playing @World of Warcraft has completely changed my whole life, and it makes me sad to say that i could never come back September 2021 i met a person, someone who i thought was kind, humble, respectful, cool and funny. That is somewhat his vibe, is it not? @Zaelia

we met, fell in love. and were together for about 2 years before the man i loved, the man i shared all my best memories with became the man i fear the most. the one he told me he never was, that the stories i heard about his ex were nonsense.. that she was crazy

but she wasn't.. and i don't blame myself for not wanting to believe the worst of him.. love really does make you blind. And i wont blame anyone reading this for not believing it either. Even til this day, i still dont wanna believe that he did this to me.

i will never claim that i was perfect in my 2 year relationship with Zaelia. I loved him more than i loved myself, i could not let go, even when i saw that he cheated and was flirting with girls online. I stayed. in fact, he could have done whatever, i would have stayed.

thats nothing im proud of, but thats the truth. i was not ready to let our love go for just anything.. on the 29th of August 2023 i went to see him, we talked, we had dinner, we slept together and not until 8 days later we have a fight that changed everything forever.

the 6th of September 2023 me and Kenn broke up in a nasty fight. He was ignoring me the whole day, and it all broke loose when i noticed i got blocked on discord and i go into his office asking him why we start verbally fighting with each other, yelling across the room

a lot of nasty things were said that day, and we walked into the kitchen where we keep fighting. He yells at me how im nothing, i have no rights and i need to shut the fuck up. i got fed up with being verbally downgraded, so i threw my wallet at him.

after writing to @Scripe about the incident that happend with one of his raiders i was sent to their HR. I spoke with him for a while and they knew i was going to take legal actions towards @Zaelia . He was informed and not long after i find Kenn at my doorstep in Sweden.

Sadly, i still wanted to believe that he wasn't evil. I wanted to hear him out, and for hours he talked, told me how he wants to always be there for me. Be my friend. How sorry he was, that hes not a wife-beater.

Oh oh, how i dumb i was to believe any words he said that day. Not long after that i got the news that im a BRCA1 gene holder, and a month after that my stepdad died. Do you think this man kept his word? nah. He never wanted to be my friend after what happend

@Echo you did not make sure that Kenn went to any anger management therapy. Ive had many sleepless nights, thinking about what the right thing was to do. It took me a year to heal from what @Zaelia did to me, mentally and physically.

I dont know if i will ever fully heal from what happend, but im trying. I moved back to Sweden, attended my stepdads funeral, and i applied for my dream job, that i got. What i went trough... i would not want that for ANYONE else out there..

Once again, i was not perfect, neither was he. Maybe we weren't meant for each other, but the lines he crossed is never okay.