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: deureureureuk
: what’s everyone doing
: i lied down so i’m thinking if i should sleep!
: to prepare for tomorrow’s schedule!
: i thought of you before sleeping so i came here
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: today’s weather is really cold
: everyone bring one more piece of clothing with you
: i’m currently not shaving…
: i’ll do it later when i get my makeup done..
: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
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#산라이빗
: i’ll show you later on/in the future, for now
: i’ll protect your innocence
: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
: my hair is thick even when i do laser (hair removal)
: i have lots of hair too
: i have a lot of head hair too
230124
#산라이빗
: well it’s something i’m shy/embarrassed about
: if it’s a side/appearance you don’t want to see..
: cover your eyes..
: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
230124
#산라이빗
: today
: i watched physical 100
: it’s fun!
: the one that came out on netflix today!
: the program!
: where they chose the people with the best physical abilities in south korea
: my heart boiled while watching it
: they’re cool
230124
#산라이빗
: i exercised today too, of course
: i did everything today too, of course
: thighs/quads
: hamstrings
: delts, pecs, lats
: i have to do it diligently of course!
: i feel uneasy if i don’t do it at least once in a day
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#산라이빗
: i don’t know why i’m like that but
: whether it’s exercise or work
: even if there’s a break
: i have to do something
: it makes me less anxious if i have to do one thing
: without getting hurt
: i exercise to not get hurt!
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: since i changed my style
: i need a body that can endure it
: was it a few days ago
: i watched an old/past video of myself
: i think i changed quite a lot
: even when i see it, it’s a bit fascinating
230124
#산라이빗
: whether it’s the outside or inside
: i think i changed a lot
: my motive to changing uhm
: there’s so many..
: firstly dance
: it’s a transformation so that i don’t get injured
: what else is there again
: for myself?
: seems like it
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#산라이빗
: if you ask me if i think nice/kind/good people win
: oh i like these kinds of profound/deep questions
: nice people don’t always win but
: i’d hope that the people who win are nice people
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#산라이빗
: these days, it does feel like you don’t win merely only for being nice/kind..
: for that reason, if more good people disappeared
: i think it’d be a sad thing..
: even for me, i have to be a good person of course
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#산라이빗
: the standards for being kind/good is really difficult but
: after thinking carefully, don’t you call a person kind/good when they’re
: a person who has the courage to proudly talk about everything
230124
#산라이빗
: these days, you know lots of people say these kinds of words
: if you’re nice/kind, you’re a pushover
: if that’s the case, then ATINY you don’t have to be nice
: i think i’d really hate to see someone curse at ATINY
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#산라이빗
: i have no thoughts of being a pushover
: i think if i suffer/experience it, i’d have to endure it, and pay it back 100 fold
: i don’t want to be a good man to everyone
: i want to be a good man to only the people i love
: this was a very good topic
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#산라이빗
: if you ask me if i trust/believe in people uhm
: i want to trust them
: regardless of whether i trust or don’t trust, i want to trust
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#산라이빗
: i’ve trusted people a lot but
: i’ve seen lots of cases where it wasn’t like that
: that’s why there are so many cases where it’s even embarrassing/flustering and upsetting
230124
#산라이빗
: there were definitely cases where the people i trusted the most talked behind my back or backstabbed me but
: even so, i want to try trusting
: it’s so sad you know, when you find out about it afterwards
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#산라이빗
: even so, these days
: i feel like i want to try trusting them once again
: i quite like romance
: that’s why i want to always protect
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#산라이빗
: if you ask if you can trust me too
: i won’t tell you to immediately trust me
: slowly watch over me
: since i like showing through actions
: i’m not the type to only talk (be slick and show off without having any substance)
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#산라이빗
: you know it’s more trustworthy/reliable to show through actions
: i’m telling you about my side/appearance as a person
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#산라이빗
: how will you perform/do the stages a few years later
: is your attitude towards this job/work sincere
: i swear to everyone
: there hasn’t been a day where i wasn’t sincere
: so just go with the flow and judge
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#산라이빗
: as i always say, i want to be a person with humanity
: whether as a friend, a person, or an artist
: the original intentions/mindset uhm
: i’m protecting it
: since i do every stage with sincerity
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#산라이빗
: wearing a 10000 won tshirt after wearing a 1000 won tshirt isn’t losing my original intentions
: have i lost my passion/has that passion for the work i do cooled down
: i think that’s my original intentions
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#산라이빗
: who calculates our and my efforts
: judging people based on how much you know about them
: it’s an action i hate the most in the world
: it’s my values/moral principles
: it’s not that someone did thatㅋㅋㅋㅋ
: i wasn’t angry
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: people who judge by only seeing the tip of the iceberg
: i just hating seeing that
: my beliefs/principles won’t break don’t worry
: i cheer for you, i’m fond of you, and i love you, the sides/forms of you guys just as you are