dream crushed when yg wakes up disgusted. #yoonminau #yoonminnsfw
🚨 I WILL CONTINUE TODAY 🚨
In the upcoming part: πŸ₯€ Domestic violence πŸ₯€ Child abuse πŸ₯€ Childhood trauma πŸ₯€ Adult contentπŸ”ž
πŸ₯€ Homophobia
Punch right in the face. It's the first thing he received, crossing the doorstep of his family home. #yoonmin #yoonminau
The only reason why Yoongi still comes here is for his mother. His father hates him. It's always been that way since he was a little boy. Mother is afraid of his father, though as far as he knows, he has never raised his hand against her, unlike at him. #yoonminau #yoonmin
"Where the fuck did you spend the night the other day?!" His father growled. Yoongi turned his bruised cheek and recognized another wound on his lip. An early one from this Taehyung kid, a few hours later from his father. A wonderful day, indeed. #yoonmin #yoonminau
"F-Father went to check on you and you were not at home the whole night" His mom spoke up. Yoongi snorted, touching his injured lip gently. "Am I not living alone as an adult? I have to report to you everything?" "Don't talk back, you little shit!" His father slapped him.
"H-Honey!" The frightened mother jumped up "Calm down. We can talk with him calmly" "Calm down?! It's impossible to talk calmly with him! Ungrateful kid! Where have you been and who have you fucked?! A girl or some dude, as before?!" #yoonmin #yoonminau
His father pushed him against the wall. Yoongi fell silent, lifting his eyes to his father. At that moment, he couldn't be brave. Memories from his childhood appeared in front of his eyes and he could not control his weakness anymore. #yoonminau #yoonmin
How his father burst into the room of 14-year-old Yoongi, who was sitting on the bed with his friend, experiencing his first kiss with a boy, being shirtless. He threw his friend out the door, throwing insults in his direction that no teenager wants to hear. #yoonmin #yoonminau
It was the first time, a beating left marks on his body. His father locked himself with Yoongi in his room and beat him up enough to get a medical leave of absence from school for a week, explaining that he had fallen down the stairs. #yoonminau #yoonmin
Mother could only barge into the room, hearing her son's screams and cries, and could do absolutely nothing about it. After father was done, he threw teenage Yoongi into the basement, with no light, no water, no food, and kept him there the entire 24 hours to "teach him a lesson"
To this day, he hasn't been able to forget it. More than once he wakes up all sweaty from nightmares. No matter how often he slept with girls, his thoughts were still filled with the memory of his first kiss- with a boy. #yoonminau #yoonmin
"I-I didn't do anything" Yoongi whispered, suddenly submissive. He felt like he was 14 years old again. Mentally, he pounded his head, trying to erase the memories of the night he spent with Jimin because, yes. It quickly came back to him and he remembered everything. #yoonminau
He should forget because that's not acceptable, right? It's disgusting, it's not natural. He should, feel disgusted with himself and yet-. "Remember this, boy! If ever, I hear or even think that my son fucks guys' asses, you will regret that you were born!" #yoonminau #yoonmin
"I will end you, you cock sucker!" He shouted and walked out of the house. Yoongi had legs like jelly. As soon as the door slammed, Yoongi slid to the ground, his hands trembling and his throat tightening causing him to have a slight breathing problem. #yoonminau #yoonmin
"Sweety- honey, let me look at this" Mother, in her quiet voice, squatted in front of her son, raising her hand to touch him. "No, don't touch me, don't touch me" He quickly objected "Just, don't" He whispered. #yoonminau #yoonmin
"I don't want to be touched, okay?" He said in a trembling voice. "Okey-" Mother whispered "I will drive you to your apartment. While the father is not coming back. And you will rest, hm" #yoonminau #yoonmin
/ I will be back in a day or two. I would love to know if anyone still remembers this sad story! Let me know what you guys think about this update and what would you like to see happen next, I'm curious, about how you see it!🀩 /
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