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Feb 20, 2023
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Alpha v Alpha where Yoongi's personal preference is anyone not Alpha, and Namjoon /knows/ this but his prefernce is Alphas and he's always been vocal about how attracted he is to Yoongi. (Sope ofc)

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my favorite namgi gay panic moment where namjoon called yoongi sexy and yoongi’s immediate reaction was β€œi think he’s trying to fight me”
They used to fight about it before they debuted. Namjoon and Yoongi, along with Seokjin all presented a few months before. Namjoon always was attracted to Alphas and this didnt change when he popped his first knot.
He'd been crushing on Yoongi, kind of. They made out once, drunk, after talking about sexuality. Yoongi confirming he didnt care about gender, and Namjoon confessing he felt the same but had never kissed a boy before.
So they made out, and soon more pretty and cute boys started joining their band, and Namjoon had more boys to help figure out his sexuality. But they always stayed up late in their shitty tiny studio, talking about feelings, and exploring their second sexes.
It was a while for everyone else to present. 5 years in and Yoongi has a pretty good grasp on his sexuality. He's a little upset at himself, for finding out he has a subgender prefrence.
One night stands after clubs after underground shadey clubs- all Alphas flirting with him and him flirting back. Dragging them to semi privaye areas and- well, lets just say hes bitten enough lips without his control.
He thought it was bullshit. He hadnt even smelled them, how the fuck did his inner wolf hindbrain know? And why did it care so much to keep him from being with other Alphas?
So he tried fucking without kissing. He tried topping, tried telling strangers that he needs to act dominant, and that he might snap at them.
He did. And then tried to bite their heads off. He came back to the dorm pissed, frustrated, and cried in bed under his covers, in a room with his Alpha hyung, Seokjin. He tried not to wake him up, but. Well. He's his only hyung. They talked, staring at their ceilings.
About how somethings just arent a choice. Sexuality is one of them. And Yoongi? Well, he feels like shit for not having a choice. For being pansexual, but having a prefernce instinctually for submissive sexes. Stupid wolf dna. Dumb ancestors that fucked with science.
But talking with his hyung helps, helps a lot, actually, and the next time he goes out, he swallows any pride he has and turns down someone whose an Alpha. At least he knows he doesnt mind Betas, intersex, any gender- they can be dominant or submissive.
And that at least makes Yoongi feel better, that his inner wolf instincts dont freak out when he's with them, though he didnt try much more than a celebratory handjob with them. It meant a lot to Yoongi, and licked his pride quiet a bit.
And his pride is getting quiet big. As the year goes by, theyre nearing their 10th year of being together, all of then. But especially him and Namjoon.
And Yoongi thinks he's figured out his sexuality, too. He's constantly complimenting Yoongi, and at first- its really nice. Really sweet, and it makes him feel good. But then he starts to realize- its beyond friendly.
He's stretching before a performance, his leg on the couch, when he hears Namjoon and Jungkook behind him. "Wow," Namjoon breathes, staring at his ass. Jungkook has his camera out, filming them. And he feels it.
Its like a headrush, he blinks, and hes turned around, growling, scaring everyone in the room. Jungkook's turned off his camera, and he hopes he didnt ruin his fotage. He feels bad, but he cant control this- this instinct to dominant, to /hurt/ any Alpha that comes onto him.
He's baring his teeth up at Namjoon, whose eyes are wild and apologetic- confused and...hurt. Seokjin runs over, standing in front of Namjoon with his hands up and his neck bared. Yoongi growls again, squeezing his fists, trying to regain some semblence of control.
His visions getting blurred and he realizes he's crying but he cant pull back from his aggression, barely managing a tiny step back.
Suddenly there's a pair of hands on him, and he spins on his heels to them, knowing theyre within bite distance since theyre touching him and- it's Hoseok. Just Hoseok, beta Hoseok, who isnt baring his neck at him but instead, staring him down.
"Yoongi hyung, relax," he demands, his hands firm on Yoongi's bicep and shoulder. And to everyone's surprise- he does. Yoongi blinks out of his stupper, suddenly feeling light headed. He grasps the side of his head, knees buckling as he groans.
Hoseok catches him- sort of, more guiding him onto the couch. Yoongi slumps over into Hoseok's lap, resting his forehead on his chest. He burries his face in the jacket he's wearing, taking big breathes, trying to-
"Give me those wipes," Hoseok says, and Yoongi can feel how shakey his voice is, despite acting so bravely. He can feel Hoseok doing something, then he's adjusting him, and he bites his lip to stop another growl as Hoseok puts his hand on his nape and pulls his face into his neck
He inhales through his mouth and- slumps into Hoseok, hands seeking to wrap around him, instead grabbing onto his waist outside his jacket. He wiped off his scent blocker on one side, and Yoongi sucks down his scent greedily, with every inhale feeling more and more like himself.
He hears the director call for them, and Yoongi takes one more gulp, before standing, and nodding, avoiding eye contact with everyone. He sees everyone rushing, heading out, and when he glances to Hoseok, he's already looking at him. All he sees is worry.
Later, there's floods of ARMYs on n*ver talking about how they could smell Hoseok. Some are...not the kindest comments. Back at the company building, everyone watches Hoseok sit silently on the couch, as their PR team reads some aloud.
"I'll tell everyone he was helping my rut sickness," Yoongi announces, looking away from Hoseok. He doesnt want to see the look in his eyes. "You'll both have to take three days off of public apperances to sell this." "That's fine. Let's record it."s
So a video is released with Yoongi apologizing, explaining he's rut sick and Hoseok kindly took care of him when medication wasnt working. He lies and says his cycle was early because he didnt take care of himself. He drives home the message that it was all him.
And that's not a lie. Hoseok watches him record with baited breath. He waits for him to finish, before approaching. The staff leave, and they have a moment to thelmselves.
"Are you really rut sick?" Yoongi shakes his head, pressing his lips to a flat line. Hes...ashamed of himself. "What was that, then? Hyung..." Hoseok comes closer, reaching out to touch him, "We can't let our sexes get between us. We promised."
Yoongi nods, looking up at Hoseok, wounded. He opens his mouth to apologize, before the door opens. Hoseok drops his hand as Namjoon and Seokjin walk in.
"Joon," Seokjin prompts, and Namjoon answers, "I'm sorry for provoking you, hyung. Seokjin hyung told me about your, uhm," he glances at Hoseok, "your wolf. I didnt know, I'm sorry for pushing you."
Yoongi feels like he can breathe, finally, "it's okay Namjoon-ah. Its my fault for not telling anyone but hyung. Im sorry you had to see that...first hand." Yoongi looks to Hoseok, and then to Seokjin, "I should probably tell the pups, and uh, the company, too."
Seokjin nods, "I'll go with you. Namjoonah should come, too." Everyone looks to Hoseok, whose standing there, hugging himself. "We'll go prep the meeting with Bang. Turn your phone on, I'll call you when we're ready."
Yoongi nods, turning to Hoseok. He doesnt feel like acting coy, so he reaches out, holding Hoseok by his arms, gently. Hoseok looks at him, and Yoongi feels guiltier than ever. "I can't fuck Alphas. My wolf hates flirting or kissing or doing- anything like that with them."
Hoseok's eyebrows come down from his bangs, furrowing, "So, what- all because of Namjoon's crush on you?" Yoongi nods, looking away, "I only told Seokjin because he heard me crying after I came home from a night out, and i told him I hurt an alpha."
Hoseok looks shocked, surprised, shoulders relaxing and stepping closer in Yoongi's embrace. "Hobah...hyung's so sorry," Yoongi says, tears springing, a few spilling over onto his cheeks.
Hoseok uncrosses his arms, pulling Yoongi against him in a tight embrace, "hyung," he whispers, tucking his chin over Yoongi's shoulder. He starts to rock them, something Yoongi really appreciates, his eyes closed tight as he lets himself cry, nose tucked into his neck.
Its a few minutes before his phone rings and they pull apart, Yoongi schooling himself before he answers, then hanging up. "Theyre ready for me." "I'll tell the pups," Hoseok reassures him.
It's a few months since the accident, and they just finished performing. They're recording a backstage video when Namjoon compliments him.
Yoongi knows now that Namjoons processed that they cant...that his crush wasnt going to lead anywhere. Yoongi feels a wave of assurance that he's still...himself. So he smiles, looking away, "Namjoonah wants to fight," he jokes. He knows theyll be alright.
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